Chords for Jelly Roll- Kill Myself

_ _ _ _ _ _ Dear Heavenly Father, forgive me God.
[N] I feel like the Apostle Paul, [Dm] but what I want to do I don't do, but what I don't want to
do I continue to [B] do Lord, [D] O wretched man that I am.
You [Dm] hear the pain when I write, [E] but it's the story [Dm] of my life.
Sad part this pistol is mandatory in my life, but it's got me on the edge [E] and I'm crazy
[Dm] feeling stupid though.
Drawing down on people for no reason in the studio.
My heart's cold as blue [E] below, freezing [A] cold around here.
Stacy [Dm] said I always laugh.
I say it's to hide tears.
I very seldom flash a genuine smile.
It's like I have no friends [F] really helping me out [Dm] all day.
I'm alone on the road.
[E] I just roll.
I don't know where to go.
[Dm] I just know that the Lord will come show me the way.
But some days [E] I'd rather kill myself.
[G] But some days I think I'd rather kill [Dm] myself.
All alone on the [Em] _ road.
I just roll.
[Dm] And I know that the Lord will come show me the way.
But some days [Gm] I'd rather kill myself.
[G] Some days I think [Am] I'd rather kill myself.
[Dm] Lord help me.
Dear Father God, [E] I hope you know [D] my name.
And if you're [Am] really there, why is this so much pain?
[Dm] Lord, I don't want to [A] question you, disrespect or mess with you.
He said I'm here for [Am] you, son, and only want the best [Dm] for you.
Sometimes I don't believe [E] it, Lord.
[Dm] Really, I ain't lying, God.
You know times is hard and you won't even help me find a job.
Everything you're [A] going through, I've been there the whole way.
What you're going through [Dm] is from mistakes that you made.
I know I made mistakes, but don't throw them in my face.
Especially when I'm out [Am] here every day about to catch a [Dm] case.
But your life is not a [E] waste.
You know you got a [D] purpose, boy.
I wanted you to spread my word and you won't even do [Dm] it for me.
I'm praying every [A] night and I'm believing what I pray about.
If you really believed it, then you wouldn't have to [Dm] say it now.
I gotta get this [E] paper, Lord.
Forgive me if I [Dm] stray away.
Say my name, I'm always here and promise you that you will be safe. _
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[Gm] _ _ [F] _ _ [Am] _ _ [Dm] I put the pistol to my temple, start to pull the trigger.
Then I [Am] remember that my daughter really needs me with her.
I feel the [E] shiver as cold shields run up my neck.
I've lived 25 years full [Dm] of regrets.
One of the last left of a dying breed.
I try to have friends, but all of them lie to me.
My homies follow me.
I let them [D] to the slaughter.
I pop [C] another bottle, deal with problems [Dm] like my father.
I really love my father because he taught me.
If in [A] the corner, fight your way to keep him off me.
[F] This pistol charge will cost me, but I [D] gotta keep it.
Because if not, then I might be six feet.
All alone on the [A] road, I just roll.
I don't know where to [D] go.
I just know that the Lord will come [Dm] show me the way.
[A] Someday I'd rather kill myself.
But some days [Dm] I think I'd rather kill myself.
All alone on the [E] road, I don't know where to go.
I just [D] roll and I know that the Lord will come show me the way.
But [Gm] someday I'd rather kill [F] myself.
Some days I think I'd rather kill [Dm] myself.
Lord help.
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