RAYE - Escapism. (Lyrics) Chords

[C#m] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ [F#] _ _ _ [E] _ _ _ _
_ [G#] I'm sitting [Em] on it.
All of my diamonds are dripping on it.
I met him at the bar, I [F#] was
12 or [G] something, I ordered two more wines because tonight I [Em] want it.
A little context
if you care to listen.
I find myself in a shit [D] position.
The man that I love sat me
down last night and he told me that it's over, done, decision.
[Am] I don't want to feel how my
heart is wrecked, in fact I don't want to feel so I stick to [D] sitting.
And [Em] I'm out on
the pound with a simple mission, in [Bm] my little black dress and [G] this [E] shit's sitting.
Just
a heart broke bitch, [Em] high heels, six inch, in the back of the nightclub sipping [D] champagne.
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with, in the back of the taxi, sniffing [A] cocaine.
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex, I was looking for a man who was on the
[D] same page.
[Em] Back to the intro, back to [Bm] the bar, to the Bentley, to the hotel, to [Em] my old
way.
I don't want to feel how I did [D] last night.
I don't want to feel how I did [Am] last night.
Anything please, have mercy on me, [E] take this pain away.
Just give me my symptoms doctor,
I don't want to feel.
At this point [D] I'm blowing [Em] this thing, back to my ways like 2019, 24 hours since [C] my ex
did.
Got [Em] an old man on me, it's about to get sweaty.
Last night really was a carry in the cape, been some dark days lately and I'm finding
[Bm] it crippling.
Excuse my state, I'm attached to all the hopes that you'll make it to my
bed, get [D] me hot and [Am] sizzling.
So I take a step back to see the glass half [A] full, at least it's the Prada two-piece that
[D] I'm tripping [Em] in.
And I'm already [Bm] acting like a dick, you know what I mean?
So you might
as well [Em] stick it.
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch, in the back of the nightclub sipping
[D] champagne.
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with, in [Bm] the back of the taxi, sniffing
[Am] cocaine.
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex, I was looking for a man who was
on the same [D] page.
[Em] Back to the intro, back to the bar, to [Bm] the Bentley, to the hotel,
to [Em] my old ways.
Cause I don't want to feel how I did [D] last night.
I don't want to feel how I did [Am] last
night.
[C] And it didn't bleed.
_ And mercy on me, [F#] take this pain away.
You're asking me [Em] my
sentence, doctor.
I don't want to feel.
_ Cause I don't want to feel like I felt [D] last night.
I don't want to feel like I felt [Em] last night.
Yeah, peace in [Am] the east, bitch.
_ You [Em] ain't feeling nothing.
I can't even feel nothing. _
Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no [D] way.
Some steps, some work, streets
far away come both [Am]
ways.
So, you're on, bitch, you'll never [D] escape.
[Em] _ Sunset in the face.
You're asking me [Bm] my sentence, doctor.
[Em] I don't want to feel.
_ _ _ Cause I don't want to [D] feel _ _ _ _ how I did last [Am] night.
I don't want to feel like I felt last night.
And it didn't bleed.
And [Em] [Bm] mercy on me, _ take this pain away.
You're asking me my sentence,
[Am] doctor.
[Bm] I don't [Cm] want to feel.
_ _ _ _ _ I don't [A#] want to feel _ _ _ like [Fm] I felt last night.
_ _ _ [Cm] I don't want to feel like I felt last night.
_ _ [Gm] I don't want to feel. _ _ _
[Cm] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ [G] _ _
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ [Cm]
Lipsticks, mud, black, modern art.
I don't know where the fuck I am.
I'm just driving
the [Gm] fucking car, creeping down the highway, sipping, mixing pills with the liquor color
fucking skin.
I left [Fm] everyone I love on read, spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed.
[A#] I remember [Cm] nothing, so there's nothing to regret [Gm] other than this four-foot kick drum
[A#] pounding in my head.
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