Chords for if "all too well" was written by a gay kid (10 minute version-ish) | aeden alvarez

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_ _ _ [E] walked through the door with you, [B] the air was warm, [G#m] but something [C#m] about it felt [A] like cold.
Arms [G#m] and I made my mark there, [B] your childhood house and [E] you're trying to forget [A] me there,
even now.
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[A] _ _ Oh, [E] your unexpected ways, [B] my grateful smile, [C#] we danced in your living room [A] when three hours
by, [E] when we finally went upstairs, [B] and I saw where you lay, [C#m] the LED lights [A] shot us up into space.
[E] And I know that we're done [B] and that person of us is dead, [C#m] and I might be moving on, but
I [A] can't forget what you _ said.
[Am] _ _ _ [E] Cause there I am again, [B] that mattress we shared, [C#m] I'd always pulled in closer, but [A] in the end
you never cared.
You're not [E] enough to call it love, I [B] remember it all too [C#m] well. _
_ [A] _ _ _ [E] On the screens we encountered, [B] with hair plugs in our heads, [C#m] you put me on our album [A] poster,
and in your [E] arm, mother hugged me tightly, [B] yes she was always sweet.
[C#] You told me about your future [A] without ever mentioning me, and [E] you would lead me through
the tall trees, [B] kick the grass with our feet, like gangsta's [C#m] on your face.
You would always [A] look away, and [E] I was stinking on a dry bone.
[B] I guess I hope you were gonna [C#] feel it too, the things that I [A] always felt for you.
Till [E] we were due for final byes, [B] I held it dear so you could cry for [C#] both our sakes.
You finally called me [A] on the last day, and [E] then you told me that I couldn't call [B] after you left.
No, not at [C#] all, just stay.
You wanted [A] me to stay, and I [E] know I've forgotten, [B] there's nothing else I can do.
[C#m] But I fear without the distance, I [A] still wouldn't be with you.
_ [Am] _ _ _ [E] Cause there we are again, [B] the early morning sky, [C#m] I kiss you in your sleep, not [A] knowing
that was my goodbye.
When [E] we wake back up playing, [B] I remember it all [C#m] too well. _
_ [A] _ _ _ [E] And there we are again, [B] that crowded skating [C#m] rink, and without a word you put your [A] hand
out to me, by [E] the way, held in place, [B] skating with you, all [C#m] too well. _
_ [A] _ _ And [E] maybe you always pretended, [B] and maybe I already knew, [C#m] after the letter I wrote you,
[A] that you probably threw a [E] shielded heart in the dark.
I [B] remember it all [C#m] too _
_ [A] well.
And [E] we can stand okay in friends, those are [B] our unspoken promises, [C#m] but after we took a
silence, well [A] I guess you forgot it.
I'm [E] a blackbird singing out [B] for anyone, cause I remember [C#m] it all, _ all, [E] all.
[A] They [E] say that all's well that ends [B] well, but I'm in the same [C#m] hell every time.
You [A] double crossed my [E] mind, you said if we had lived next [B] to each other through college
[C#] we'd be fine.
[C#m] _
That made [A] me want to [E] die, the idea you had of me, who [B] was he?
I never needed [C#m] anything from you, cause you know [A] I wanted you _ _ [E] to want me just as much
as [B] I do, but you're just fine with leaving [C#] me so blue.
[C#m]
You [A] came and left out of the blue.
[E] You who charmed my mom [B] with all your generous care.
[C#] She joked that [C#m] she loved you [A] cause she knew I was there.
[E] Lush for two months later, [B] she turned our tears into puns, and [C#m] she said it's supposed
to hurt when [A] you really love someone. _ _ _
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[E] Time won't fly, [B] it's like I'm paralyzed by it.
I'd [C#m] like to be my own self again cause [A] with you I was thriving.
Even [E] after four game days and nights [B] when we explored my town, [C#m] you still wear all the
rings we picked [A] out when we were now.
[E] But you'll hear the song I wrote you [B] from that very last week, [C#] cause it reminds you
of the beautiful [A] ways that we can be.
You [E] can't get rid of it, cause [B] you remember it all [C#m] too well.
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Oh, [E] cause there we are again, [B] when I loved you so.
[C#m] Like before you lost the one love thing [A] you've ever known.
It [E] was rare, I was there, I [B] remember it all [C#m] too well.
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It [E] was pure, I was sure, I [C#m] remember [B] it all [C#m] too [C#] well.
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Let the [E] rain wash the pain, you [B] remember it all [C#m] too well.
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You [E] were there, I was there, I [B] remember it all [C#] too well.
_ [A] _ I was [F#m] never good at [E] keeping shut all [C#m] my feelings, but I'll get [A] older [B] just to learn to stay [G#m] the same.
[E] I'll never feel so [B] bad telling [C#m] you we had something [A] incredible, [B] though you'd call it [G] lame.
[E] And if the storm may brew, [C#] scare [C#m] you too.
Just between us, did our [F#m] summer [B] thing make you too?
[A] Cause in _ [C#m] Chicago's when they're [A] cold, I still [E] remember [B] the first [E] night I held you.
Like a story I could [A] tell.
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_ _ _ _ [C#m] _ _ [E] It was [A] rare, I was there, [E] I remember it [B] all [E] too well.
[C#m] _ _ _ It was [A] pure, I was sure, [Am] I remember it [Em] all.
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