Chords for the search (sped up)

_ Hey, Nate.
How's life?
I don't know.
It's alright.
I've been dealing with some things like [F] every human being and really didn't sleep much last night.
I'm sorry.
That's fine.
I just think I need a little me time.
I just think I [E] need a little free [Db] time.
A little [F] break from the shows and the bus rides.
Yeah, last year I had a breakdown.
Thoughts telling me I'm lost, getting too loud.
Had to see a therapist [Db] and I found out.
Something [F] funny's going on up in my house.
[C] Yeah, started thinking maybe I should [F] move out.
You know, pack my car, take a new [G] route.
Clean up my yard, get [Bbm] the noose out.
Hang up [F] my heart, let it air out.
I've been searching.
What does that mean, Nate?
I've been learning.
Grabbing my [C] keystakes, leaving my burdens.
[Db] Well, I brought a few with me.
I'm not [F] perfect.
Looking at the view like this concerns me.
Picking up [F] the cues, right?
I'm quite nervous.
Hating when I lose sight.
Life gets blurry and things might hurt me.
It's probably gonna be a long journey, but hey!
It's worth the talk.
Cold world out there, kids.
Grab your coats.
Been a minute, [C] I know.
Now I'm back at home.
Looking for the [F] antidote to crack the code.
Pretty bad, I admit it.
I'm in classic mode.
Don't need pity.
Give it to me, but I can't condone.
Talking down to [C] me, I'ma have to [Bbm] crack your nose for cracking jokes.
I'm looking [Fm] for the map to hope.
You see that?
Been making [F] a whole lot of changes.
Wrote [Fm] a song about that.
You should play [G] it.
I get scared when I walk on these stages.
I look at the crowd and see so many faces.
Yeah, [Bbm] that's when I [F] start to get anxious.
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous.
That's when I put on my makeup and drown [C] in self-hatred.
Forget what I'm saying and_
Where'd the beat go?
Oh, ain't that something?
Drums came in, you ain't see that coming.
Hands on my head, can't tell me nothing.
Got a taste of the [F] fame and it blow my stomach.
Do a backup like I don't want it.
Wipe my face clean off my vomit.
OCD tryna crush my buttons.
I [Fm] said don't touch [Gb] it.
How y'all [F] done it?
I can be critical, never typical.
Didn't give a dappery syllable, I'm a criminal.
Intermittent, [C] never political, pretty visual.
Even if you hate [F] it, I make you feel like you're in it though.
You call me what you want, but never call me forgettable.
Lyric even daughter can never swim in a kiddie pool.
Waited, I've been taking this cinematic and beautiful.
Man, [Bbm] I don't know if I'm making movies or music videos.
[F] Videos, videos.
Yeah, the sales can rise.
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines.
See, we've all got something that we [Bbm] trapped inside that we try to suffocate.
You know, hoping it dies.
Try to hold it underwater, but it always survives.
Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise.
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies.
You don't relate to that?
The point I'm making is the mind is a powerful place.
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way.
It's pretty cool, right?
Yeah, but it's not always safe.
Just hang with me.
This will only take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second.
If you look at your face every day when you get up and think you'll never be great,
you'll never be great.
Not because you're not, but the [Bbm] hate will always find [F] a way to cut you up and murder your faith.
Woo!
I'm in the balance and taking a look at the benefits.
Nothing to matter with, I can never be delicate.
Am I even relevant?
I can picture you [C] measuring.
Take a measurement to back it up and give me the evidence.
Pretty evident, a penitent who can never [F] be tentative.
I'm a gentleman depending on if nothing can tend to me.
Pretty [G] elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get it.
But proper etiquette, I [Fm] keep it to myself when I celebrate.
[C] It's that time again.
Ready to grab your balloons and invite your friends.
See, bounce back on, yeah, [E] strap them in.
[C] Look at me, everybody, I'm smiling big.
On a roll right now that I can't predict.
Tell me, tone that down, but I [Fm] can't resist.
Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist.
The search begins, I'm back, [F] so enjoy the trip.
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