I Find It Hard To Feel Alive Chords by Ocean Of Another

[Abm] _ [Bbm] Flesh is a neon [B] light, and my [Db] past goodbyes
[E] _ All these good [Abm] intentions were just [Eb] a bad [Abm] disguise
Broken [Bbm] fingers, [B] bloodshot _ [Dbm] eyes
_ _ [E] This dependence will be [Eb] the death of me
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_ There's a monster in _ me that wears my face
_ Rooted deep within [Ab] my childhood _ _ _ memories
I did [Abm] not ask to hide my thoughts, [Db] but I could [Abm] not escape
The way it turned my innocence _ into this cupcake
_ _ [Bb] _ _ [Abm] _ Flesh [Dbm] _
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is a neon [Db] light, and my past _
[E] goodbyes
All these good [Db] intentions were just [Eb] a bad [Abm] disguise
Broken fingers, [Dbm] bloodshot _ _ eyes
[E] _ This dependence [Dbm] will be [Abm] the death of me
Now I do all I can to mend
[E] All [Ab] _ the violence and decay, [Dbm] you sent [Ab] my way
_ [Abm] But I can still feel [Ab] _
[Db] the [Abm] fire of your feet _
Behind my every _ heartbeat _ _
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Flesh is a neon light, [Db] and my past [E] _ goodbyes
All these good [Dbm] intentions were just [Abm] a bad disguise
Broken fingers, [Db] bloodshot _ _ _ [E] eyes _
This dependence will [Dbm] be the [Eb] death [E] of _ _ me
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_ _ _ Maybe you'll find me wrong
[Abm] _ Or else I'll start to care
Or else I'll start to care _
_ _ _ _ What [Eb] I ever [Abm] wanted was a living _ tree
Now I've just got my demands, am I okay? _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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