Chords for Last Letter

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_ [Em] _ _ [F] _ _ _ _ [Am] _
_ [G] _ _ [F] _ _ _ _ [Am]
I put [Em] the barrel to my head and sent [Dm] a text to my mother, I'll be better off dead
[Am] The message said Reggie text [Em] me back, saying that's some [F] nonsense, I hit her back
Mama, I think that [Dm] I fucking [Am] lost it Got some pills in my system and some liquor
down my [Dm] throat I'm not playing the victim, I hit the end
of my [Am] road She's trying to call [Em] me now but I won't answer
[F] my phone Sweat going down my head, losing [Dm] feelings in
[Am] my toes Hands shaking from [Em] my nerves but I won't drop
that [F] gun Time to take my fucking life, I swear [Dm] to
God that I'm [Am] done Hands slipped and I [G] hit the answer to the
phone I [F] can hear it screaming saying please Parker
don't [Dm] go Not [Am] your time to fucking leave, it's time
to take a breath [Em] Parker just [Dm] breathe
Five minutes away, can you please wait for [Am] me?
My mother's so numb [G] I can't say no words to [F] her
It hurts even more cause I know my [Dm] worth to [Am] her
I know I'm selfish for [Em] deserting her But I [F] can't tell if it's worse for her or
if it's worse for [Am] me I'll take it to the forest, [Em] let them fucking
search for me [F] I got my shoes tied, dirty Nikes on my [Am] feet
Pills are finally kicking [Em] in, I can barely even [F] see
I opened up that door, my problems started [Am] to flee
Cause the pain that [Em] started this will be over [F] for me
I hope it will be over for me
[A]
I've been feeling [G] lonely [F] lately What [Am] if I go?
[D] Will I find peace for [F] me, maybe?
Let's let [Am] her die, [Dm] woah _ [F] _ _ Let's let [Am] her die, _ [Dm] woah
[F] _ Walking _ [Am] _
[G] along the train [F] tracks alone again Got my girl on [Dm] the phone again
[Am] This shit you can't take back Now I'm [Em] losing hope again
[F] Memories and playback I [Dm] just don't know how [Am] to cope with them
Tell her that [G] I'm trying to keep my head up but [F] I'm fed up and
I don't hear the voice inside that tells me to [Am] get up and
Cause of her, [Em] that I'm trying to hold it [F] together My body's folding as I'm holding this [Dm] phone
and writing [A] my final [Am] letter [Em] Now she's crying and [F] screaming, trying to
believe it I feel like [Dm] I'm dying, I'm [Am] leaving
My knuckles hurt from all [Em] the punches I've been fighting my [F] demons
Now she's running like she's never done [Dm] Crying to [Am] breathe and no rush, babe
[G] It's something that I'm done with [F] I've thought about this many times
I'm [Dm] fucking nothing [Am] and I don't see no loving [G] I look around, I look around [F] for something
To remind me to stick around in life [Dm] Pussy no sign, [Am] so fuck it
Fuck it, [Em] fuck it Now she's trying to talk [Dm] me out of it
Screaming calm down, there's other ways to go [Am] about it
Sorry I didn't [Em] believe you, why would I ever [Dm] doubt it?
I'm coming over now, like her presence would ever [Am] stop
And now I'm sitting in my [Em] hoodie, sweat is pouring and [Dm] I'm nervous
Think of what I could be if everything was [Am] more perfect
Could I take the leap [G] of faith?
See no reason why [F] I shouldn't
When this world only made me see and [Dm] believe in what [Am] I couldn't
Yeah, [A] we almost didn't put [F] through And if we didn't, me and Parker wouldn't
[Dm] be talking to [Am] you For all of you who come [A] from broken hearts
and broken homes [F] Know that you're not lost
Just cause you're a [Dm] broken soul
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