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Cm I can't breathe I'm
Eb struggling finding the balance between what
Ab I want and I need.
I've
Bb been playing with God but it feels like the devil's been
Cm coaching the team.
I got
Eb so much to say but anxiety whispers and
Ab tells me no speed.
Eb I've been
Bb living on earth but one
Cm day I was shocked to go live in my dreams.
I've been
Eb lost in my mind for a minute I'm searching for
Ab somewhere to go.
I look
Bb right at my mom and I cry cause I wish she didn't
C have to get old.
I
Eb got all of these people around me but why do I
Ab still feel alone.
I got all this money I
Bb just bought a house but with nobody in it, it
Cm isn't a home.
All of these contacts
Eb inside of my phone but I can't come in contact with someone to hold.
Sometimes I sit in the shower and cry cause the water disguising my
Cm tears in the flow.
Look in the mirror I
Eb don't see a soul, looking for love but I'm on a roll.
This isn't a song, this is the pole, God.
Cm I can't breathe, I'm
Eb not even tired but I just wanna sleep.
I'm
Bb drowning in pain, it's
Cm getting too deep.
This
Eb weight is enormous, I'm crying for help but don't
Ab nobody see me.
I'm at
Bb war in my head everyday I've been screaming and
Cm fighting for peace.
I'm
Eb hurt, my heart's full of rage.
My
Ab life is a book that they can't even read cause I'm
Bb bleeding on every page.
Our
Cm people are dying too young and we tired of
Eb commenting all on their page.
We
Ab just said a prayer for one and woke up and
Bb another was taken away.
Let me
Cm know if it's better in space.
I
Eb wanted the money I got it and now that I'm
Ab rich I got nothing to
Eb chase.
I'd rather be happy and broke than rich with
Cm no one to love everyday.
I
Eb know everybody relates, I hope that you hear while I pray.
They
Bb say, God,
Cm I can't breathe.
Eb Hold
Ab on my knees, _
Bb Cm I'm begging you
Eb please.
They
Ab left me for dead,
Eb created a storm.
They
Bb thought I would drown but they didn't know that
Cm I'm sea.
And
Eb yes, I'm looking for help.
I
Ab wanted to love but
Eb I couldn't love cause
Bb I didn't love myself.
I'm
Cm still blaming everyone else.
No
Eb more blaming everyone else.
From
Ab now on I'm blaming
Eb myself.
Cm I can't breathe.
I'm
Eb struggling finding the balance between what I
Ab want and what I need.
I've been
Bb playing with God but it feels like the devil's been
Cm coaching the team.
I got
Eb so much to say but anxiety, whispers and
Ab toughness don't speak.
I'm
Bb believing on nothing but what
Cm they've taught me to believe in my dreams.
Eb I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and what I need.
I've been playing with God but it feels like the devil's been coaching the team.
I got so much to say but anxiety, whispers and
Ab toughness don't speak.
Eb I'm believing on nothing but what they've taught me
Cm _
Eb to believe in my dreams.
I can't breathe,
Ab not tired, but
Eb I sleep,
Cm I cry, guess
Eb I weep.
Ab They don't know
Eb what I can't see.
I'm struggling finding the balance between what I want and what I need.
I've been playing with God but it feels like the devil's been
Cm coaching the
Eb team.
I got so much to say but anxiety, whispers and
Ab toughness don't speak.
Eb I'm believing on nothing but what they've taught me to
Cm believe in my dreams.
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