atlas - anxious (feat. limbo) (prod. nohidea) Chords

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[Fm] _ _ [G#] _ _ _ _
_ _ _ [C#] _ [Fm] _ _
_ _ [G#] I haven't been able to cry since the sixth grade.
[C#] _ _ _
[Fm] I thought I [G#] found myself in the music, _ but all I [C#] found was [Fm] more evidence that I'm useless.
There's [G#] nothing in my mind left to do with the person [C#] I can see when I look in my mirror.
I started [G#] to create when it got worse, wanted so [C#] badly to [G#] sing that I forgot to learn to talk first.
Created a persona where I locked words into phrases [C#] so that [G#] they could get a little bit clearer.
Over time I started changing, _ rearranging my mind [C#] into the lowest [Fm] fruit hanging, dangling.
And picked [G#] it like a flower to pretend that it was me, and let [C#] it take me over, it was all that I could see.
[G#] And my true self faded into context, I started [C#] seeing all [Fm] the evil in the world.
Quantified time and [G#] bomb threats, honestly drifted to something out of movie scene.
I [C#] no longer remember who it is I truly am.
Now [G#] I'm just an anxious _
_ _ _ [C#] _ _ [Fm] _
_ _ _ [G#] _ _ _
_ _ _ [C#] _ _ _
_ _ _ [G#] _ mess.
With an aching head, [C#] cause I can't [Fm] stop looking back.
Now [G#] I'm just an anxious mess, taking shaken steps, hoping I'll get off this [C#] path. _ _ _ _
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_ _ [C#] _ _ [Fm] _
I could try to act [G#] like it doesn't affect me at all, but I'm really scared of the [Dm] future.
_ [C#] _
I [G#] used to stand so tall, they used to be so proud.
[C#] I couldn't [G#] even hide myself [C#] in the crowd.
[G#] Somehow it's now and everything's [C#] changed, and I'm wondering why every day feels the same.
I'm [G#] searching and looking for something to [C#] say, [Fm] but really it should be no I'm not okay.
[G#] I've been trying so hard to find my escape, [C#] but really I don't know how long [G#] that will take.
Today or tomorrow, [C#] I'll [Fm] swim in my sorrow.
[G#] That I could use a smile, [C#] that I could share or [G#] borrow.
_ But secretly I'll keep it just for myself.
[C#] And please don't come closer, I don't want your help.
[G#] I'll figure this out on my own.
[C#] And I'll stay [Bm] with these feelings [C#] at home and alone.
Now I'm [G#] just an anxious _
_ _ [C#] _ [G#] _ _ _
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_ _ _ [C#] _ mess.
_ _ _ [G#] _ With an aching neck, [C#] cause I [Fm] can't stop looking back.
Now I'm [G#] just an anxious mess, taking shaken steps, hoping I'll get off [C#] this path.
[G#] Now I'm just an anxious mess.
_ _ _ [C#] _ [Fm] _ _
_ _ _ [G#] _ _ _
_ _ _ [C#] _ _ _
_ _ _ [G#] _ With an aching neck, [C#] cause I [Fm] can't stop looking back.
Now I'm [G#] just an anxious mess, taking shaken steps, hoping I'll get off this [C#] path. _ _ _ _
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