Chords for Colicchie " To Whom It May Concern part 3 " with lyrics

_ _ It's like I have no other [Db] option but to keep going [Fm] and I feel like I've been through so much
[Db] But who hasn't?
[Ebm] You know, there's things I've done that are just too difficult to accept.
[Fm] I mean I capture moments of solace
But it's [Ab] inconsistent _ _
[Fm] _ First you must comprehend my past
[Cm] Where I've been
_ [Bb] Remain imageless.
They're revealing how I feel believe what you want.
My journey tells me the God is [Fm] real
Restitution getting paid another court [C] case a college fair tie underneath my North face
[Fm] I think [Ebm] about it and I'm praying that she misses me, but I don't exist to her regardless of our history
[Fm] My life's open prophecies non [C]-existent when it comes to share [G] a story.
I've never been [Fm] resistant with anything
[Ebm] I've ever felt was honest.
I have said it was upset it by the pain embedded in actions were fighting never [Fm] synthetic
I lie a lot and say I'm copacetic all the many days.
I [C] don't give myself enough credit The past
[Ebm] But _ _ _ _ _
_ [Fm] _ [Ebm] _ _ _ that's a red light indicator
[Fm] Confident enough to know that I'm never exempt from the [C] hideous torture and all the actions
[Fm] I repent I'll [Ebm] speak up and make sure I rap clear as I tell you about my life over the last half
Yeah, [Fm] listen, I got a story to tell with [C] your I'm look
I was going in the dark [Cm] for the fourth time
But then I [Ebm] fell short to the course of a manic night and while I get I just say that I couldn't handle [Fm] life
I call it normal, but you call it self-abuse
That's not sitting [Db] reminisce about the last time that I used [Fm] I did [Ebm] two months was on the verge of going out
Not it off for eight hours outside front of my house [Fm] and my driver seat drift away until I [C] feel nothing
I woke up the next morning car still running
[Fm] I [Ebm] called my best friend and told her how I felt and she met me at a restaurant and offered me some hope
[Fm] She looked me in the eyes and said what's it gonna take and I remember crying tears rolling off my face
I [Ebm] broke the tip as I'm tossing the syringe and not the minimizer.
There was just a minor bitch
[Fm] Look, I need to change those [C] something's gotta give this.
I'm thinking to myself.
This ain't the life.
I wanna live
I wanna live I [Db] need to change those something's gotta give this
I'm thinking [Ebm] to myself this ain't the life.
I wanna live [Bb] wanna live so alone.
I wrote come [Fm] back home
I wrote [Dbm] about my feelings and I put him in a [Fm] poem
[Ebm] Melancholy was embedded in my job.
I never hold it and look I always let it out [Fm] as I lick the stamps
I come for fed it in my mouth and I [C] had to so I headed down
[Fm] Was [Ebm] unaware of anything that's gonna happen covered eyes the summertime my personality was [Fm] fractured
Suitcase filled gone fast my [C] luggage packed and I really [Cm] didn't know if I would ever come back
I jumped [Ebm] in my car left drove six on her mouth's appetite for freedom.
I could hear my stomach
[Fm] I left behind it on my family job and my friends again.
I'm touching [C] this spiritual journey eternal
I'm ready God [Gm] get ready for a fresh start get [Gb] ready jazz
I'm ready for the next [F] part kept to myself work stayed off the internet was on [Ab] a higher level social media
It's the devil [F] now a [Db] southern king went the meetings [Ebm] did my thing and I was truly unaware of [F] what my future's gonna bring
The change of scenery tremendously was merciful the topic [Ab] of discussion next to me is highly [Fm] personal
Never [Ebm] would I talk about no dare would I speak about the praying that I do and in my prayers on the [Fm] beach
Many nights many nights.
I would pray no [C] exaggeration needed hours.
[Fm] I would pray
[Ebm] Sitting in the sand staring at the stars.
I would listen to the ocean taking hot
I get this [Fm] song a million times though.
I should have been dead
[Cm] Compulsive nightmares running through my head
It's like I stepped alive to do this music to [Eb] put on computers just a touch to ignorant while I'm reaching these drug [Fm] abusers
And let them know though that any change is possible when you don't [C] have to give up while you're training for an obstacle
I think about the past [Ebm] tears of water in my eyes
The song lost one still makes me cry
[Fm] The older me is the biggest coward that I defeated portions [Bb] of a greater getting louder when repeating [Fm] my demeanor's [Ebm] not conceited prevalent demons
When beating is the trust and when I say or am I just an unbeliever?
[Fm] I'm grateful for my life even when I couldn't manage my I'm looking [C] past the sight board visits [Fm] everything twice another
[Ebm] Opportunity another chance to try so why you think I'm feeling when I shake the hand of a fan of [Fm] mine
Talking to myself ponder in the [C] past.
I close my eyes with these questions [Db] that I [Eb] ask
Can I still trust even after the betrayal?
Can I remain strong even when I'm feeling frail?
Can I [Abm] remain loyal through the home that you have cost?
[C] Can I still practice faith when I'm not feeling a God?
Can I [Bb] stay humble not arrogant as well?
Can I touch a piece of heaven as I'm living in this?
Can [F] I be honest with you even as I'm lying [C] to myself and cannot do this [Db] all alone or do I gotta ask for?
[Fm] [Bb] Thank God that I don't have a single secret.
I'm as open as I am.
Well, my integrity is increasing
[Fm] I believe the ocean in return back to my [C] residents my safe haven and breaks and was truly
[Fm] Evan's and one of my [Bb] best friends his wife in this little world helped me change my face and my perception of this
[Fm] So thankful I can never [F] pay them back.
Perhaps you hear this [C] sincerity in the way that [Fm] I rap Like
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_ _ [Ebm] It's not a fucking joke with some orchestrated plans and then premeditated [Fm] the respirator broke I was having trouble breathing
[Db] Listen, that's how my therapy that I needed and after two months
Take a body [Ebm] that Carolinas the beauty was ignored into the point where I was [Fm] blinded
My phone's filled with pictures of kids at all my scrolling [Db] through my photos
Tell me through some odds [F] in it [Dbm] seems I struggle with any [Ebm] level right?
I've experienced the pleasures.
I truly never forget
[F] I came home sat on the corner [C] of my bed staring [Db] at the wall.
These racing thoughts are in my head
[Fm] I [Ebm] want to talk but there's no one there to listen.
I want to scream and shout about this life that I envision
[Fm] Look, I can't explain it, but I just felt different.
I felt [C] beyond blessed for my traveled expedition.
[Fm] Listen
[Ebm] I remember cooking coke inside the kitchen not to sell but to reject my family suffer from addiction
[Fm] Notifications are different living for pictures that I draw.
Why the fuck you [C] think I go so hard?
Give it my [Fm] all.
[Ebm] Every word every bar is handcrafted.
Words are just words till you put them into [Fm] action
Every lyric written is written with love and every lyric [Db] that I write is to always write in [Fm] blood
While you're [Ebm] socializing eating dinner with your friends
I'm in a room all by myself be bumping with a pen [Fm] writing constantly crying like it's a written assignment
I'm trying to build a [C] legacy in the solitary [Fm] confinement
I [Ab] want to inspire with words that I've said I want to touch lives even after I am dead
[Fm] I want to make an impact with the songs that [C] I created look I've never [Cm] cared about awards or getting [F] nominated
[Fm] I [Ebm] want my mother to be proud of her son
I want my sister to be proud of the man that I have become [Fm] came whatever it takes my elbows on the mattress
I don't want to see them crying standing over my open casket collapsing [Ebm] through the chaos from these numerous distractions
I'm tragically giving you the definition of [Fm] passion you call the rapping I call the [C] discussing what has happened you call with poetry
I call the [Fm] condition reactions
[Ebm] Let their voices make a shake out there you criticize me for the choices that I [Fm] made
You crave attention like an addict needs a fix and [C] obviously you're hungry if you're talking you can eat a [Fm] dick
I [Ebm] never did you can gossip all you want
I'll accumulate a million things and drop them all at [Fm] once
Throwing in the towers I try to get my legs [C] together went from rainy dark clouds to the nicest weather [Fm] never my [Ab] endeavors ever go
Unnoticed that's a promise.
I have a God above me in the him.
I'm staying [Fm] honest
Sacrifice something more than to pay the price the night of [Db] the convention one of the greatest of my life [Fm] of my life
[Ab] There's certain people that I think about think about and it makes me so happy for the blessings that I count [Fm] and accomplishments
They conquer too often.
I see this monster [Ab] inside of me
I'm killing and killing their power [Fm] the beginning [Ebm] of this month.
Oh, it's fucking insane from the magitated emotions to this uncomfortable [Fm] change
I seen freedom, but I couldn't follow through and I would give [Ab] myself a chance to look I gave him all to you
[Fm] I'm all to you [Ebm] last week how the half of under with my hand the way I operate
I'll never fully [Fm] understand starting over is one bad decision the way I penetrate the [C] ventilation and watch the [Db] illusion say
So let's [Ebm] reiterate this ain't a fucking joke
I could blink and see death in a second and never choke [Fm] a calm quiet mind is what I'm missing the most
But I know from [Db] my experience to never give up hope [Fm] I made it [Ebm] through another day another week
If I said it then I meant it never stutter when I speak [Fm] when I speak earning trust through the lessons that I've learned
I rap [Gm] and write about my life to whom it may concern
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