Dear Me Chords by Lush

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[Am] Look at this page which I wrote yesterday, [C] just a [G] selfish expression [Dm] of [E] fear and depression
[Am] and my insecurity so much a part [C] of me.
It [G] swells up rare pages [Dm] of numerous [Am] diaries, humiliations [C] both real and [G] imagined
don't [E] lie on this page and stare back at me mocking [Am] me.
I run away [C] from them, push them away [G] from me, [E] soon and again they return to embarrass [Am] me.
Then comes the rain and I try to be calm, [C] look at the [B] silly motions and spaces
[Am] but sometimes the loss [A] of my mind just impasses [G] me.
Where are the words [A] that meant to [B] describe me?
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[F#m] My poor little ego, [A] the bruises so [Bm] easily fighting my conscience [C#m] to justify [F#m] reason.
Look in yourself, [A] tell me what do you see?
[Bm] Can you honestly say [C#] you're completely at ease?
Do you believe [A] that your conscience is clean [Bm] when I say you're alive?
[Am] Now comes [E] the rain and I sit here with a [D] look of pain,
pull my arms [Dm] in the [B] pages as nothing [Am] at all has been [E] seen.
Half of the world and imagine [G] my hate, it [F] swirls my ignorance deep [Am] and I lie to myself.
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