Chords for Feldup - So Heavy + The Spiral

Maybe [F] one day [C] I'll [Bbm] find sleep _
[Am] I'll manage to [Dm] find an escape _ _
I hear the birds
[Bm] It's [Bb] the middle of [G] March
_ [Gb] Sunbeams in [Dm] my sunken eyes
[C] Oh, _ I'm [F] eighteen now
_ [Bb] _
I know the world will keep [F] on spinning
[Db] Even _ [Bb] _ if I had to [F] disappear _
_ [C] I'll be there with [Dm] you one day
[C] And we'll [A] be surfing the skies
[Dm] But maybe [F] one day _ [E] I'll [Bb] find love
_ [G]
I'll run [C] away from [Dm] this city
_ [F] That I have [C] always [Bb] tried to dodge
And [B] I'll stop being [Dm] so lonely
I [C] was born to [F] never be free
[A] But as always I get [Dm] so caught in a dream
[D]
[Bb] That one day [Dm] I'll [F] wake up from this [Am] reality
Seems [Dm] so distant from me
[C] Yet my heart seems [F] so heavy
_ [N] _
_ _ _ [Db] _ _ [Eb] _ _ _
[Db] _ _ _ [Bbm] _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ _ _ [Eb] _ Let me [Db] rest on your chest
[Bbm] _ It just feeds my [F] pain
_ [Eb] _ _ Spinning [Db] my head
_ _ _ [Bbm] I wish it [Bb] had left
[F] _ _ [Eb] But somehow this sinking [Db] feeling
_ [Fm] _ _ [Bbm] Every time you dance with one
[F] I _ [Db] _ [Bbm] can't help it when I'm crying
I'm in my bed [Db] looking for help
Spinning [Ab] again, you numb my pain
But [Bbm] you've needed my love
[Db] When I changed _ you, _ _ [Ab] my _ bed
_ _ _ [F] _ _ _ _ [Db] _
_ _ _ [Bbm] _ _ _ [Bb] _ _
[F] _ _ [Eb] _ To the sound of music
[Db] _
_ [Fm] _ _ [Bbm] If I tried [Bb] to speak
_ _ [Eb] My brain is [Db] following
_ _ [Fm] _ _ [Bbm] We're all mentally
_ [G] _ _ _ [Eb] Waiting for my train
[Db] But it never came
[Bbm] Could you take my hand, swan?
_ [Db] _ _ _ _
Is [Bbm] there a drug that's strong [Db] enough
To make my brain forget your face?
So I [Ab] can just, just leave [F] again
You [Bbm] paralyze my thoughts
[Db] But I _ can't _ live [Ab] without _ it
I _ _ _ _ _ can't [Bbm] help it when I'm [Db] crying
I'm in my [Bbm] bed looking for help
Spinning [Ab] again, you numb my pain
But [Bbm] you've needed my love
[Db] When I changed you, _ _ my _
_ _ _ [Ab] _ _ _ _ [Db] _
_ _ _ [N] _ bed _ _