Chords for Ice Nine Kills - Jonathan [Acoustic]

_ _ My name is Jonathan, _ I'm 32 years old, _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ unfortunately, _
_ [Gm] every day is a new _ challenge. _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[F] _ [Bb] _ _ _ _ _ _ [F] _
_ [Gm] _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[F] [Bb] Things started disappearing, [F] and I couldn't understand [Gm] it.
God has taken my eyes, [F] if I [Bb] see no [Eb] reflection, how [Bb] the hell do I know [F] I'm alive?
[Gm] As the darkness [Bb] bleeds into my mind, the force that screams [Eb] to give up,
is grave [Bb] enough to carve [Gb] my name [Gm] into a stone.
Inspired by hope or [F] defined by [Bb] disease, if you knew what it meant to be [F] me,
[Dm] Could [Gm] you close [Eb] your eyes and never [Bb] say never?
Would you call [F] this the end [Gm] of the road?
I'm running [Eb] out of memories, a shell [Bb] of what I used to be,
as this curse [F] drains the life [Gm] out of me.
My timetable is a [Bb] little hard [Eb] to think of.
It just is what it is [F] between him [Gm] and I.
I made sense of my senses [Bb] and found my defenses.
_ Internally, [Gb] this is what sets [Bb] me free.
I try so hard [F] to be [Bb] positive.
If you knew what it meant to be [F] me,
[Gm] Could you close your [Eb] eyes and never [Bb] say never?
_ Would you call [F] this the end [Gm] of the road?
I'm running [Eb] out of memories, a shell [Bb] of what I used to be,
as this curse [F] drains the life [Gm] out of me.
_ _ And even [F] if [Bb] I [Eb] never see [Bb] again,
_ _ I know [Gm] I will breathe again,
_ [F] with the strength [Ab] of a thousand [Eb] men.
I'm [F] John.
I'm not Blind [Gm] John.
_ _ And [Bb] even if I never see again,
_ _ I know I [Gm] will breathe again,
_ [F] with the strength [Ab] of a thousand men.
[Bb] I won't let this be my end.
Inspired by hope [F] or defined by [Bb] disease,
If you knew what it meant to be [F] me,
[Gm] Could you close [Eb] your eyes and never [Bb] say never?
_ Would you call [F] this the end [Gm] of the road?
I'm running [Eb] out of memories, a shell of [Bb] what I used to be,
as this curse [F] drains the life [Gm] out of me.
_ _ [Eb] _ What makes me happy [Bb] is making other people happy.
Drain [F] the life [Gm] out of me.
[Eb] Out of me.
I [Bb] won't let this _ drain [F] the life [Gm] out of me.
_ _ _ [F] _
_ [Bb] _ _ _ Life is very hard, but I'm going to keep fighting.
I've been knocked down a lot.
I don't know how sometimes, but I just keep getting up.
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