Chords for Holding Absence - These New Dreams

_ _ _ _ [C#] _ _ [Fm] _ _
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[A#] _ _ _ [C#] _ _ _ [Fm] _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ [G#] _ _
[A#m] I [C#] sat still [G#] when no one could see me
You had no holes, yeah it was [C#] easy to keep _ yourself _ _ _ _ preoccupied
_ _ I _ _ said I'd meet you [G#] over the border
We could sit this way, free and order and keep _ ourselves _ _ _ _ _ preoccupied
For _ I [F#] knew there [G#] was a place that [C#] I'd always wanted [F#] to go _ _
_ _ With your [G#] hand in mine, [C#] I thought I was there _ [F#] _ already
_ _ Please don't leave _
_ _ Keep me open, [A#m] I'm a signal
The sleep just [F#] stops, trying to show myself
[C#] _ And I've been holding _ _ _ onto _ bad times
[A#m] You're way inside of me, my [C#] frozen, trying to _ show _ _ myself _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ It's true that every beautiful fruit is a pit
_ Only showed your colors once, didn't so how was I supposed to _ know? _ _ _ _
And I spit my [G#] stomach _ _
[Fm] itch, every day I sit and fantasize [C#] about a life
_ [G#] Place that [Fm] I'd always wanted to go _
_ _ Empty [G#] handed, I [Fm] thought I was there _ _ already
[C#] _ _ Please don't leave _
_ _ Keep me open, [A#m] I'm a signal
The sleep just [C#] stops, trying to show _ myself
And I've been holding _ _ _ [C#] onto _ bad [A#m] times
You're way inside of me, my frozen, trying to show _ _
_ _ _ [F#] myself _ _ _
[A#m] _ _ _ Just like the moons [C#] and mars, _ maybe we [C#] were doomed to fall _ apart _
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[A#m] _ _ Sometimes you have to kill [G#] your _ _ [C#] darlings, even if they come [G#] back to haunt your [C#] heart _
_ _ _ _ Just _ _
[A#m] _ _ _ _ _ like the moons [C#] and mars, _ maybe we were doomed to fall _ _ apart
_ _ _ _ [G#] _ _ _ _
[C#] _ _ These new dreams, they [Fm] _ _ keep me up
[A#m] I'm ashamed of all the things I've [F#] felt, trying to show myself
[C#] _ _ And I've been holding _
_ _ [Fm] onto _ bad times
[A#m] You're way inside of me, my [C#] frozen, trying to [D#] show _ [C#] myself
_ Trying _ _ _ _
_ [Fm] _ _ _ [C#] _ _ _ _
[A#m] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[F#] _ _ to show myself _
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