Cadet - Closure | Link Up TV Chords

_ _ [C] I'm home.
Are you gonna put the beat on? _
[Gm] _ _ [F] Boom.
_ _ [Bb] Pain.
Aniruddha Legend.
[Dm] Pain, pain, pain, pain.
[Gm] _ But like, [A] this is all true.
[Bb] It's all true, still.
_ [Dm]
Alright, look.
[Gm] A big part of my life has been
shits.
I know I can't lie about [F] that.
[A] And if I keep it [Gm] real, I never thought
again I'd have to write [Dm] about that.
See, word I was
still in love when I wrote [Bb] slut.
Just words,
them scars went [A] closed up.
But since you gave me
[Gm] exposure, it's only right I tell you my closure.
Slut.
Man, I was so raw to the [A] page.
So raw
to the extent, [Gm] man.
Man, I even
used real [Dm] names.
Cherise, she texted me once
on [Bb] a matter.
Tara kinda treats me [A] like a
German.
The girl that done the monkey [Gm] bar thing, well,
well, she's just doing her, [Dm] man.
Listen.
[Bb] Not the same one that my last
read I was [A] about.
But love from west to the [Gm] south.
Thought I was over the girl until I [Dm] saw her out
and family, I was all shocked.
[Bb] And I've been
thinking about this girl like [A] every day.
In every way.
[Gm] So yeah, of course we speak in
[Dm] numbers exchange and now I'm happy as [Bb] fuck.
Because now I'm back with the love of my [A] life.
Doing all kinda shit.
Like [Gm] kissing on
4th it was 2 o'clock [Dm] at night.
A good guy
now I ain't hitting [Bb] whenever.
Even crash my car
spitting together.
[A] You know when a kiss is [Gm] perfect
come that puzzle piece is fitting together.
That's when I told her, wait though.
If we're doing
this then we gotta do [F] this right.
I'ma tell you
all the shit [Gm] that I've been on the last couple years.
The shit
you won't like [Dm] but, I'ma be honest [Bb] then.
I'ma be real to the [A] T.
I gotta make sure some next [Gm] girl can never
come to you about me.
And that's when I started
[Bb] talking.
When I told her all of the girls that I
[F] beat.
All the problems with me.
[Gm] The one
that I stand on.
The girls that I met on [Dm] IG.
But, when it was her turn she [Bb] said
there ain't a dream I can sell [A] you.
I'm really
my life's been [G] boring.
And there ain't nothing
to [Dm] tell you.
And man I [Bb] believed her.
Maybe I was naive.
[F] Or gassed at
the girl I was thinking about [Gm] for the last 4 years
was by me.
[Dm] And like that feeling it weren't
gonna [Bb] wait.
And her mum even took us on a [A] holiday.
And I'm deep in the night and got [G] ease and shit.
Couple months and I got the key to the [Dm] crib.
But then I got distant [Bb] though.
Cause I got
that iffy [A] vibe like.
[Gm] I be
catching up after them silly lies [Dm] like.
If [Bb] you're my woman then why
I gotta catch you [A] up?
And it's dumb
[Gm] shit.
That shit you ain't even gotta lie about.
[Bb] And this is when I turn it into a fuck way.
Man I can't lie man I just went with [A] it.
Even
though I still love them [Gm] mats.
Certain
couldn't see my [Dm] spirit.
Never called her beautiful
[Gm] once.
No attention her time had none
of [Gbm] it.
The most I would do.
[Gm] Pull up on a late night
random one.
If I felt like [Dm] cuddling.
That's when I
got that phone call [Bb] though.
And you know how
it [A] goes like.
[Gm] Blaine
There's something you should know.
[Dm] I just took a pregnancy [Bb] test and
I look man it came back [F] positive.
And man
now I can't have an [Gm] abortion.
Looks like we just
gotta get on with it.
And me I can't lie how I
[Gbm] acted.
It was all loose when I started [Bb] backtracking.
When I heard the word baby I just [Dm] panicked and asked
her again are you sure you [Gm] wanna have it?
And she said
The doctors [A] told her before that she can't
have a [Bb] baby.
So all the thought of having an
[Dm] abortion.
No no having a ute is all [Gm] crazy
now.
[A] Look.
See
when a baby [Bb] ain't planned.
_ There's
[Dm] some stages you go through as a [Gm] man.
The
first stage is.
[A] Now she ain't having a
ute.
I gotta talk to [Bb] her harder.
The second stage is
Look man [Dm] I got her man up because I'm gonna be
her father.
Pull her [G] off.
I still told my [Bb] mother
I'm thinking that she's gonna get [A] mad at me.
All she said was Blaine.
[Gm] Do nothing
I'm mad gal in [Dm] my family.
Told my sister
but she wasn't having [Bb] it.
And right now I'm
[Dm] excited.
But anyway fuck that [Gm] part
It's the second part that hit me like lightning.
[Dm] I got a phone call out [Bb] of the blue light.
Blaine where you at?
And can you come round?
[A] And I said now?
And she said [Gm] now.
So I said fuck it and drove from
[Dm] south.
Flew until I pulled up to [Bb] the crib.
Got in the lift.
Put the key [A] for the door.
And all I
can see is her there.
[Gm] With her arms around her
belly on the [Dm] floor.
I'm like yo baby tell me
what's [Bb] wrong?
She's saying I've bled and my belly [A] keeps
hurting.
I keep phoning the [Gm] ambulance over and
over again but this shit ain't [Dm] working.
They pull
up and what seems like [Bb] forever.
Me I'm shocked
I don't know what it [Dm] means.
We [A] get to the hospital.
Take
her [Gm] blood.
Holding her hand waiting to be seen
and then some young white
lady steps in.
[Db] She clears her throat.
She looks up [Gm] slow and says you're no longer pregnant
[Dm] and _
_ [Bb] that kinda hit me
in the [A] worst way.
It happened
[Gm] like three days before my birthday.
Now me and her is back [D] on track.
But I
can't lie.
I'm all shot.
[Bb] I ain't giving it.
Cause I got this
feeling.
Saying I can't [Dm] trust her.
And look man I can't
get rid [Gm] of it.
Man I gotta talk to [Dm] her.
I gotta talk to [Bb] her.
I'ma see her next week.
[Gm] And that's when I'll talk to her.
I picked her up so I
can drop her at the [F] airport.
I said I'm tired so she
can [Bb] drive.
And I'm just there in the passenger [Dm] seat
and I'm looking at her square [Gm] in her eyes
and I say what [Db] I'm about to
say man I ain't trying to [Bb] cuss you.
I really
wanna make this [Dm] work but I feel like I
can't trust you.
And look [Gm] I don't know what it is
but I got a feeling so [Db] deep in my ribs.
Months ago you was gonna have a kid [Gm] and now I feel
that the solution [Dm] is to let me have
a look in [Bb] your phone.
It might sound dumb
[Gbm] and it might sound young but let me have a [Gm] look in your phone.
Don't get it twisted.
I'm grown.
But let me have a look in your phone.
I don't see
nothing.
I'll stop [Db] bugging.
We'll get to trusting.
We'll [Gm] prove something.
You'll probably be cussing
like [Dm] I told you there was nothing in my [Bb] phone.
And word of my life I'll let that [Db] go but
let me have a look in [Gm] your phone.
And then she said no.
[Dm] And I said what?
[Bb] You swear you want me to take you [A] serious?
And word that's what I'm trying to [Gm] do.
So you gotta respect how I'm trying [Dm] to move.
Five years deep.
Don't let [Bb] that go.
Just to not
let me [F] look in your phone.
She looked back with a
worried and [Gm] scared face.
And then she said
[Dm] no.
And [G] look you see that kind [Bb] of iffy?
Man I let that go [A] so quickly.
Still went to the airport just to let her [Gm] off.
And then I put
my key right for the [Dm] letterbox.
Look what was
in her [Bb] phone man I would never know.
[A] But nine times out of ten [Gm] there was
the maddest things in her phone.
Now I get
a phone call a few days [Bb] later.
She's like
hi.
I'm like [A] what up?
She's like nah you can
look for my [Gm] phone.
I'm like no no
[Dm] shut up.
Three months after [Bb] I'm in shortage.
And I see her cousin.
[A] And she
pulls me to the side [Gm] like I wanna talk to you
about something.
[Dm] And I'm like come we can
step [Bb] out the bar.
I mean you can go speak in the
car.
[A] And she's like I don't talk to my cousin
[Gm] no more man.
She takes things kind of [Dm] far.
And I'm
like wait there what you wanna [Bb] say to me?
And she goes [F] um
_ [Gm] shit.
I don't have to say this
[Dm] but I don't really wanna say no dirt [Bb] but
when you was with her [F] uh she was
chatting to a couple [Gm] man.
And it was this guy
from work and [Dm] when she was having his kid
she [Bb] showed up to my crib
[A] car.
She weren't [Gm] sure like
if it was yours or his.
[Dm] And I said
wait there how [Bb] do you know?
She said I'ma do it
it's life I [A] know.
And I'm only telling
you [Gm] because I don't speak to her [Dm] anymore
and I couldn't care about the cheating.
[Bb] So the
child shit hit me harder.
And [A] I got excited
and told my mum.
[Gm] And I might not have been that
father [Dm] but I guess I didn't know
that [Bb] lady.
After the miscarriage shit [A] got crazy.
She looked back at that [Gm] miscarriage what?
I said yeah she miscarried my [Dm] baby.
She said
wait there Blaine are you [Bb] sure?
I said I
saw her on the [A] floor.
We both went to the hospital
[Gm] and they said that the child weren't there anymore
[Dm] and she said [Bb] when did this
happen?
Around the end of [A] February.
I said
yeah how do you know?
[Gm] She said fuck man
these girls [Dm] are dreadful.
I said wait what you mean?
[Bb] She said I'ma do it it's life I'm [A] talking
but in the middle of [Gm] February
I took her to get in the boat. _
_ [Dm] She getting her fuck [Bb] like that.
Yeah man fuck up [Dm] but man's
fuck ups ain't fuck like [Gm] that.
_ _ [A] Are you even talking [Bb] to
play?
So the [Dm] miscarriage
and her being on the floor was all [Gm] staged.
And then they asked why man so [D] bitter.
And man
turned into your average [Bb] nigger.
Saying how you can't
trust [Dm] these women.
Trust me Blaine man they [Gm] can't
get realer.
But if I learnt one thing
out [F] of this whole thing you gotta go with your [Bb] gut.
But you ain't gotta take my [Dm] advice cause I'm just
Kidder aka the slut you feel me?
_ [Bb] _ _ Pain.
[A] _ _ [Gm] Kidder
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[F] Kidder Pain.
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