Chords for Jelly Roll ft. Lady Gaga - God I’m Tired Of Trying To Be Okay (Music Video) Out Now

Lord, I've been running, _ but I can't [C] hide no more _
My spirit [Db] is weary, _ my knees on the floor _
I'm broken [Ab] inside, my strength [Eb] fades away
So I lift [Db] up my _ arms, Lord [Eb] hear me pray
Lord, [Ab] I'm _ trying to [C] be okay _
[Fm] Holding back tears, yeah, wearing a [Db] smile each day
You [Ab] see my heart, you [Eb] know _ my_
Take this [Db] hand, _ I'm [Ab] calling your name
Mmm, I've been wrestling with shadows that [C] nobody sees
[Fm] Carrying secrets that bring me [Db] to my knees
[Ab] They cheer for the music, but don't know [B] that [C] I'm struggling
_ [Fm] I stumble, I fall, [Db] but I still want your light
I'm lost in the darkness, [Eb] Lord help me [Ab] find _ [Fm] freedom
[C] _ _
Holding [Fm] back tears, yeah, wearing [Db] a smile each day
You [Ab] see my heart, _ you know [Eb] my_ _
_ [Db] _ I _ _ [Ab] _
cry in silence, I pray through [C] the night
[Fm] Felt like my sorrow would [Db] swallow the light _
[Ab] The world sees my smile, but they don't see [C] the cost
[Fm] The pieces I've given, _ [Db] the hope I have, _ _
_ [Ab] _ _ _ [C] I'm torn apart
The [Fm] healer of wounds, _ _ [Db] _ _ _
_ [Ab] _ my shame, my [C] _ pain
Through this endless night, [Fm] take every tear, every scar in me
With your [Db] love, I'll be free
Lord, I'm trying [Ab] to be [Fm] okay _
Holding back tears, yeah, wearing a smile each day
[Ab] You see my heart, you [Eb] know my pain
Take this [Db] heavy load, I'm calling your name _
_ [Ab] _ _ _ _ [Cm] _ _ _
_ [Fm] _ _ _ _ [Db] _ _ _
_ [Ab] _ _ _ _ [C] _ _ _
_ [Fm] _ _ _ _ [Db] _ _ _
_ [Ab] I was drowning _ in [C] the silence
_ [Fm] Lost beneath the weight I [Fm] carry
[Db] But in the ashes [Ab] of my sorrow
Your mercy [C] came and found me
_ [Db] I _ _
[Ab] _ _ _ walked through valley where [C] shadows stay
_ [Fm] Felt the night _ [Db] consume my faith
Every [Ab] prayer was a whisper I thought you missed
[C] Every tear fell into emptiness
But then [F] your light [Fm] cut through my despair
And [Db] I knew, Lord, you've been there
[Ab] My chains broke, my knees hit the ground
In [C] that moment, your mercy found me
[Ab] _ When I had [Cm] no fight
[Fm] Lifted me out of the [Db] endless night
_ [Bbm] _ [Ab] The river, it covered my shame
Now [Cm] I'm alive [C] because you came
[Fm] Mercy found me
And I [Db] can't explain
How love like yours [Ab] heals a soul in chain
I've been broken, I've been scarred
Built [C] my walls, closed my heart
[Fm] But you reached into my deepest pain
And [Db] whispered freedom through my chain
[Ab] Every wound you've turned into song
[C] Every weakness now made strong
I'm [Fm] lost, too far to be seen
But you [Db] called me yours, you washed me clean
[Ab] And found me
When I had [C] no fight _
[Fm] Lifted me out of the [Db] endless night
Grace [Ab] like a river, it covered my shame
Now [C] I'm alive because you came
[Fm] Mercy found me
And I [Db] can't explain
How love like yours [Ab] heals a soul in chain
[Db] I was sinking, I was [Ab] gone
But your love kept pulling [Db] on
From the _ [Eb] rise with your mercy burning _ _ _
_ [F] me
When I had no fight
Lifted me out of the endless night
Grace like [Ab] a river, it covered my shame
[Cm] Now I'm alive because you came
Mercy [Fm] found me
And I'll [Db] never be the same
Forever I'll [Ab] sing of your holiness
_ Linae
_ [N] _