Chords for Hotel Books "August (Part Two)"

I'm gonna chisel away at this rock until I get the shape that I want
[F#] And I'm gonna continue to chisel it cuz that's what I do when I find [C#m] myself in a new relationship
Cuz I remember when this started out as mud [E] mixed with water that turned to clay
And I watch it break and break and look more like [A] the image.
I wanted to [D] make it's pathetic
I know but it's all anyone ever [F#] gave
Cuz I was born a virgin covered in blood and free of sin and [G#] that's the exact shape
I want to make [C#m] when I jump off this bridge
I'm tired of [E] trying to be something that I can't be and I'm tired of fighting for something that [A] I can't see
[D] I'm finding new life in every regret and finding regrets [F#] and everything I forget and the second I'm at peace
I'm thrown off by my need to [G#] make everything complete [C#m] cuz I'm sucker for the rule of three
[E] You hurt me and I hurt you
But when I hurt you something needs to happen to [D] give me some sort of closure and I'm sorry for this poor posture
I just [F#] can't stand up straight and take it like a man today
I'm too broken [G#] and there's so many [C#] things I want to say [C#m] only you would listen and I'll put [E] my fingers in the door
So when I close it on you, maybe I'll hurt a [D] little bit, too
I'll put my fingers in the door.
So when I [F#] close it on you, I'll hurt a little bit, too
Because the only reason [G#] I held on to you was because I felt I had nothing left and the [E] deeper I carve into this rock
Realizing it's not gonna fit into the shape I want so I [A] quit because I've always been afraid to fall in love
Cuz [F#m] there's something about falling that just doesn't sound worth it and I've [E] said it before and I'll say it again
[A] It was problematic at best because you beckoned me and you lessened me [A] and no other love would accommodate
my blindfold so easily _
[F#m] _ But now I can see _ _
[E] _ _ Now I can see _
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[A] God I gave you all my [F#m] love
_ But I can't see past this hurt [E] _ God.
I gave you all my love
So now what do I give to her? _ _ _
[A] _ God I gave you all my love
[F#m] I just can't see past this hurt _
[E] God I [E] gave you all my love
[C#m] So what am I supposed to give to her? _ _ _
[A] God _ I gave you all my [F#m] love
I just can't see past this hurt _
[E] _ God I gave you all my love
So what am I supposed to give to her? _
[A] Cuz I'm terrified _ I'm terrified _
[F#m] _ But I've never felt so alive [E] I'm terrified _ I'm terrified
But I've never
_ I've never felt [A] so [D] alive
_ _ _ [B] I've never felt so [F#m] alive _ _ _ _
[E] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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[D] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ [B] _
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