Chords for Heaven

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_ _ _ _ _ I'm not _ _ _ [F] scared, I'm [C] not scared [G] I only [A] smile when it feels bad
I'm [F] not sure, [C] I'm not _ sure If I [G] even wanna be [A] sure
And I'm no [G] good, [C] I'm no good I always [A] win but I never should
[C] I'm not well, I'm not well [G] I'm afraid I'm gonna [Am] die and I can't tell
If [F] I go through [C] heaven _ [G] _ _ _ [A] _
If I [C] go through _ heaven
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_ I [F] don't know, I always lie [C] to the world God, why I'm [G] always poor
God, why [Am] I'm always up so low I don't [F] know, why I never [C] cry at the good
Why, why [G] I never choose I never [Am] learn from my mistakes
I don't know, [F] why I always [C] fight for the lost God, why I'm [G] laughing inside
Looking at [Am] my heart, but I [F] don't know Why I always fall [C] for my own bullshit
I'm a drug addict and I'm good at [D] it Hold up, I'm still [G] numb
Who to trust when I lost my daddy Is it just cause they make me heavy
Make me heavy _ [F] I'm not mad, I'm not [C] mad
[G] I don't [A] care and I never have I'm [F] not right, [C] I'm not right
[G] I never quit cause I never [A] tried And I'm [F] no good, [C] I'm no good
_ [G] I [A] always win but I never should [F] I'm not well, I'm [C] not well
[G] I'm afraid I'm gonna [Am] die and I can't tell If [F] I go through [C] heaven
_ [G] _ _ _ [A] If I [F] go through [C] heaven
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_ I [F] don't know, I always lie [C] to the world God, why I'm [G] always poor
God, why [Am] I'm always up so low I don't [F] know, why I never cry at [C] the good
Why, why [G] I never choose I never [Am] learn from my mistakes
I don't know, [F] why I always [C] fight for the lost God, why I'm [G] laughing inside
Looking at [Am] my heart, but I [F] don't know Why I always fall [C] for my own bullshit
I'm a drug addict and I'm good at it [G] And [Am] if I go, _ [F] will I go [C] alone
And if I [G] go, _ [Am] _ _ _ [F] heaven [C] save my soul And [G] if I go, [Am] _ _
[F] will I go [C] alone
Will it [G] be [Am] heaven I don't know, I [Eb] don't know, I don't know
I don't know, why I always [C] lie to the good God, why [G] I'm _ [Am] always poor
I [F] don't know, why I never cry [C] at the good Why, why I [G] never choose I never [Am] learn from my mistakes
I don't [F] know, why I always [C] fight for the lost God, why [G] I'm laughing inside
Looking [Am] at my heart, but I don't know [F] Why I always [C] fall for my own bullshit
I'm a drug [C] addict and I'm good at it _ _ _ _ _