Chords for Barstow // original song

Alright, so I'm gonna sing a song for you guys, but I'm gonna pull my hair up while I do it because I've done this
I've done like three four takes of this and every time my hair freaking falls in my mouth
So you're gonna it's so intense that I'm gonna have to have it up for this
It's called barstow.
Probably it's like 16 year old me level of angst inside of it
So I'm gonna call it wasteland because that makes more sense for the song, but I just don't want to
Regress back to the angst level of my 16 year old self
This is called barstow, and I'm just gonna play it now so that
Shut up, alright
Never mind, [G#] okay
I [E] _ _ [A] _ _ [E] _ _ [A] _ _
[B] am [A] driving through barstow
[B] To get home to LA
[E] _ [C#] Whole country behind [E] me feels off and away
[A] _ _
_ [E] _ [B] _ _ [E] _ _ [C#m] _ _
[E] I [G#m] am counting the weeks now
[E] Since I [A] last heard you call
[B] Why do [A] you push away till [E] there's no one at all
[B] _ _
[E] You [A] don't want any money
[E] Your mother will give
There [A] are rumors you love me
So why do you [B] live in a [A] wasteland
Alone in a [E] life that you choose
I am driving through barstow
[A] _ _
[Em] I [C#m] want everything, [E] everything I [C#m] want
Everything, everything [E] I [B] want
Everything, [G] everything I [A] want
Everything [E] for you
[B] I _ _ [C#m] _ _
_ [C#] [A] unpack in my bedroom
[E] My [A] things still smell like you
[E] _ [A] I'm a bad shit, I'm broken
[E] But I'm getting through
[A] I _
_ [C#] [A] know that you're wondering
[B] Asleep in your car
Dream the [A] lord must have left you
[E] Wherever you are is a [B] wasteland
And you can't [E] discern what is true
[A] _ _
[C#] I want [A] everything, [E] everything [C#] I want
Everything, [E] everything I [C#m] want
Everything, [E] everything I want
[B] Everything for you
_ _ [A] And I've [E] moved on before
[A] But I [E] couldn't be your guy [B] anymore
And I'll [E] lie [A] again
[Bm] But I hope [E] you take someone's hand
You sure _ _
[B] I [C#m] want everything, [E] everything I want
Everything, [B] everything I _ _ want
Everything, [B]
everything I [C#m] want
Everything, everything I want
_ [E] Everything, everything I want
Everything, everything [B] _ [C#m] _ [B] I want
Everything [E] for you
[B] _ _ [E] _ _ [A] _ _
_ _ [B] _ _ [N] _ Um, yeah.
So that was Barstow, I'll probably call it.
Maybe I'll make a video one of these days
about what I write songs about
cause that's how a song sounds like I'm like really sad.
Um, and that's cause it is a sad song.
But I'm not sad right now, you know?
Like, I'm doing okay.
Just in case you guys are like worried or anything.
I'm doing great.
Maybe I'll go more into detail in another video
but I write songs about things that have happened
a long time ago.
Both to me and to other people.
Um, but like, very rarely are they about what I'm presently feeling.
They're usually like channeling a far off feeling
um, that has lingering things.
That's so vague.
So, yeah, I'll definitely make a video about that.
Thanks you guys for watching.
Thanks you guys for watching.
That's a phrase?
Uh, cool.
Yeah.
I'm in my kitchen because the best lighting in my new apartment so far.
So, yeah, that's why I'm in here.