Chords for Holly Humberstone - A Handbook For Growing Up Fast (Short Film)

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_ _ _ _ _ Hello. _
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_ _ _ _ _ _ I know [D] _ _ _ _ [E] _ _ [C] _
we're gonna [B] take it too [D] far.
God [E] knows [A] I've missed this.
I've missed this feeling.
[D] You [E] take off your jeans [C] and
my [D] heart started screaming.
God [E] knows _ [C] I've missed,
God knows I've missed this feeling. _ _
_ [B] This feeling. _ _ _ _
This [D] feeling.
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I _ _ feel [Dm] like over the last few years
I'm reluctant to grow up and to become an [F#m] adult.
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_ For some reason even though I'm 22
I definitely should be
[G] mature and more [Gm] responsible [C] but I'm just_
I don't [Gm] know.
I just kind of_
[C]
I hate the fact that I'm growing up.
[A#] I [C] just miss feeling like a kid again.
I love being an adult and getting to do all of this stuff but
_ [G] [Cm] I really am_
I feel like a 14 year old [N] girl.
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_ _ _ _ _ [F#] I'm still kind of learning how [C#m] to
_ _ _ navigate being [F#] on tour.
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_ _ I kind of feel like I'm winging it a bit to be honest.
I'm not really sure.
I hope [C#] that there's many more tours to come obviously
but for now I just really hope that I can just
[F#] savour it and just take it in and enjoy it.
[C#] Every time I call my mum and [F#] complain
she's like, stop [A#] complaining, you've just got to enjoy [N] it.
But I just wanna be out [F#] at this time of day.
No I'm just gonna lay here in my tiny town.
No [B] I'm only gonna [F#] lay here when [B] she's gone. _
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_ _ _ _ _ My time on my own is so sacred and I really enjoy my own company. _
_ Also keeping my journal if something's stressing me out
or I'm missing home or whatever it's just a nice little _ grounder. _ _
_ _ _ _ [A#] _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ Are you free this Thursday?
You've got so much left unsaid.
Or [A] just send more [Dm] cryptic messages
while I weirdly waste [A#] our breath.
I'm kind of ditzy and I was just trying to be friendly
and they were like, can you sign all of this stuff?
And I literally signed about _ _ maybe 30 _ photos of myself.
Just really _ _ happy to do it.
And then they went away and apparently they're gonna just sell them on eBay.
_ _ Well that's not that funny but I [Dm] thought it was.
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_ _ [C] _ _ _ Just hear [G#] me out and [Gm] _ _ _ _
[C] understand
_ [A#] We're made _ _ of the _ _ same blood
I'll be your _ medicine _ if you let me _
_ _ Give you reason to [E] kill out of _ _ [C]
sight
_ _ _ _ [A#] Sister I'm _ trying to hold off the light
And _ _ help you _ escape from all your hate
_ _ _ We're halfway through the tour now, I've been out here for a long time.
[F] I'm starting to find [G#] that I've just got a lot less energy for stuff
and _ starting to kind of forget [E] to [F#m] check in [G#m] with [E] people at home.
[A] _ I've never [E] spent so much time away from my sisters [F#m] and my [G#m] family.
[E] _ _
[A] _ _ They [E] _ _ _ _
_ _ _ say [F#m] [E] this house [A] is _ _ [E] haunted
But _ _ _ [F#m] all [G#m] these [E] ghosts [A] I've grown [E] with _ _ _
_ [C#m] As it [C] slips away from [E] me I still hold on [F#] _ hopelessly
[A] I lay my head to sleep and say [Am] _
goodnight
Distance makes the heart grow stronger, fonder.
I [C] don't know what that quote is but you know what I mean. _ _ _ _
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[G] I'm not very good with [C] words, _ just in conversation.
And I find it hard to kind of express myself through like talking about stuff.
_ And I don't feel like I can get my point across.
But I feel like the songs are just a really nice [Gm] way for me to [C] break down
everything that I'm going through [N] and putting something into a song is like
_ so therapeutic for me because I feel like it's just my way of working through all of my stuff. _ _ _ _
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_ _ _ _ I _ _
_ _ _ [A] _ _ [D] _ _ _
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_ _ think [G] _ _ [D] _ _
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_ [G] _ _ more than anything I just feel really lucky.
Just that I'm even able to have a career and get to play after such a weird kind of confusing time.
[D] _ [A] _ _ _ _ _
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No need to worry, no need to cry
I'm the other side [Am] of your imagination, why?
[D] _ _ _ _ _ _
I would die for [A] you _ _
Darling if you want me [D] to
I _ _ _ would die [A] for you _
_ Change is _ [D] sad but it's necessary and _ _ _ _ [A] I guess you have to kind of move on to make way for other good [D] things in life to come along so yeah. _ _
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Yeah, drink water _ 100%. _
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_ _ _ And it's so good when we dance all night and I swear that I'd be alright but
It's getting harder and harder to reach you and London is lonely without you
So will you stay?
Cause I'm oh so sick of this place
Feeling way too big and nothing can hold me, can hold me like you do
London is lonely, so lonely, I'm lonely without