Chords for Hold Me Down

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_ It'll only take a [G] second, but seconds turn into minutes and minutes turn into [C] sessions
I'm losing myself to time and a myriad of [A] obsessions
No, the pen can be my [D] solace but fear makes it a [Em] weapon
Cause I feel I'm losing presence, I can't focus on the [G] now
I can't act like all my brethren, I'm not known to buckle [C] down
Search for answers for my questions and I'm hoping that it's found
I had [Em] people getting mad at me for floating in the clouds
I've been thinking way too loud but I never think it through
Only started on this [G] song cause I got other work to [C] do
Every other task is catching my attention like it's [A] breaking news
I've been acting [D] panable, still chilling in the [Em] waiting room
I'm sick and tired, always living in this way
I've been [G] trying to be gentle but I'm filling it with [C] hate
I don't feel like I'm a person, just an image in my brain
All my [Gm] treats I thought were special are just symptoms on [Em] display
_ [D] My mind is racing, I [C] can't stop, slow [A] it down
[D] _ _ [Em] _
_ _ [G] Fading patience, I've [C] been around, but slow [A] _ _ [D] _ [Em] me down
Same shot, could never got [G] ready, thank god you're holding me [C] steady
I thought I'm out of my [A] mind, I gather my [D] time and stop in my [Em] head
And I'm frozen [G] in space, all over [C] the place
I [A] need someone to [D] just hold me [Em] down
Cunning of distractions like a hydra they keep [G] coming back
And healthy forms are coping to my brain in case I [C] punch it back
Mine is a controller that came equipped with a [A] rumble pack
I'm surprised that [Em] all my patreons don't want their money back
I've always thought that I was lazy, I've been handling a [G] rossi car like driving a [C] mercedes
Cause I'm driven but I'm always about to pour up in a [A] daydream
I've been pedalling so [D] hard but I've forgotten where the [Em] chain be
I've been loving running B&D but hate it when I'm playing
Sick of [G] all the waiting, want them to listen to what I'm [C] saying
I be so self-centered, I'm sick of the [A] celebrating
I ain't sitting still, I'm [D] moving up and down the station
[Em] Pacing or I'm paralysed, brain is yelling, body won't cooperate
I [G] risk my sentence and this shit I'm leaving [C] on display
Every thought gone blocked away, I'm useless in the [A] modern day
Feel guilty for my friends and all the shit they gotta [Em] tolerate
Same shotgun never got [G] ready, thank god you're holding me [C] steady
I thought I'm out of my [A] mind, I gather my [D] time and stomp in my [Em] head
And I'm frozen [G] in space, all over [C] the place
I [Am] need someone to [D] just hold [Gm] me down
My parents told [G] me it's a blessing, it's part of the reason I'm good at this _
There's a big list I'm forgetting, they're wanting something I couldn't give
I know there were ways to address it, I'm scared it will change who I am
I'm scared it will [Gm] change who I am
I know I [G] wanna be happy but I'm still a coward so I will just do what I can
_ [B] _ My mind is racing, I can't stop to slow it down
_ _ _ [Em] _ My _ [G]
patience, I've been [C] wrecked with soul
[A] _
_ [Gm] _ _ [Em] Same shotgun never got [G] ready, thank god you're holding me [C] steady
I thought I'm out of my [A] mind, I gather my [D] time and stomp in my [Em] head
I cannot slow it down, [G] I cannot move, I cannot hold it down, [C] I cannot choose
I cannot slow it down, [A] I cannot move, I cannot [Gm] win or lose _ _ _ _