Chords for Mononokay - Sorority Noise

What does it mean to be happy?
And am I getting better?
I used to make [Eb] excuses for myself, but it's not [Bm] the weather
I've tried to rid [Gb] myself
Of my [Ab] anxious tendency
But I have [Eb] to accept my head for what it [D] is to me
I'm not [Gb] superhuman
Well, I'm [F] barely [Db] alive
[Eb] But I killed to leave my house not be [D] afraid of the outside
So I [Gb] started thinking
It'd [F] be so [Fm] nice
To not have [Eb] trouble sleeping.
[Ebm] I haven't [D] slept in _
_ _ [Ab] So I called to [Gb] apologize _
For [Ab] every night I told you I [Gb] didn't want to live my life
_ [Ab] _ _ _ _ [Gb] _ _
[Ebm] Before [Ab] you could dump
[Gb] Cause I changed my mind
No more about plants
Than I know [Db] about myself
[Gb] And if [Eb] giving up doesn't make you stronger
Then [D] why the hell am I still here?
Call [Gb] me depressed
And tell [Fm] me to get over it
It's not [Eb] in my head
But it's [D] in my blood
_ [Ab] Woah
So I called to apologize
So I called to [Gb] apologize
For [Ab] every night I told you I [Gb] didn't want to live my life
_ [Abm] _ _ [Ab] Right [Gb] off _
Before [Abm] you could pick [Am] up
Cause I [Bbm] changed my mind
_ [Gb] _ _ And I've [Bbm] gotten better
At [Eb] getting better
And [Db] _ _
_ _ [Gb] _ _ I've [Bbm] gotten better
At [Eb] getting better
At [Db] being me
I've [Gb] gotten better
_ At getting better
_ _ [Eb] _ _ At [D] being me
[Gb] I've gotten better
At [Fm] getting better
[Eb] I've gotten better
[D] At being