Chords for See Me

I've never been confident _ Never wanted to take my shirt off in front of girls
And it's probably [A] _ _
Something that I have learned
Need a couple more [Am] turns and be honest with _ _ But I'm too scared of what people might [F] say
_ _ _ I'm afraid of _ [C] everyone judging me _ Once they observe what I [G] preserve
And stop loving me _ _ Cause that just hurts
I did it first [Am] and it's cutting me _ _ _ Deeper than a knife ever [F] cut _ _
I'm no good _ _ _ [C] Give me _ strength
I've cried too many times hearing the [Am] quiet in my head
I hate myself but I do it in [F] private I'm so scared
I just can't have you anywhere [G] near me
_ _ _ Cause what if you see me the way that I see me
_ You'd think [C] I want an apology To the kid I was when I was young
Cause I promised [G] him _ That I'd figure all this out
By the time that [Am] he got in here _ But that was a lie and I am [F] still ashamed
_ Cause I'm to blame
Oh, _ [C] _ _ _ [F] the war that I'm fighting is fought by a person I can't see _ _
And [Fm] lately I'm hiding all cause of [C] me
Give me strength _ I've cried too many times hearing the [Am] quiet in my head
I hate myself but I do it in [D] private I'm so scared
I just can't have you anywhere [G] near me
_ _ _ Cause what if you see me the way that I see [C] me
Lost my head I'm not too proud of the way that I'm hiding
[Am] Eyes are wet But months since I caught myself [F] smiling
I'm so scared I just can't have you anywhere near [G] me
_ _ _ Cause what if you see me the way that I see [C] me
Give me _ strength I've cried too many times hearing the [Am] quiet in my bed
I hate myself but I do it in private I'm [F] so scared
I just can't have you anywhere near [G] _ me Cause _ what if you see me the way that I see