Chords for SHXDOW - MY STORY (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

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Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system.
At the tone, please record your [Am] message.
When you [D] have finished recording, you may hang [F] up or press 1 for [Bbm] more options.
_ [Am] _ Lexi.
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_ [F] Uh, uh, [Bbm] tell me baby.
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_ _ [E] It's been [F] so cold since _ [Bb]
I made you go.
[Am] _ _ _ [D] _ [F] I'm sorry [D] I made you go.
[Am] _ _ _ [E]
I, I _ _ [Bbm] don't, I [Am] miss you.
[E] I feel sorry [F] and I feel, _ _ I feel [Am] things that it's really [D] hard to explain.
[F] How it [D] feels, it feels like [Am] empty and it feels like [D] everything at the same time.
Bitch, [Bb] bae, add my name.
This new [Am] style be my old style, when my bitch gonna find [Dm] that lane.
[F] Fucking golly, act wooden holly, true we kinda [Bb] got some fame.
Just remember who [Am] you watched and watched before you entered the [D] game.
Most of this [F] rap is fake as fuck and I [Bb] swear that's gotta cease.
Fake like [Am] a Geordie, tits and lips or fake like a [D] black girl's weave.
I don't wanna hear no shit but last supper bitch, [Bb] I'm tryna feast.
Shadow, [C] where you from?
Well myself from the darkness, shelf [D] on the east.
Man, [F] try to take my steez like Jamie Oliver, jerking jerk.
Try beat us, it [Am] won't work, uh uh, but you [Dm] ain't from these curves.
Who used to [F] drop us on our block, no shank, no phone, that's thirst.
You ain't [Am] never seen blood leak, trickle drip, [Dm] gush and squirt.
Sometimes I don't [F] even wanna rap, cause it feels [Bb] like eating them pits.
But get me [Am] heated, rated, my face baited, get [Dm] me nicked.
_ [F] _ I've been doing [Bb] this for ages.
Used to put [C] the dot dot under my bed [Dm] right next to my trailer.
Shells down the [F] back of the sofa.
Had to fuck first [Bb] then find them ones when moms [Am] y'all got spun over.
Irrelevant [Dm] victim, it's not amnesia, I just don't know ya.
Mom [Bb] wanna question why I don't bring man through, but I [C] just don't owe ya.
[Dm] Where was you when niggas done switched on me [F] and turned lil cobra?
Funny how [Bb] man smile with us but hate on so [Am] called friends.
This [D] is the end, bury your friends just like we [F] bury our skins.
[Bb] Feel like the hate is real and shit but feel [Am] like the love is pretense.
Is this [E] what my life is meant to be or is it the end?
Is [Bb] this what most of these people be on or [Am] is it my friends?
Tell me [E] please, I don't [F] wanna get no more friendships.
Cause bonds get [D] broken bitch and it breaks my heart when I [Am] have to end it.
Bro don't shank top [D] my man blood and hope that [F] docs would mend it.
I said [Bb] bro don't shank top my man blood and he hope [Am] that docs would mend it.
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Growing up was wild [F] and dumb.
Never [D] got a role with this and that, just to [C] protect my son.
Ever since I [A] was about 15 I noticed [F] life ain't fun.
I was [Bb] about 13, 14 when my first held [Am] that gun.
The first [Dm] time I picked up a knife and defend, [F] I was like 8.
Died and it was [Bb] too late, exposed to [Am] violence, death and fate.
Things that I [A] done to my family, imagine what I would do [F] to a mate.
[Bb] Sometimes got to my bitch like fuck that shit I don't [Am] wanna do this.
[Dm] I'm just tryna say, I don't wanna carry [F] this sword today.
Look [Bb] outside the rain pouring on my window, clouds [Am] of grey.
And I [Dm] keep getting invites online, I don't [F] wanna play.
And I hate when they [D] keep asking me what's up, I [Am] don't wanna say.
Man I like, [D] man I like shadow, high depressed, poor [F] on war.
But I look [Bb] at the glasses half empty and it pisses me [Am] off even more.
And I can't trust [E] these new faces but I watch [F] these bitches more.
Have you ever [Bb] invested time then, had your heart broke [Am] by whores?
And [Dm] that goes for male or female, [F] we all relate.
[Bb] Have you ever been snaked by ones you loved [Am] and felt that quick?
Yeah I [D] know you probably have, the world gone [F] fucking mad.
Know [Bb] it died back 2010, that's [Am] fucking sad.
But I hardly speak to [Dm] my bros or sisters, [F] and where is dad?
Remember [Bb] when dad said I was going hell just because [Am] I rapped?
If [Dm] he ever knew what I did on road he'll [F] think I'm tapped.
[Bb] How can a man that I grew up with end [Am] up taking crack?
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_ _ [F] This was way [Bb] before the beef was cracking, [Am] it weren't that.
Cause when my [Dm] man started taking free [F] car fucks, yeah.
[Bb] Weak minded niggas blinded by the sight [Am] of pussy.
[Dm] Made it out the hood I'm looking but I still [F] feel like choking.
Cause I know that [Bb] man wanna get me down, stupid [Am] fucking rocket.
That's why [D] shadow got better shit, shadow [F] get joking.
The way [Bb] I left sucks and these niggas come like [Am] machines in pocket.
Yeah, yeah, [F] _ _ [Bb] how you got that?
That _ [Dm] I _ _ [F] _
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_ _ [G] didn't say [Gbm] and it fills with all the [B] feelings that I [D] don't know [G] how to say.
And it [Gbm] _
_ [B] hurts, _ [D] _ _ _ [G] _
sorry.
[Gbm] _ _ [B] _ _ [D] I love you so [G] much.
_ [Gbm] _ I, [Gb] I love [D] you so much.
_ [Gbm] And I need to go [Bm] and I don't know [D] why. _ _ _
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