Chords for THIS TORE ME TO PIECES!! | NF - "Happy" | FIRST TIME REACTION

_ _ Who NF has me in my feels once again, and I I'm just so grateful for this
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[F] _ [B] _ [C] _ _ _ _ [N] Hello, and welcome back.
If you're new here, my name is Aileen senpai
I'm a streamer on switch an amateur singer and a lover of all kinds of music
I feel brand new released from NF that just came out last night and we have a whole new album as well for me to
Dive into I know I recently started my NF journey with you guys
And I'm so incredibly grateful for all of the experiences and I'm barely at the beginning of this
so I really really do appreciate the rawness the realness and
Honestly the fact that he's not afraid to be vulnerable and emotional with everyone
So I really feel like a lot of people would benefit from some more NF in their life
So yeah, we're just gonna continue going down this rabbit hole and enjoy this brand new video we [G] have today
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That being said let's get started with today's video _ _
_ _ _ _ [Em] _ _ _
You
Dear [C] God, please
_ [G] Hear me [D] out.
I know it's been a couple [Em] years _
[C] since I reached
[G] _ _
Out and [D] said hello, I bet you're [Em] wondering _ why [C] I
_ _ [G] _ _
Obsessing [D] on and stressing all the [Em] little things
When [C] I should [G] be _
living [D] life and soaking [G] up the [Em] memory _ I
[C] Know _ _ [G] selfish.
I have no [D] excuse to give you [Em] it's true _ _
[C] Hanging by a thread [G] so I live I don't [D] know why but I feel more [Em] comfortable _
Living [C] in my agony
_ [G] Watching myself busting go up in flames acting like [Em] I don't
care what anyone [C] else thinks when [G] I know truthfully
that I suffer this thing from [Em] how I
Feel but [C] I'm so proud to open up and [G] ask ya
To pick me up and pull [D] me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is I [C] need help when I just can't [G] imagine _ _
_ _ _ I Was [Em] happy _
Yeah, _ _ _ _ um, I don't know who I would be if I was happy it's I really fucking cuts I
Actually did already record my reaction to mention
So now a lot of things are starting to make a lot of sense and you guys have been so so fucking
Incredibly, I'm just so grateful for you guys giving me so much backstory
But now that I'm going through this journey a lot of things are starting to make sense since you know
We started I started what like maybe like a month ago and I thought it was incredible and now that I'm learning things
Everything just feels it just cuts so much more and now it makes sense
Oh, you know, he is wanting to you know
Give a better life for his family and kind of you know
rewrite all of the stuff he went to he doesn't want to give that to his you know children moving forward and
_ That really that's really just so damn sad
I'm gonna go back because honestly
And that really really cut and I kind of want to just you know
Feel that one more time and I don't want to mess with that flow.
But yeah, I I'm just I'm just so fucking yeah
He really knows how to make you feel and it's he has an incredible gift.
That's all I can say
Um, but yeah, I'm just gonna continue with the song
I [C] _ _ _
_ [G] _ _ _ _ _ _
was [Em] happy
In this way so [C] long it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed.
[G] I got some issues that I won't address
[D] I got some baggage.
I ain't open yet.
[Em] I got some demons.
I should put the rest
[C] I got some traumas that I can't forget.
[G] I got some phone calls.
I've been a boy dance some family members
I don't really connect with [Em] some things.
I said, I wish I wouldn't not let slip [C] some hurtful words
I never should have let my lips [G] some bridges burn.
I'm not ready to rebuild yet [D] some insecurities.
I haven't dealt with yet
[Em] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul [C] when the last to admit I need a hand to [G] hold
Losing hope headed down a dangerous road [D] strange.
I know but I feel most at [Em] home when I'm
living [C] in my
Agony watching [G] myself a sting go up in flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what anyone [C] else thinks when [G] I know truthfully
That's the furthest thing from [Em] how I
_ Feel but [C] I'm too proud to open up and [G] ask ya
To pick me up [D] and pull me out this hole I'm [Em] trapped in
Some things I [C] need help, but I just can't [G] imagine
_ Who [D] I'd be if I [Em] was happy
_ Don't [C] know what's around [G] the vent _ [D] don't know what my future [Em] is
_ [C] But I can't keep on [G] living
_ _ _ [D] Living [Gm] _
_ [Em] _ _ in [C] my agony
Watching [G] myself a sting go [D] up in flames acting like [Em] I don't
Care what [C] anyone else thinks when [G] I know truthfully that [D] that's the furthest thing from [Em] how I
Feel but I'm [C] too proud to open up and [G] ask ya
Pick me up and pull me out [D] this hole i'm [Em] trapped in
The truth is I [C] need help, but I just can't [G] imagine
_ Who I'd be [D] if I was [Em] happy
_ _ [C] Yes, _ _
_ [G] _ _ _ _ _ [D] I was [Em] happy
_ I _ _ _
_ [G] _ _ _ _ _ _
[N] was happy wow _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _ I _ uh
Was really not expecting that to go from zero to 60.
Oh my god that
_ _ Was so incredibly well put and represented the video was just
I feel like that just resonated with so many people
And already healed so many people and making them feel like everything is going to be okay
Um, it doesn't always have to be like this.
Um
I'm gonna need a moment to dissect this.
I'm, so sorry, but who NF
Passed me in my feels once again, and I
I'm just so fucking grateful for this.
Um, yeah, let me let me uh
Clear up a little bit and then i'll dissect this a little bit further
I feel like there was not a dry eye in sight listening to this because truthfully this
It just spoke on so many levels that had so many layers and obviously the visuals, you know, you're seeing this, you know child going through
Basically seeing a very rough childhood and it kind of turns around at the end and it kind of gives you that glimmer of hope
And I feel like it is very well represented in the song.
Hope you know when I first heard that
A lot of people were telling me there's some things you're going to figure out once you start sticking into
You know the journey of NF things are going to start making sense
but also for first-time listeners it it's just he just is very well articulate and he
Speaks so raw that I feel like anybody even if they had never heard NF before it's going to you know
Listening to these new songs.
They're going to really resonate with them.
It's going to really hit them really hard
Um, especially if they can put themselves in that child's perspective and you know, they were that kid once
um
So I feel like now that i'm going through this journey a lot of things are starting to make sense and i'm very grateful
Again, like I mentioned I did already do my reaction to mansion
It is going to come out this weekend
But since this was a new release I decided to put this up today.
Um, but i'm still going through that journey
i'm still going through that catalog, but
I just feel like this was just
_ Incredibly incredibly sad.
It was just all of uh, honestly so many feelings
I feel like I don't even know what to feel.
I just know I felt everything all at once.
I felt happiness
I felt hope I felt sad.
I felt like some even childhood memories that I had suppressed kind of got, you know
Reawakened in this video and that's I feel like that's what kind of made me fall apart is things
I didn't even know where I was feeling that were just you know in my subconscious
And i've just kind of pulled those out and now I feel like I can start to you know, holy shit
I'm feeling these things.
Maybe I can start healing
I didn't even know that these were things that I wanted to talk about like no wonder I feel these things
So I feel like uh, this is very therapeutic for himself for writing it putting out, you know
His art on a people and it's very therapeutic for you know us listeners
So it's a win-win for everybody and I feel like honestly this album is just going to be so healing and I cannot wait
I will absolutely be doing listen.
I'll be listening to this new album in its entirety
And i'll be posting that as well as long with uh, as long as all of the other
Um enough stuff on the journey that I am currently going through.
So thank you so damn much for you know the support
Thank you for watching.
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