NF - HAPPY (Lyrics) Chords

[G] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[Em] _ _ _ [C] Dear God, please [G] hear me [D] out I know it's been a couple [Em] years
_ [C] Since I've reached [G] _ _ out [D] and said hello I bet you're [Em] wondering _ why [C] I keep
[G] _ _ Obsessing [D] on and stressing all the little [Em] things
_ [C] When I should [G] be _ living life and soaking up the [Em] memories
_ I [C] know I've been [G] selfish I have no excuse [D] to give [Em] you it's true
_ [C] Hanging by a thread's [G] how I live I don't know why [D] but I [Em] feel more comfortable
_ Living [C] in my agony [G] watching myself bursting Go up in [D] flames acting [Em] like I don't
Care what [C] anyone else thinks When [G] I know truthfully that I suffer this thing
From [Em] how I feel but [C] I'm too proud to open up and [G] ask ya
Pick me up and [D] pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is [C] I need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ Who I'd be if I was [Em] happy
Been this way so [C] long it feels like something's off when I'm not [G] depressed
I got some issues that I won't [D] address I got some baggage I ain't opened [Em] yet
I got some demons I should put to [C] rest I got some traumas that I can't forget
[G] I got some phone calls I've been avoiding Some family members I don't really connect [Em] with
Some things I said I wish I would and not let [C] slip
Some hurtful words I never should have left my [G] lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild [D] yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with [Em] yet
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely [C] soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to [G] hold
Losing hope headed down a dangerous road
Strange I know but I feel most at [Em] home when I'm
Living [C] in my agony [G] watching myself bursting Go up in [D] flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what anyone [C] else thinks when [G] I know _ truthfully
That I suffered this thing from [Em] how I
Filled with [C] arms too proud to open up and [G] ask ya
To pick me up and [D] pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is [C] I need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ Who [D] I'd be if I was [Em] happy
Don't _ [C] know what's around [G] the bend _ [D] Don't know what my future [Em] _ is
[C] But I can't keep on [G] living in
_ [D] _ _ _ _
[Em] _ _ Living [C] in my agony [G] watching myself bursting Go [D] up in flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what [C] anyone else thinks when [G] I know truthfully
That [D] I suffered this thing from [Em] how I
_ Filled with [C] arms too proud to open up and [G] ask ya
To pick me up and [D] pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is [C] I need help but I just can't [G] imagine _ Who I'd be if I was [Em] happy
_ _ _ [C] _ _ _ _
[G] If _ _ _ [D] _ I was [Em] happy
_ If [C] _ _ _ _
[G] _ _ _ _ _ _ I was happy _ _ _ _ _ _ _