Chords for Motionless In White - Holding On To Smoke (Official Audio)

I'm tired of [Ab] feeling comatose
[C] I've lost the [Ab] me that I love most
[G] I'm barely holding on to smoke
[C] I'm barely [Ab] holding on to [C] smoke _
[Ab] _ _ _ _ [Cm] _ _ [Ab] _ _
_ [Cm] _ _ [Ab] _ _ _ [Bb] _ _
_ _ _ [Cm] I'm not addicted but I'm not clean
Why do I [G] do this to myself on [Ab] repeat?
So I'm disconnected from my own reality
Am I mad or a machine?
If I [Cm] can, will you take as I lie?
Quarantined, I just [Ab] fuck it up
Time to lap it up _ _ _
_ [F] Blessed I'm [Cm] gone
I walk _ [Ab] alone
If I run, [C] I'll make a way
Cause I don't wanna leave you [Bb] behind
You'll [Cm] look for [Ab] my shame
I [Cm] ain't [Ab] enough to sell you
I [Cm] may bend [Ab] but I won't _ [Bb] cry
To find who I [Cm] am
I'm the story that I have not met
Choking in silence, [G] all the words left [Ab] unsaid
I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
And I existed black and white but now I'm [C] seen red
I built a shelter in complacency
Locked myself in, set fire and threw away the [Ab] key
The skin to live in, have a prey to die
Am I just a lie?
[G] All my pride, [Ab] all my shame
I [Cm] find strength [Ab] enough to show you
I [Cm] may bend [Ab] but I won't break
I [Bb] tell you I'm cold
[Bb] [Cm] Cause I'm tired of [Ab] feeling so much [Cm] less
I've lost the [Ab] me that I love most
[G] I'm barely [Ab] holding on to smoke
[Bb] But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[Cm] We're [G] all trapped
I'm holding [Gm] on
Trapped here till I go
[C] I look unanswered [Ab] and I [Eb] feel so separated
[Cm] Before I left your flesh and bones
I'm holding [G] on, _ I'm holding on
I'm so tired as [Bb] the voice _ remains
_ [C] Beneath [Ab] my rage, [C] I was struggling [Ab] to get through
Out of time and out of faith
I define who [E] I become
All [C] my pride, [Ab] all my shame
I [Cm] find strength [Ab] enough to show you
I [Cm] may bend but [Ab] I won't break
Cause [Bb] I define who I, define who I
[Cm] Cause I'm tired of [Ab] feeling so much [G] less
I've lost the me [Ab] that I love most
[Cm] I'm barely holding [Ab] on to smoke
[C] But I'm holding on, I'm holding on
[G] I'm tired of being [Ab] a human, tired of being a [G] man
Waiting for [Ab] the holy ghost to come
This is Amy from the west and I have spun
[Bb] I'm holding on, holding on _ _ _
_ I'm [A] so tired
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