Chords for Inner Thoughts (Honesty)

I'll give you a_
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_ [Am] _ [Dm] _ _ _ _ [Gm] _freezing
This one hurts man
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[Am] _ [Gm] _ I always keep it in, always, always
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It's gonna be freezing
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_ [Dm] _ Headphones on for the train ride
[Gm] Starting to tear through my bones
[Bb] There's a whole train car full of people
We all just [Dm] stared at our phones
Five thousand friends on my socials
[Am] But for some [A] reason I still feel alone
I've lived here [Gm] my whole damn life
But at the same time well I've never [Dm] been home
If I could I would stop my head from these thoughts
[Am] Then bounce off the [G] wall till I'm dropping dead
But I [Gm] ignore what the doctors said
And got [Am] better on my own
[Dm] I don't need you to cop me meds
No mind to my brain feels lost
I thank [Gm] God that my soul's been found
Now I'm giving you the real damn me
[C] Now I'm never gonna [Dm] stop this sound
Cause these days rather help you up
[Am] Than to sit [D] there and let you down
[A] Cause I'd much rather help you swim
Than sit there and sink while I let [Dm] you drown
Said I'm back on my real shit
Back now and I'm [D] back with the fire
I'm back with the back to back
So I won't stop till my mum's out of work
And my fam can retire
But it's real [Dm] man shit
Come and they [D] go
Yeah I know there's a chance [Gm] it'll hurt
My brother what makes you a man
Is the way [Bb] that a man puts his family [Dm] first
It's easy to take what's yours
It'd be [E] much harder to give
Everybody works [Gm] hard for themselves
A real man works hard [Dm] for his uh
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It's real real [A] shit
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_ [Dm] _ My best friends turned [Am] strangers
I learned that my love was [A] a lie
I just don't think I could face it
And thank God that my [Dm] brother's alive
One of them still never made it
[Am] It's a pain that I suffer at [G] times
And I know that he's up there with Data
And Data is sipping that scotch in [Dm] the sky
I swear that the whole world's crazy
[E] No respect and the whole world's lazy
[Gm] The one girl that I love still hates me
[Dm] And I wish that we kept my baby
I'm not proud of the man I've become
Lost good friends to the grams [D] and the drugs
I'm trying to swim on the moonlight
[C] I wanna [Dm] dance in the sun
I wanna hold hands with my son but I can't
Wanna put hands on a gun and cock back
And drop the clip to my brain
And lay there in pain with a handful of blood
All of my homies act like they [D] don't know me
They're actually close
[C] In the end all my friends disappeared
Through the years like [Dm] they cast me to ghosts
I get stuck in a train of thought
[Gm] But I can't feel pain at all
Praise the Lord that I'll still be alive
But at times I would die and I'd give back my life
Just to [Dm] make sure my baby's born
Stuck in a train of thought
But I [Am] can't feel pain [G] at all
Praise the Lord that I'll still be alive
But at [C] times I would die and I'd give back my [Dm] life
Just to make sure my baby's born
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