Chords for Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

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I'm not suicidal, I [Eb] don't wanna fuck
_ [Bbm] I wanna close [Ab] my eyes and feel alright
But [F] everyday I feel [Ebm] like dying
Everyday I feel [C] like dying
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Why do I even try?
Why do [Ab] I even write?
Lyrics about how I'm living the life
When I'm battling pain and [F] my demons at night
Trying to find a new outlet, the devil pouncing
I [Eb] hear him howling, my [Db] vision clouding
And I try to escape but there ain't no way
[A] Try to be strong but [F] I do it with the pain, yeah
But I'm getting the [Ebm] coffin, so my family has [Bbm] options
Gonna work til I'm [Ab] dead, so that they get the [F] best
Don't wanna set up a bad example
[Ebm] Cause kids looking up can't leave the shamples
[Gb] Can't make them think plugging up's okay
[D] So fuck suicide, [Fm] I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind, I [Ab] don't know what's right
[Db] Wasting all my time, trying [A] to find a lie
Try [Bbm] to free my mind, I [Eb] don't know what's right
[Db] Wasting all my time, trying [A] to find a way out
[Bbm] I'll be out of running, [Bb] I'll be running from myself now
[Bbm] Gunning demons down, find [F] my way out of the cell now
[Bbm] I'll be running now, I'll [Eb] be running from myself now
[Fm] Gunning demons down, find [F] my way out of [Bbm] the cell now
I'm not suicidal, I [Cm] don't wanna fucking die
[Bbm] Just wanna be able to close [Ab] my eyes and feel alright
But everyday I feel [Eb] like dying
Everyday I feel [Bb] like dying
[Bbm] One too many bad thoughts inside me
[Ab] Got a hole in my heart, put the past behind me
[Bbm] I'm pressed for time, I'm stressed with life
[F] My breath is ice, I guess I might [Bbm] just funnel it up some more
Just like [Eb] always, barely standing, crawled down the hallway
Sinked into my bed, [F] with death inside my head
That note you found, I didn't mean it
[Eb] Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
[Bbm] Never meant to let you down, I've been down and [F] out
Racing thoughts, I had to drown them out, [F] fuck
Never giving in, I swear to God, no [Eb] matter how many times I pray to a God [Bbm] I don't believe in
Just to see if I would never wake up, but he called my bluff
Try to free my mind, I [Bb] don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying [F] to find the light
Try [Bbm] to free my mind, I [Eb] don't know what's right
[Db] Wasting all my time, trying [F] to find the light
[Bbm] I'll be out running, [Ebm] I'll be running from myself now
[Bbm] Gunning demons down, find [F] my way out of the cell now
[Bbm] I'll be running now, I'll [Eb] be running from myself now
[Db] Gunning demons down, find [F] my way out of the cell now
I'm not suicidal, I [Eb] don't wanna fucking die
[Bbm] Just wanna be able to close [Ab] my eyes and feel alright
But everyday I feel like [Eb] dying
Everyday I feel [D] like dying
[Bbm]
I'm not suicidal
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