Chords for NF - The Search (Lyrics)

_ [D] Hey Nate, how's life?
I don't know, it's alright.
I've been dealing with some things [Bb] like every human being [D] and really didn't sleep much last night.
I'm sorry, that's fine.
I just think I need a little me time.
I just think I need a little free time.
A little break from the shows and the bus rides.
Last year I had a breakdown.
Thoughts telling me I'm lost, getting too loud.
Had to see a therapist and I [Bb] found out something funny's going on up in my [A] house.
Yeah, started thinking maybe I should [D] move out.
You know, pack my car, take a new route.
[A] Clean up my yard, get the [Bb] noose out.
Hang up my heart, [D] let it air out.
I've been searching.
What [D] does that mean, Nate?
I've been learning.
Grabbing my keepsakes, leaving my burdens.
Well, I brought a few with me.
I'm not perfect.
Looking at the [A] view like this concerns me.
Picking [D] up the cues right, I'm quite nervous.
Hating when I [E] lose sight.
Life gets blurry and things might hurt me.
It's [D] probably gonna be a long journey, but hey, it's worth it though.
Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats.
Been a minute, I know now I'm back at home.
Looking for the antidote to crack the code.
Pretty vivid, I admit it, I'm in classic mode.
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone.
Talking down [E] to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for [Gm] cracking jokes.
I'm looking for the map to hope.
You see [Gm] _ [D] _ _ [Dm] _ _ [D] _ _
[Bb] _ _ _ [Gm] _ [D] _ _ [Dm] that?
That's when I put [D] on my makeup and drown in self-hatred.
[Dbm] Forget what I'm saying and_
[D] Where'd the beat go?
Oh, ain't that something?
Grumps came in, you ain't see [Dm] that coming.
[A] Hands on my head, can't tell me nothing.
Got a taste of [Dm] the fame, it'll blow my stomach.
[D] Go back up like I don't want it.
Wipe my face clean off my vomit.
[A] OCD tryna push my [Bb] buttons.
I said don't touch it.
Now y'all done it.
I [D] can be critical, never typical.
If you give a devilry syllable, I'm a criminal.
Intimate, but never political, pretty [Bb] miserable.
Even if you hate it, I'll make [D] you feel like you're in it though.
You call me what you want [A] to, but never call me forgettable.
Been with even daughter, can never [Dm] swim in a kiddie pool.
Way that I been thinking is cinematic, it's [D] beautiful.
Man, I don't [Gm] know if I'm making movies or music videos, [D] videos, videos.
Yeah, the sales can rise, doesn't mean much though when your health declines.
See, we've all [Gm] got something that we trapped inside that we try to suffocate.
[D] You know, hoping it dies.
Try to hold it underwater, but it always survives.
Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise.
Then it hovers [Gm] over you to tell you millions of lies.
You don't relate to that?
Must not [D] be as crazy as I am.
The point I'm making is the mind is a powerful place, and what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way.
It's pretty cool, [A] right?
Yeah, but it's not [Gm] always safe.
Just hang with me.
This'll only [D] take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second.
If you look at your face, every day when you get up and think you'll never be great, you'll never be great.
Not because you're not, but the hate will always [A] find a way to cut you up and murder your faith.
I'm in the balance and taking a look at [D] the penitents.
Nothing to matter with, I can never be [Dm] delicate.
My even relevant, that depends on you measure it.
Take a measurement and bag it up and give me the evidence.
Pretty everything, [D] dependable can never be tentative.
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine.
Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get it.
Grab all my [Dm] etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate.
[D] It's that time again, better grab your balloons and invite your friends.
[E] See, bounce back on, yeah, strap them [Bb] in.
Look at me, everybody, I'm smiling big.
On a road right [D] now that I can't predict.
Tell me, turn that down, but I [Dm] can't resist.
Y [E]'all know that sound, better raise your [Bb] fist.
The search [A] begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip.
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