Chords for the grudge

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_ _ [Bb] _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
One phone call from you and my entire world [Bb] was changed
[Gm] Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers
Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
And I [Bb] doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
But I hold on to every detail like my life depends on it
[Gm] My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge
Now I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
And [Eb] I try to be tough, but I wanna scream
How could anybody do the [Eb] things you did so easily?
And [Bb] I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried [Cm] for so long
It _ _ [Gm] takes strength to forgive, but [F] I don't feel strong
The _ [Bb] _ _
arguments that I've won against you in my head
In the shower, in the car, [Bb] and in the mirror before bed
Yeah, I'm so [Gm] tough and I'm alone, and I make you feel so guilty
And I fantasize about a time you're just a little [G] sorry
And I [Bb] try to understand why [Bb] you would do this all to me
But you must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
[Gm] And I know in my heart, hurt people hurt people
And we both drew blood, [Dm] but man, those cuts were never equal
And I [Eb] try to be tough, but I wanna scream
How could anybody do the [Eb] things you did so easily?
And [Bb] I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine
But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for [Cm] so _ long
_ It takes [Gm] strength to forgive, but [Eb] I don't [Bb] feel strong _ _
_ _ _ [Gm] _ _ _ Ooooooh
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_ _ [Eb] _ _ _ I try to be mean, _ but even after all this, you're still everything to me
And I [Bb] know you don't care, I guess that's fine
But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for [Cm] so long
It _ takes [Gm] strength to [F] forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet _
It takes strength to forgive, but _
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[Bb] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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