Chords for loser monologue

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[Ab] _ I stare at your pictures for hours on end, dreaming, [Db] fantasizing about holding you, feeling
my hands on your bare skin, just being with you.
[Ab] But I know it'll never happen.
But I can't stop myself from fantasizing.
I think about you for [Db] hours until I realize how much time I've spent thinking of a scenario
that will never happen.
You're so beautiful and [Ab] funny.
Anytime I see your picture or even hear your name, my stomach flips and I get butterflies.
Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body.
I've tried for so long not to look at you, to not look at pictures of you, to cut off
all contact with you.
But I can't stop it.
[Db] I can't stop us.
I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way, at least not [Ab] for a long time.
_ When I see you with him, it makes me sick to my stomach.
Although that should [Db] put me off you, it doesn't.
It only makes me want you more.
If you knew how I felt, [Ab] I wouldn't even be writing this shit.
I wouldn't be so lonely.
You'd understand how much you mean [Db] to me.
You mean so much to me.
I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you.
[Ab] I wish I could be with you.
I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to me.
To see your smile.
I want to play with your hair, see it shine under the sun as it hits you just right.
I want to watch the sun sink behind the house with you.
Talk, [Db] laugh, make up, anything.
I just want anything. _ _
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