Chords for The Small Glories: Had I Paid

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I'm rolled out in my 20s, [D] moving on to my 30s.
I got 40s hitting me on down the road.
_ I gotta get there tonight, somebody say, gotta [Dm] use up all your daylight before it goes out. _ _
_ _ Yeah, _ _ [D] _ _
_ _ well I hope I'm not an old man, I [Dm] ain't dreaming the same story [E] about holding this
guitar without any [D] _ strings.
Cause I'm freezing up in my hotel, feeling the love to the ones I belong to.
I ain't treating you right. _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ [A] Oh, don't mind [D] if I've been _ afraid.
_ _ _ _ [A] _ [D] Maybe I'd be better off had [A] I been.
_ _ _ Yeah, when this [Dm] fight going on in my head, tossing, turning me leg [A] back,
the rest is water in an [D] almond bowl.
_ _ [Dm] She stands up in my way, her passionate car, she sees my face and I [E] go down again.
_ Oh, I'm running down [Dm] on paper. _ _
_ _ _ _ Yeah, [D] but I know I seem to see [Dm] before, and the character in love [E] is more.
I understand abuse, attacking the heart.
_ [Dm] Before I get back up on the stage again, I'm gonna be the one, I'm gonna hear [E] again this,
that I am a [D] man in my [Dm] _ _
past.
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Oh, don't mind [A] if I've been _ afraid.
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Maybe I'd be better off [D] had [Dm]
I been.
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_ _ Oh, _ _ [Am] _ _
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_ _ [A] _ I've stolen everything, your love, your breath, your rope and wind.
It was me who put that hole [D] in your side.
And I believe that there is an end for me and love's open arms of sanctity.
[A] Well, one [Dm] day I'll be down _ _ _ in heaven.
_ Ain't all my, _ _ [D] been afraid.
[Dm] _ _ _
_ _ [A] And maybe I'd be better off
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had I been. _ _ _
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