Chords for cal scruby - MY ANXIETY (official music video)

_ _ _ I'm close I can taste it I've been so far I've been bitten I take a [Bm] bargain but you support it
Love right as a race when I [Em] go to Mars in a spaceship it's [G] written on my face and no one relates
I do no harm I can take it you [Bm] wanna smile I'm a fake it copy and paste it that's [Em] an alright imitation
I [G] find it hard to describe my anxiety feel like my heart [Gbm] and my mind got a rivalry
Feel like my thoughts and emotions are [B] fighting inside of me I [Em] gotta get this shit out of me
I [G] feel like 4S I'm running from everything I never saw [Gb] that shit in its entirety
If [Bm] you need someone to get something 90% done and quit [Em] on it you should just hire me I'm [G] feeling close to the death
I feel a hole in my chest feel like I'm stuck [Ebm] underwater feel like I'm holding my breath
Like [Em] it's the only one left [G] nobody know I'm depressed even the people that know me the best
I call my mama she told me to rest I only get out of bed to get more cigarettes
I'm so close I can taste it I've been so far I've been patient I take a bargain but you support it
My brain is erased when I go to Mars in a spaceship it's written all on my face and no one relates
I don't know how long I can take it you wanna smile I'm a fake it copy and paste it that's an alright imitation
Is someone coming to save me?
I'm faded it don't even faze me
I've had a hater that's shown me love and I've [E] had a lover [E] betray me I've had a lot [G] of lessons
Still got a lot of questions still don't got any answers
Eat your veggies pray for a lot of blessings [E] die from like 20 cancers
[G] That's why I'm taking these drugs that's why I'm out till the morning
Shot after shot after shot I can't stop it I'm boning
Struggling like Jordan did panic and squalling still can't afford all the shit that I need
I get too anxious when I hit the weed I take a pill and I'm feeling relieved
I [Eb] take another I triple speed
[G] I'm so close I can taste it I've been so far I've been patient I take a bargain but you support it
My brain [Eb] is erased when I go to Mars in a spaceship [G] it's written all on my face and no one relates
I don't know how long I can take it You wanna smile I'ma fake it
Copy and paste it [C] that's an alright imitation, [G] yeah _ _ _ _
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_ I'm [G] looking happy online but it's not what you think
I'm losing touch if I'm touching the screen
One minute I think I love everybody and then I'm like fuck everything
I'm looking happy online but it's not what you think
I'm losing touch if I'm touching the screen
One minute I think I [Eb] love everybody and then [Dbm] I'm like fuck everything
On [Gm] a highway to hell or a [Gbm] stairway to heaven
And I am stuck in the middle, I can't [Em] make a decision
I [G] don't think I'm suicidal, but if I was I won't admit it
Like I'd be [Bm] okay with dying, if I'm not [Em] the one that did it
[G] I'm just so close I can taste it, I've been so far I've been patient
I take a ball and get wasted, part of my brain is erased when I [Em] go to Mars in a spaceship
[G] It's written all on my face and no one relates, I don't know how long I can take it
You [Bm] wanna smile I'ma fake it, copy and paste it, [Eb] that's an alright imitation, [G] yeah _ _ _ _
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