Cross My Heart Chords by Jaytekz

Mount [Bb] Rushmore, this is fucking beautiful.
It's a blessing to be here with the team with the [Gm] performers
[Eb] It's a beautiful and grateful and blessing experience
I want to be out here doing what I love chasing the dream and it's the journey that counts
This is [Bb] all part of the journey.
We're gonna remember this right here.
I just want to share with you guys as much as possible this _ _
[Eb] 24 years old what a blessing to be honest.
I think that I would be [Cm] alive all these years
I would suffer from depression and many nights.
I would contemplate my [Eb] suicide
I was hiding so much pain and resentment to see my tears
You would really have to [Bb] scrutinize but it's time for me to tell you my confession
And it's time for me to heal cuz I'm bruised [Eb] inside
23 was my last year.
I was certain I was gonna take my life [Cm] away
I swear to God I saw my last day.
So damn clear.
I thought that I would [Eb] never get to see the light of day.
I
Was hanging by a thread and every single breath [Bb] was a moment
I would tread although I was breathing
I still felt like I was dead wishing that my eyes remain sealed [Eb] when I slept
I [Bb] I was searching for an exit sign on a waiting list for death
I was next [Cm] in line sick and tired of my life
I was ending mine and no longer [Eb] could I fight for my peace of mind
But I thought about my family thought about my future and the blessings that I can [Bb] bring
So I held on a faith.
I prayed every night that one day I'll be safe
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[Cm] _ Will you pick me up when I'm stuck in [Eb] rain
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when [Bb] I'm lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest [Eb] nights? _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Cm] I don't know if I can take this.
I don't know [Eb] if I can have enough patience
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_ Why do I feel this way _ _ _
[Eb] Cross my heart and hope that I will live another [Cm] day and if I fall will you pick me up when I'm stuck in [Eb] Oh
Can I count on you to guide me [Bb] when I'm lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest [Eb] nights? _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Cm] _ I don't know if I can take this.
I don't know if I can have enough [Eb] patience _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ Why do I feel this way put a guard on my heart and it still [Eb] breaks
No matter what you're going through.
Hold tight and don't you dare let [Cm] go
Keep in mind when you're down.
It's not only you people go [Eb] through it all around the globe
But don't be afraid promise you everything will be [Bb] okay
Keep your head up and the sun's gonna shine you'll gain all the happiness that you can [Ebm] find
[Eb] Couldn't better see my mother's face if she had to put a son underneath [Cm] the grave
Couldn't fathom how my brother would be trying to cope if I never say goodbye and left without [Eb] a trace
Couldn't picture how my uncle would receive the news being that I'm one of two [Bb] from the kids
Couldn't picture all the pain inside my funeral as I [Eb] lay silent crossing in the heavens
But I'm still here and I ain't going nowhere visions of my future were so blurry now.
It's [Cm] so clear
I'm a face of trials of my [Eb] life and if with no fear
I'm gonna be the best that I can be for those I hold dear
And if you're going through the same thing
Guarantee that you and I share the [Bb] same dream to be free from the burdens of your misery
Just have faith and one day this will be [Eb] history
Cross my heart and hope that I will _ _
[Cm] And if I fall will you pick me up when I'm stuck in [Eb] rain
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside?
[Bb] Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest [Eb] nights? _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Cm] I don't know if I can take this.
I don't know if I can have enough [Eb] patience _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Bb] _ Why do I feel this way put a guard on my heart and it [Eb] still breaks _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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