Doormat Chords by Guardin

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_ _ I don't wanna be sober I'ma make it up, you waiting on the stoner
Staying ready for what's dropping in October Yeah, the time is over
I don't wanna be sober I'm so lonely, all I wanna do is hold her
Nothing is as strong when it's [F] about you closer Yeah, the time is over
_ _ _ Yeah, the time is over
_ _ Have you ever had a thought that just eats away your brain?
And if you decide to kill it then you'll probably go insane
Write letters to yourself and hope that it'll stop the pain
While you're living and it's vivid when you got nothing to gain
By polarity, hilarity, I'm laughing at myself
Honestly, I probably shouldn't though, cause I just need some help
[C] The world is sticky cause I'm sick of everything inside myself
Find importance in the portions of the shit I'm trying to sell
Well, now you know that I've been trying fucking hard to discard the feelings that I always throw back
And I know, I know that
Loving me ain't easy, sweetie, I'm as useful as a doormat
Format my brain and program me to stop Cause I've been so lost inside all of my thoughts
The rain is just falling on top of my shop It's tearing my ceiling, I hope it don't drop
I'm driving and I'm caving in I do this time and time again
I'm faded now, it's faded then I'll talk to you somewhere around ten
And then you're gone and I'm alone I pack my bong and [F] fucking zone
There's nowhere I can call my home There's no one I can call my own
At least I told myself that _ _ _ _ _
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