Chords for demxntia - selfish (i wished you hated me)

_ _ Drown me in despair
I _ [A]'m broken
Lay beyond [G] repair _ _ From [Cm] _ soaking
Over the times
[Gm]I [Eb] would never [F] get back
Drunk every [Eb] night
With a [G] cigarette _ pack
But it's only [Gm] _ fair
_ That [Cm] I'm broken
L [D]ay beyond [G] repair
_ _ I [Cm] know that it's all my fault
[D]I'm giving up
[Eb]I'm guilty [F] as charged
I'd had it all
[Gm]But that's not what [Dm] you want
So [Cm] it's hard to [G] bear
_ Cause _ _ _ [Gm] no you still care _ _ _
_ _ But I wished [C] you
_ Hit [F] me
As [Dm] much as you try to _ _ _
[Gm] _ _ But you [C] never _ hit [Eb] _ _
[F] me
_ [Dm]As much as I _ doOh [Gm] noI'm brokenMy [Cm] only fearIs when I'm no longer [F] hereIs that you find someone [Dm] _ elseWho deserves all [Gm] you didI'm brokenI'm sadBut _ _ _ _ [F] _ _ _ I just can [Ab]'t help _ it _ [G]I've been well [Gm] _ prepared _ _ [Cm]To go nowI [D]'ll be safe [G] _ _ _ _ [Cm]You know how I tend to leave [Eb]All the ones [F] that I love [C]Just to have [Eb] timeTo be with youI won't give [Dm] up _ To [E] see what [Bb] we've builtBecome [B]Ghost house [Gm]Swallowed [Cm] by youMy pills [F] are broken down [D]Every [Dm] nightI go [Gm] through withdrawalsBut it's [Eb] only rightFor [C] all of my [G] wrongsIt's [D] easier to burn _ _ If _ _ you never care _ _ _ _ [B] _ _ _ I wished [Gm] youHit _ [F] me _ As [A] much as you try to _ _ _ But [Gm] you never [D] hit _ _ [Cm] me [F] _ _ As much as [Dm] I do _ _ [Gm]Oh noI'm [C] brokenMy [G] only fear _ _ _ _ [F] _ _ _ _ [C] _ _
[Dm]Is when _ _ I'm no longer here [Gm]Is that you find [Cm] someone elseWho deserves all _ _ [F] _ _ you didI'm brokenBut I just [Eb] _ can't help itI [F]'ve been well preparedTo go now _ [D] _ _ _ [G] _ _ _ _ _