My Own Miracle Chords by Citizen Soldier

Fake [Abm] smiles are holding me [Ebm] together
I pour myself a bed
[Db] Cause I've never had [Eb] anyone
To stay [Abm] long enough to see the [Ebm] weather
The pain and the [Gb] pressure
I carry like a loaded [Eb] gun
And through [B] things that you can't see
[Gb] Kind of suffering
[Db] The eyes don't [Eb] notice
Rather [B] hide when I'm hurting
[Gb] Than be a burden
Cause all I know is
Nobody [Eb] showed up
Nobody [B] slurred down
And it's [Gb] a bad time
So I'm screaming [Abm] so loud
Nobody [Bb] has me
I have [B] a big boat
But [Gb] it's too hard to stay
[Abm] This boat's got a
I have [Bb] to breathe when [B] nobody cares
I need [Gb] a tap, breathe it
Then [Db] I'm one step
[Bb] So how long can I get [B] a kiss
And it's more [Gb] than my own My [Ab] own MISTER
_ [Eb] Work [B]-wise
It's hard with the [Gb] diseases
To make a fool don't piss
Vice is not for [Eb] the poor
No [B] friends to pick up all the [Gb] pieces
No sympathy is
It ain't no wonder I'm [Eb] cynical
You fucked up [B] after you killed most
[Gb] Wear a hard coat
And you left a [Eb] temper
I don't [B] know how to love
Cause [Gb] I try to trust but
They never remember
Nobody [Eb] showed up
Nobody [B] slurred down
And it's [Gb] a bad time
So I'm screaming [Abm] so loud
[Bb] Nobody has me
I have [B] a big boat
[Gb] But it's too hard to stay
This [Abm] boat's got a
I have [Ebm] to breathe when [B] nobody cares
I need [Gb] a tap, breathe it
[Db] Never was there
[Ebm] To have hope when I feel it feels Spiritual
It's [Gb] a big world My own [Ab] My own [B] Miracle
I'm in a world
Where _ [Ab] _ _
_ _ [Ebm] _ questions are Never _ had
[B] I should feel strong
[Ab] Let trust be the sign
[Ebm] So just let me go
You wanna know
_ _ [B] _ _ _ _ [Db] _ _
_ [Bb] Nobody showed up
Nobody [B] slurred down
And [Gb] it's a bad time _
[Abm] _ [Bb] Nobody has me
I [B] have a big boat
[Gb] But it's too hard to stay
[Abm] This boat's got a
I [Bb] have to breathe when [B] nobody cares
I need [Gb] a tap, breathe it
[Db] Never was there
[Bb] To have hope when I [B] feel it feels Spiritual
[Gb] It's a big world My own My own [Bb] Miracle _ _ _ _ _