Chords for Colicchie " Feel it in the air "

_ _ [D#] _ [C#] _ _ I can feel it, [Fm] _ _ [D#] _ [C#] _ _ I can feel it, [Fm] _ _ [D#] _ [C#] _ _ I can hear it
[Fm] _ _ [Cm] [C#] You know, change is inevitable
[Fm] _ _ [D#] _ [C#] _ _ _ For better, [Fm] for worse
[D#] It's up [C#] to you
Here's my [Fm] experience
I wake up and vomit [D#] as another day begins
[C#] Take a gander in the mirror, decrepit and majorly thin
[Fm] I promenade [D#] through this trap [C#] house
Putting any and everything in my system till I black [Fm] out
I take my [D#] life and I put it [C#] in these songs
Caught another case and yes I'm out on bond
[Fm] I'm tired of these [D#] cops, tired [C#] of these constables
Sick of these consequences, sick of these [Fm] obstacles
So I'm a slave, [D#] handcuffed [C#] to this substance
I need to quit, decomposing with [Fm] reluctance
Flustered, [D#] disgusted, and can't [C#] be trusted
Think what you want, my paintbrush will discuss [Fm] this
I dream of living life [Cm] that's so [C#] beautiful and lustrous
I'm never fitting in, I'm on the edge of the [Fm] circumference
With all these wrong decisions, [D#] I will never [C#] get ahead
Glanced at the newspaper, the obituary [Fm] read
He was an honest [D#] student, such [C#] a gentleman
He got good grades and was so intelligent
[Fm] And when he spoke [D#] it was so spectacular
[C#] Every lady loved him, he was something like a [Fm] bachelor
And when he talked, [D#] people [C#] listened
Man, they seen he never judged and they respected his [Fm] opinions
And every gambit [D#] was a [C#] calculated chess move
He had the formula that I swirled in that test [Fm] tube
Had tons of friends, [D#] his group the [C#] best crew
But he was feeling overwhelming over time, the stress grew
[Fm] Got job offers [D#] for a hundred [C#] grand a year
Had the world by the balls but he couldn't handle [Fm] fear
He stuck a gun [D#] in his mouth and [C#] pulled the trigger
He left behind a sister and mother that truly loved [Fm] him
I can relate, [D#] I just never [C#] pulled the trigger
We're both on the verge of death, he just did it quicker
[Fm] I can relate, [D#] I just never [C#] pulled the trigger
I can relate, I just never pulled the [Fm] trigger
I looked up [D#] and see repulsion [C#] in the mirror
Covenant feels guilt and shame, now odds drop in a tear
[Fm] From this moment forward [D#] I am gonna [C#] change my life
Now I can keep doing the same thing but through broke to pay the [Fm] price
Break the pipe, [D#] shaking anxious, [C#] no more chasing white
And every wrong I've ever did I'm gonna make it [Fm] right
I did, that was then, [D#] this is [C#] now
So please pay attention cause I'm gonna jump [Fm] around
I rap about the stuff [D#] cause the shit [C#] is so real
And I talk about my life cause I'm still fucking [Fm] crazy
So [D#] insane, [C#] I must admit that I'm still so insane
See this shit is so deep, [Fm] has anybody here [D#] felt like [C#] using?
Yeah, I felt like using, felt like using a [Fm] pistol
Fans are [D#] forbiduous, shit [C#] I got a fistful
We have separate journeys but the pay is [Fm] identical
My lyric louder [D#] than a [C#] playboy's stentfold
I try to practice three things that are indispensable
[Fm] To get [D#] comfortable it's gonna [C#] take longer
I don't dwell on shit, see it just makes me [Fm] stronger
Every [D#] opportunity [C#] that I was given
I fucked them all up from the way that I was living
[Fm] I verbalize [D#] realism, I'm far [C#] from synthetic
For all of my successes, don't give myself enough credit
[Fm] And I remember the day [D#] that I had my [C#] first overdose
Coke with a coke and that potent dope left me [Fm] comatose
I was stranded [D#] with [C#] colossal affairs
My mother smiles, no more disappointing [Fm] stares
I see a future, [D#] no more voice [C#] in my despair
You're goddamn right, I fucking feel it in the air
[Fm] Listen, the smell of crack [D#] smoke [C#] lingers in the kitchen
Hear the suction of the plunger when the fingers are in position
[Fm] Cigarette burns [D#] in every [C#] pair of shorts
I would do coke for hours and just stare at the door
[Fm] Paranoia [D#] sets in, [C#] I've lost direction
No time for rest until the day I get [Fm] arrested
So I'm stuck [D#] between a rock [C#] and a hard place
The main reason that I'm still breathing is God's [Fm] grace
I'm grateful [D#] for everything [C#] and I'm blessed
Watch friends relax and I'll be damned if I'm [Fm] next
Get deeper, more honest [D#] with every chance [C#] to reflect
Look, I never thought I'd put my hands on my ex
[Fm] But I did, what the fuck, [D#] I salute [C#] my shortcomings
Say to myself, what am I [Fm] becoming?
You can judge [D#] me through your [C#] perspective, it's clear
And you can criticize my life but I'll always persevere
[Fm] I'm not able with [D#] anything and yes, [C#] I accept that
And anytime I fall short, it's just a minor [Fm] setback
I had to cut [D#] ties, I had [C#] to step back
With Thomas Tidal, man, I'm just being [Fm] honest
I'm modest, [D#] not [C#] arrogant or pompous
I used to break the law, my shadow is my [Fm] accomplice
And I could take [D#] a fucking hundred [C#] shots at her
But I won't, cause I'm not the type of man
[Fm] Slice my hand when the pen [D#] is a sword [C#] with moving moves
Pernicious obscenity strengthens my fortitude
[Fm] I keep my mouth shut [D#] as I plod [C#] through my death
I don't listen to them words that are taught behind my back
[Fm] I appreciate God [D#] and everything he's [C#] done for me
I don't judge cause I understand your [Fm] story
Relate and [D#] identify, I cherish [C#] the troubles
I'm still alive, it's a privilege of [Fm] struggles
Used to always have [D#] a half gallon in the trunk
[C#] Look, I can't front son, it's been a rough month
[Fm] Rest in peace, Gen [D#] Zekas
[C#] You were loved by so many
You really helped me look at myself
[Fm] Calamities and [D#] losses are [C#] always ending tragic
A million times I see myself laying inside a [Fm] casket
My sister's tears, [D#] they fall [C#] and hit the coffin
My mother's hysterical, okay, I'll switch [Fm] topics
I'll switch [D#] topics, [C#] it's kinda touchy
Kinda the wrong subject that I should be displaying
[Fm] I'm reminiscent on the first [D#] time that I stepped [C#] inside the booth
I was scared, timid, and shy to tell you the truth
[Fm] I can't tell you about my life [D#] through these private [C#] raps
But then I saw that one day and I ain't ever looked back
[Fm] For no reason, [D#] just because [C#] I feel worthless
A lot of days I still feel lost without a [Fm] purpose
I'm the type that never [D#] listens till it's too [C#] late
But what I have, see, they call it true [Fm] faith
And this song goes out [D#] to anyone that lost a loved one
[D#] I know it's hard but we keep pushing [Fm] forward
It hurts my [D#] heart knowing that she runs the [C#] streets
I fall to my knees, start to cry, I feel [Fm] weak
Powerless, attacked [F] by tremendous grieving
[C#] We can only carry the message, can't determine who receives [Fm] it
To understand [D#] where the fuck am I coming [C#] from
No one has to die, fuck the feelings that you feel
[Fm] You gotta trust the [F] image, the problem's spring gift
[C#] With God I am strong, the tenacity is sick
[Fm] I idolize [D#] anyone that fights to chase their [C#] dreams
Can't do this shit myself so I must embrace my [Fm] team
When I pray, [D#] I live every day free
[C#] I rap for the ones that can get and stay clean
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