Lost Chords by Josh A

[Ebm] You can't tell me that I'm perfect [Db] cause you never see me hurting
[B] Only know what's on the surface
[Bbm] Say I'm fine, [Db] but I'm not fine
[Ebm] But when the demons in my head
[Db] Sometimes I just won't leave my bed
So [B] if you're leaving, I'll [Bbm] understand, [Ab] understand
[Ebm] Yeah, it's been non-stop
I swear this [Db] porn's been killing me Everybody watch
And I don't [B] like seeing cities
And then leaving them just to go to the next
[Bbm] I think I've seen too many faces, but it's all in my [Ebm] head
The nights of state of late just work and put me in a [Db] position
That people line up at the shows now and they finally [B] listen
Seeing every single one of you just truly makes me [Bbm] nervous
Cause when I see the chicks, I just don't feel like [Ebm] deserving
So after shows, I go right back to the hotel and look [Db] myself in the mirror
Asking what do I do this for and [B] it all becomes clear
That I don't know what I'm doing, sometimes it [Bbm] feels so confusing
I see people wear my merch, but I still [Ebm] feel like I'm losing this upper battle
Did a show in [Db] Seattle, panic attack
I say, Janiyah, nowhere to [B] travel, so I just carried on
Did the show in tears until the [Bbm] curtains drop
I got anti-suicide songs, but I still [Ebm] sing along
They say depression's a journey, the only [Db] difference is a journey hasn't end
Implement some ways to [B] cope, but it's so hard to circumvent
Fans say they're sick of [Bbm] sad songs, I'm just trying to vent
Saying I'm just trying to [Ebm] vent
You can tell me that I'm perfect [Db] cause you never see me hurting
[B] Only know what's on the surface
[Bbm] Say I'm fine, [Db] but I'm not fine
But [Ebm] when the demons in my head
[Db] Sometimes I just won't leave my bed
So [B] if you're leaving, I'll [Bbm] understand, understand
[Ebm] I wish my anxiety had an off switch
So [Db] I could just flip it and then never worry again
Maybe [B] then I'll be comfortable when I'm around all my friends
I [Bbm] never feel wanted even though I probably am
And I'm so [Ebm] sick of all these late nights, minutes when I waste time
[Db] Think about all of my better days back before I even wrote lines
[B] Leave us in nostalgia just to try to finally feel something
But [Bbm] all the stuff I did when I was younger just don't feel the same, [Ebm] yeah
And my Saturdays turn into like everyday
[Db] Started doing drugs just to try to finally numb the pain
[B] Yeah, but all that got me was addicted to prescriptions, wanna [Bbm] way out
Swear I'm always searching but don't think I'll ever [Ebm] find it, yeah
The voices in my head been telling me that I should [Db] quit this
But I got some plaques up on the wall, I really [B] did this
Started from the bottom, now I'm torn, feeling [Bbm] stages
But the more success I'm gaining makes me hate it
[Ebm] You can't tell me that I'm perfect [Db] cause you never see me hurting
[B] Only know what's on the surface
[Bbm] Say I'm fine, [Db] but I'm not fine
But [Ebm] when the demons in my head
[Db] Sometimes I just won't leave my bed
So [B] if you're leaving, I'll [Bbm] understand, understand
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