Chords for the person i'm not (demo)

I'm mourning a person I never [F#] became in a different city
With a different name I would make my life one giant strategy [C#] game
If I could go back to the start
[D] Spent my evening being swallowed by pity and [F#m] doubt
Playing hard in the words that were leaving my mouth
[G] I'm angry but I don't recall what about
[Em] Everything's falling apart
[D]
Was it easy _ [Bm] _ or was I
Coping with pain, [Gm] _ _ with shame
[D] _ Barely [Bm] breathing I can
I'm _
[G] losing my twenties tonight
[F#] And I [Gm] don't even feel like a person [D] anymore
They _ say it gets better but won't give a time frame
[F#m] I'm coming to terms with [C#] the fact that I'm not the [F#] same person I was
When I was [C#] the one to blame for everything falling apart
[D] I stay up all night wishing that I had a time machine
I'd do some [F#m] things different if I knew [F#] what could've been
See it unfold like [Bm] I said on a movie screen
[A] [C#] Traveling back to the start
[D] Was it ever easy [Bm] or was _ [G] I
Coping with things that would soften the pain
[Gm] Tighten the tourniquet, wrap it [D] with shame
_ Barely breathing [Bm] I can
_ _ [G] And _ [D] I don't even feel like a person [Bm] _ _ [D] anymore _