Chords for To Whom It May Concern
Tempo:
81.95 bpm
Chords used:
F
C
Dm
Bb
Cm
Tuning:Standard Tuning (EADGBE)Capo:+0fret
Start Jamming...
[F] [C]
[F] [Bb] [C] [Dm]
[F] The will of God will never lead you [C] to where the grace of God [F] cannot keep you.
[Bb] [C] It's deep.
[Dm] I put myself [F] out there only to get rejected.
I told her my story, but I [C] guess she can't accept it.
Lungs caving [F] in every second I'm [Bb] smothered.
What how you feel is based off the [C] acceptance of [Dm] others.
What do you really know [F] about being spiritually bankrupt?
But there's nothing you can do except [C] just sit there and [Dm] hang tough.
Exhale [F] despair as every breath [Bb] leaves me.
Life is so hard so now I'm [C] guessing death [Dm] is easy.
I search for [F] inspiration as I'm hearing more lies.
Let's explore realism.
[C] I'll be your tour [Dm] guide.
Intense [F] highs for the box stream [Bb] lows to the point where I don't even want to [C] put on clean [Dm] clothes.
It's called [F] depression and yeah I [Bb] qualify.
I won't apologize for feeling [C] hollow inside and I'm stranded.
[F] So the next step requires [Bb] strength and I got plans on going [C] the entire [Dm] length.
I don't care about [F] an image because all that leaves is doubt.
I'm the kind of tough that you could only [C] fucking dream about.
Continuing [F] this battle while the rest is fleeing [Bb] south.
And yeah I prayed to God but once I [C] took the saving [Dm] route.
So I'm not in [F] control.
I'm not a dictator but I've always felt fear since I [C] was a sixth grader.
With dreams of two [F] bloody wrists and a big [Bb] razor.
But James told me Chad you gotta [C] be a risk [Dm] taker.
So I push [F] motherfucker and I'm never looking [Bb] back.
Guess I'm taking all my feelings and I [C] put them in these [Dm] raps.
In fact I gotta [F] write so much.
Must [Bb] reveal my life.
Don't conceal.
I [C] stand and chant [Dm] my hand cramps.
I once thought I was [F] nothing.
Broke from prison.
Crude [Bb] assignments.
Now it's endless possibilities.
I'm [C] touching new [Dm] horizons.
So listen [F] up I got a story to tell.
[Bb] You got that same song and dance and you're [C] boring as [Dm] hell.
And this lyricist will [F] talk on an assortment of fails.
It's 1145 like it's [C] quarter to [Dm] 12.
And it's all on how you [F] view it.
Exclusive.
Produce the [Bb] truest music.
No rumors.
I got no room for [C] rude words.
[Dm] Prison truants.
I smell the [F] motivation.
Reeking of [Bb] endurance.
I talk with factions.
I don't [Cm] speak on my [Dm] performance.
A lot of times I [F] talk like I don't got [Bb] an audience.
Honestly I spit.
I'm as [C] modest as a [Dm] guest.
I'm staying low [F] key.
So I took the side [Bb] entrance.
I've never been the type that is [C] dying for [Dm] attention.
Cause I'm cooking up [F] the crack.
Then I use it in a [Bb] sentence.
Says I'm hook or lapping.
I [C] refuse an [Dm] intervention.
I still think a [F] true.
And she takes my breath [Bb] away.
It's hard to see tomorrow when you're [C] stuck in [Dm] yesterday.
I'm thinking if and [F] who she fucking got my thoughts [Bb] corrupted.
I hold it all together but sometimes there is no [Dm] structure.
We [F] remember 06 of Christmas [Bb] Eve.
When people saying listen please and [C] don't [Dm] misconceive.
You're too sick to see the [F] disease and the tricks up the [Bb] sleeve.
I literally was hit with an [C] epiphany.
[Dm] As I'm thinking to [F] myself this is a fix that [Bb] I need.
And there's so much more than that this ain't the [C] fiction I bring.
[Dm] I keep it real.
This ain't [F] dealing with addiction and [Bb] greed.
My sufficiency was lifted from the [C] gifts I [Dm] received.
And true.
You and I were [F] born kind of from a different [Bb] breed.
And we gon' make it happen so let's [C] fuck with the [Dm] statistics read.
Much [F] confusion as I'm shoved to the [Bb] brink.
I never gave a fuck what these [C] other people [Dm] think.
That night you looked me [F] in the eyes and said are you [Bb] high.
I told you no the first and last [C] lie I ever [Dm] said to you.
I swear to God there's [F] nothing that I ever get from [Bb] you.
And since that moment in time we was [C] definitely [Dm] inseparable.
Can't get [F] aggressive so I gotta speak [Bb] softly.
I don't run the streets finally [C] the heat is [Dm] off me.
I don't have [F] drugs or alcohol however to [Bb] run to.
So I'm left with feelings there's no [C] comfort in my [Dm] stomach.
As I vomit up [F] insecurities [Bb] regurgitated previous favors.
Inserted the [C] hatred my first [Dm] sensation.
Mixed with some [F] temptation left the surface [Bb] vacant.
I swear to God I give you myself [C] no [Dm] impersonation.
Sweating perspiration [F] getting worse I'm showing no elation.
I try to drive but every [C] road is [Dm] complacent.
Reality is [F] all in what you make it [Bb] overtaken by perception.
Open containers I [C] sit this open [Dm] hanging.
Lonely lone ranger blow [F] vapors please extinguish all the [Bb] sanguish.
I work the steps but I [C] still remain [Dm] dangerous.
I'm not a violent [F] person but the thoughts are [Bb] entertaining.
I reminisce and when my life was so [C] volatile and [Dm] degrading.
I walked on [F] eggshells till my legs [Bb] swelled.
Never again will I live that way [C] escape that [Dm] caged hell.
Feel freedom [F] disclosure of self no longer [Bb] smothered.
My life's an open book but you're welcome [C] to judge my [Dm] cover.
Which one of my [F] defects is considered my biggest [Bb] threat.
I contemplate this highly as I [C] ash my cigarette.
[Dm] I dash with diligence and [F] still killing every villain I [Bb] sense.
I pray for that awareness while you [C] pray for ignorance.
[Dm]
I guess it's [F] easier not to know the [Bb] truth.
But it will kill you in the long run even [C] if you got no proof.
Many mornings I wake up my heart's racing.
I start to panic thinking about my journey missed opportunities.
Jubilance [Dm] vanished dead [F] diary.
Do you hear my [Bb] pain how our fears change for grown.
Still I'm [C] so clearly [Dm] insane from every dose of gratitude.
[F] I've shown I have spiritually [Bb] gained such an insight.
The life that I can't [C] lyrically [Dm] explain.
Gossip and drama [F] are two things I never [Bb] sweat.
My sister's one of the fucking strongest [C] girls I've ever [Dm] met.
Listen I love my [F] family I'll do anything for [Bb] them.
And if you push me into the water I will [C] show you sink or [Dm] swim.
Under the yawning I would [F] vomit demonic from gin and [Bb] tonic.
Astonish reover king bondage [C] accomplish every [Dm] promise.
It's an honor to call [F] you my sister.
I'm just being [Bb] honest and look at all the discord and issues.
[C] That you have [Dm] conquered.
We break down and [F] cry it gets complicated [Bb] and hard.
But Lisa don't forget that you're a [C] fucking soldier [Dm] for God.
Look we go through [F] storms and they're really not [Bb] about us.
And we don't pay attention to anyone [C] that ever [Dm] doubts us.
Last [F] week I seen you struggle burst into [Bb] tears.
Then watch you persevere through all your [C] personal [Dm] affairs.
So just [F] smile you don't gotta be [Bb] alone.
I'm here to support your emotions because that's [C] just the way it [Dm] goes.
And vice [F] versa see you've always had my [Bb] back.
Even when I was hopeless and that then [C] now it had me [Dm] trapped.
Now I faded elated [F] I'm here my clairvoyance is [Bb] clear.
And Zayn hold your head up you're coming [C] up on a [Dm] year.
So if you [F] heard me everything I said is true.
We build each other up and give credit [C] where credit's [Dm] due.
It's called rock [F] bottom and we all get a [Bb] turn.
I rap and write about my life to [C] whom it may [Dm] concern.
[F] [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
[F] [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
[F] [Bb] [C] [D]
[C] [Bb] [C] [Dm]
[F] [Bb] [C] [Dm]
[F] The will of God will never lead you [C] to where the grace of God [F] cannot keep you.
[Bb] [C] It's deep.
[Dm] I put myself [F] out there only to get rejected.
I told her my story, but I [C] guess she can't accept it.
Lungs caving [F] in every second I'm [Bb] smothered.
What how you feel is based off the [C] acceptance of [Dm] others.
What do you really know [F] about being spiritually bankrupt?
But there's nothing you can do except [C] just sit there and [Dm] hang tough.
Exhale [F] despair as every breath [Bb] leaves me.
Life is so hard so now I'm [C] guessing death [Dm] is easy.
I search for [F] inspiration as I'm hearing more lies.
Let's explore realism.
[C] I'll be your tour [Dm] guide.
Intense [F] highs for the box stream [Bb] lows to the point where I don't even want to [C] put on clean [Dm] clothes.
It's called [F] depression and yeah I [Bb] qualify.
I won't apologize for feeling [C] hollow inside and I'm stranded.
[F] So the next step requires [Bb] strength and I got plans on going [C] the entire [Dm] length.
I don't care about [F] an image because all that leaves is doubt.
I'm the kind of tough that you could only [C] fucking dream about.
Continuing [F] this battle while the rest is fleeing [Bb] south.
And yeah I prayed to God but once I [C] took the saving [Dm] route.
So I'm not in [F] control.
I'm not a dictator but I've always felt fear since I [C] was a sixth grader.
With dreams of two [F] bloody wrists and a big [Bb] razor.
But James told me Chad you gotta [C] be a risk [Dm] taker.
So I push [F] motherfucker and I'm never looking [Bb] back.
Guess I'm taking all my feelings and I [C] put them in these [Dm] raps.
In fact I gotta [F] write so much.
Must [Bb] reveal my life.
Don't conceal.
I [C] stand and chant [Dm] my hand cramps.
I once thought I was [F] nothing.
Broke from prison.
Crude [Bb] assignments.
Now it's endless possibilities.
I'm [C] touching new [Dm] horizons.
So listen [F] up I got a story to tell.
[Bb] You got that same song and dance and you're [C] boring as [Dm] hell.
And this lyricist will [F] talk on an assortment of fails.
It's 1145 like it's [C] quarter to [Dm] 12.
And it's all on how you [F] view it.
Exclusive.
Produce the [Bb] truest music.
No rumors.
I got no room for [C] rude words.
[Dm] Prison truants.
I smell the [F] motivation.
Reeking of [Bb] endurance.
I talk with factions.
I don't [Cm] speak on my [Dm] performance.
A lot of times I [F] talk like I don't got [Bb] an audience.
Honestly I spit.
I'm as [C] modest as a [Dm] guest.
I'm staying low [F] key.
So I took the side [Bb] entrance.
I've never been the type that is [C] dying for [Dm] attention.
Cause I'm cooking up [F] the crack.
Then I use it in a [Bb] sentence.
Says I'm hook or lapping.
I [C] refuse an [Dm] intervention.
I still think a [F] true.
And she takes my breath [Bb] away.
It's hard to see tomorrow when you're [C] stuck in [Dm] yesterday.
I'm thinking if and [F] who she fucking got my thoughts [Bb] corrupted.
I hold it all together but sometimes there is no [Dm] structure.
We [F] remember 06 of Christmas [Bb] Eve.
When people saying listen please and [C] don't [Dm] misconceive.
You're too sick to see the [F] disease and the tricks up the [Bb] sleeve.
I literally was hit with an [C] epiphany.
[Dm] As I'm thinking to [F] myself this is a fix that [Bb] I need.
And there's so much more than that this ain't the [C] fiction I bring.
[Dm] I keep it real.
This ain't [F] dealing with addiction and [Bb] greed.
My sufficiency was lifted from the [C] gifts I [Dm] received.
And true.
You and I were [F] born kind of from a different [Bb] breed.
And we gon' make it happen so let's [C] fuck with the [Dm] statistics read.
Much [F] confusion as I'm shoved to the [Bb] brink.
I never gave a fuck what these [C] other people [Dm] think.
That night you looked me [F] in the eyes and said are you [Bb] high.
I told you no the first and last [C] lie I ever [Dm] said to you.
I swear to God there's [F] nothing that I ever get from [Bb] you.
And since that moment in time we was [C] definitely [Dm] inseparable.
Can't get [F] aggressive so I gotta speak [Bb] softly.
I don't run the streets finally [C] the heat is [Dm] off me.
I don't have [F] drugs or alcohol however to [Bb] run to.
So I'm left with feelings there's no [C] comfort in my [Dm] stomach.
As I vomit up [F] insecurities [Bb] regurgitated previous favors.
Inserted the [C] hatred my first [Dm] sensation.
Mixed with some [F] temptation left the surface [Bb] vacant.
I swear to God I give you myself [C] no [Dm] impersonation.
Sweating perspiration [F] getting worse I'm showing no elation.
I try to drive but every [C] road is [Dm] complacent.
Reality is [F] all in what you make it [Bb] overtaken by perception.
Open containers I [C] sit this open [Dm] hanging.
Lonely lone ranger blow [F] vapors please extinguish all the [Bb] sanguish.
I work the steps but I [C] still remain [Dm] dangerous.
I'm not a violent [F] person but the thoughts are [Bb] entertaining.
I reminisce and when my life was so [C] volatile and [Dm] degrading.
I walked on [F] eggshells till my legs [Bb] swelled.
Never again will I live that way [C] escape that [Dm] caged hell.
Feel freedom [F] disclosure of self no longer [Bb] smothered.
My life's an open book but you're welcome [C] to judge my [Dm] cover.
Which one of my [F] defects is considered my biggest [Bb] threat.
I contemplate this highly as I [C] ash my cigarette.
[Dm] I dash with diligence and [F] still killing every villain I [Bb] sense.
I pray for that awareness while you [C] pray for ignorance.
[Dm]
I guess it's [F] easier not to know the [Bb] truth.
But it will kill you in the long run even [C] if you got no proof.
Many mornings I wake up my heart's racing.
I start to panic thinking about my journey missed opportunities.
Jubilance [Dm] vanished dead [F] diary.
Do you hear my [Bb] pain how our fears change for grown.
Still I'm [C] so clearly [Dm] insane from every dose of gratitude.
[F] I've shown I have spiritually [Bb] gained such an insight.
The life that I can't [C] lyrically [Dm] explain.
Gossip and drama [F] are two things I never [Bb] sweat.
My sister's one of the fucking strongest [C] girls I've ever [Dm] met.
Listen I love my [F] family I'll do anything for [Bb] them.
And if you push me into the water I will [C] show you sink or [Dm] swim.
Under the yawning I would [F] vomit demonic from gin and [Bb] tonic.
Astonish reover king bondage [C] accomplish every [Dm] promise.
It's an honor to call [F] you my sister.
I'm just being [Bb] honest and look at all the discord and issues.
[C] That you have [Dm] conquered.
We break down and [F] cry it gets complicated [Bb] and hard.
But Lisa don't forget that you're a [C] fucking soldier [Dm] for God.
Look we go through [F] storms and they're really not [Bb] about us.
And we don't pay attention to anyone [C] that ever [Dm] doubts us.
Last [F] week I seen you struggle burst into [Bb] tears.
Then watch you persevere through all your [C] personal [Dm] affairs.
So just [F] smile you don't gotta be [Bb] alone.
I'm here to support your emotions because that's [C] just the way it [Dm] goes.
And vice [F] versa see you've always had my [Bb] back.
Even when I was hopeless and that then [C] now it had me [Dm] trapped.
Now I faded elated [F] I'm here my clairvoyance is [Bb] clear.
And Zayn hold your head up you're coming [C] up on a [Dm] year.
So if you [F] heard me everything I said is true.
We build each other up and give credit [C] where credit's [Dm] due.
It's called rock [F] bottom and we all get a [Bb] turn.
I rap and write about my life to [C] whom it may [Dm] concern.
[F] [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
[F] [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
[F] [Bb] [C] [D]
[C] [Bb] [C] [Dm]
Key:
F
C
Dm
Bb
Cm
F
C
Dm
_ [F] _ _ _ _ _ [C] _ _
_ [F] _ _ [Bb] _ _ _ [C] _ [Dm] _
_ [F] The will of God will never lead you [C] to where the grace of God [F] cannot keep you.
_ [Bb] _ _ [C] It's deep.
[Dm] I put myself [F] out there only to get rejected.
I told her my story, but I [C] guess she can't accept it.
Lungs caving [F] in every second I'm [Bb] smothered.
What how you feel is based off the [C] acceptance of [Dm] others.
What do you really know [F] about being spiritually bankrupt?
But there's nothing you can do except [C] just sit there and [Dm] hang tough.
Exhale [F] despair as every breath [Bb] leaves me.
Life is so hard so now I'm [C] guessing death [Dm] is easy.
I search for [F] inspiration as I'm hearing more lies.
Let's explore realism.
[C] I'll be your tour [Dm] guide.
Intense [F] highs for the box stream [Bb] lows to the point where I don't even want to [C] put on clean [Dm] clothes.
It's called [F] depression and yeah I [Bb] qualify.
I won't apologize for feeling [C] hollow inside and I'm stranded.
[F] So the next step requires [Bb] strength and I got plans on going [C] the entire [Dm] length.
I don't care about [F] an image because all that leaves is doubt.
I'm the kind of tough that you could only [C] fucking dream about.
Continuing [F] this battle while the rest is fleeing [Bb] south.
And yeah I prayed to God but once I [C] took the saving [Dm] route.
So I'm not in [F] control.
I'm not a dictator but I've always felt fear since I [C] was a sixth grader.
With dreams of two [F] bloody wrists and a big [Bb] razor.
But James told me Chad you gotta [C] be a risk [Dm] taker.
So I push [F] motherfucker and I'm never looking [Bb] back.
Guess I'm taking all my feelings and I [C] put them in these [Dm] raps.
In fact I gotta [F] write so much.
Must [Bb] reveal my life.
Don't conceal.
I [C] stand and chant [Dm] my hand cramps.
I once thought I was [F] nothing.
Broke from prison.
Crude [Bb] assignments.
Now it's endless possibilities.
I'm [C] touching new [Dm] horizons.
So listen [F] up I got a story to tell.
[Bb] You got that same song and dance and you're [C] boring as [Dm] hell.
And this lyricist will [F] talk on an assortment of fails.
It's 1145 like it's [C] quarter to [Dm] 12.
And it's all on how you [F] view it.
Exclusive.
Produce the [Bb] truest music.
No rumors.
I got no room for [C] rude words.
[Dm] Prison truants.
I smell the [F] motivation.
Reeking of [Bb] endurance.
I talk with factions.
I don't [Cm] speak on my [Dm] performance.
A lot of times I [F] talk like I don't got [Bb] an audience.
Honestly I spit.
I'm as [C] modest as a [Dm] guest.
I'm staying low [F] key.
So I took the side [Bb] entrance.
I've never been the type that is [C] dying for [Dm] attention.
Cause I'm cooking up [F] the crack.
Then I use it in a [Bb] sentence.
Says I'm hook or lapping.
I [C] refuse an [Dm] intervention.
I still think a [F] true.
And she takes my breath [Bb] away.
It's hard to see tomorrow when you're [C] stuck in [Dm] yesterday.
I'm thinking if and [F] who she fucking got my thoughts [Bb] corrupted.
I hold it all together but sometimes there is no [Dm] structure.
We [F] remember 06 of Christmas [Bb] Eve.
When people saying listen please and [C] don't [Dm] misconceive.
You're too sick to see the [F] disease and the tricks up the [Bb] sleeve.
I literally was hit with an [C] epiphany.
[Dm] As I'm thinking to [F] myself this is a fix that [Bb] I need.
And there's so much more than that this ain't the [C] fiction I bring.
[Dm] I keep it real.
This ain't [F] dealing with addiction and [Bb] greed.
My sufficiency was lifted from the [C] gifts I [Dm] received.
And true.
You and I were [F] born kind of from a different [Bb] breed.
And we gon' make it happen so let's [C] fuck with the [Dm] statistics read.
Much [F] confusion as I'm shoved to the [Bb] brink.
I never gave a fuck what these [C] other people [Dm] think.
That night you looked me [F] in the eyes and said are you [Bb] high.
I told you no the first and last [C] lie I ever [Dm] said to you.
I swear to God there's [F] nothing that I ever get from [Bb] you.
And since that moment in time we was [C] definitely [Dm] inseparable.
Can't get [F] aggressive so I gotta speak [Bb] softly.
I don't run the streets finally [C] the heat is [Dm] off me.
I don't have [F] drugs or alcohol however to [Bb] run to.
So I'm left with feelings there's no [C] comfort in my [Dm] stomach.
As I vomit up [F] insecurities [Bb] regurgitated previous favors.
Inserted the [C] hatred my first [Dm] sensation.
Mixed with some [F] temptation left the surface [Bb] vacant.
I swear to God I give you myself [C] no [Dm] impersonation.
Sweating perspiration [F] getting worse I'm showing no elation.
I try to drive but every [C] road is [Dm] complacent.
Reality is [F] all in what you make it [Bb] overtaken by perception.
Open containers I [C] sit this open [Dm] hanging.
Lonely lone ranger blow [F] vapors please extinguish all the [Bb] sanguish.
I work the steps but I [C] still remain [Dm] dangerous.
I'm not a violent [F] person but the thoughts are [Bb] entertaining.
I reminisce and when my life was so [C] volatile and [Dm] degrading.
I walked on [F] eggshells till my legs [Bb] swelled.
Never again will I live that way [C] escape that [Dm] caged hell.
Feel freedom [F] disclosure of self no longer [Bb] smothered.
My life's an open book but you're welcome [C] to judge my [Dm] cover.
Which one of my [F] defects is considered my biggest [Bb] threat.
I contemplate this highly as I [C] ash my cigarette.
[Dm] I dash with diligence and [F] still killing every villain I [Bb] sense.
I pray for that awareness while you [C] pray for ignorance.
[Dm]
I guess it's [F] easier not to know the [Bb] truth.
But it will kill you in the long run even [C] if you got no proof.
Many mornings I wake up my heart's racing.
I start to panic thinking about my journey missed opportunities.
Jubilance [Dm] vanished dead [F] diary.
Do you hear my [Bb] pain how our fears change for grown.
Still I'm [C] so clearly [Dm] insane from every dose of gratitude.
[F] I've shown I have spiritually [Bb] gained such an insight.
The life that I can't [C] lyrically [Dm] explain.
Gossip and drama [F] are two things I never [Bb] sweat.
My sister's one of the fucking strongest [C] girls I've ever [Dm] met.
Listen I love my [F] family I'll do anything for [Bb] them.
And if you push me into the water I will [C] show you sink or [Dm] swim.
Under the yawning I would [F] vomit demonic from gin and [Bb] tonic.
Astonish reover king bondage [C] accomplish every [Dm] promise.
It's an honor to call [F] you my sister.
I'm just being [Bb] honest and look at all the discord and issues.
[C] That you have [Dm] conquered.
We break down and [F] cry it gets complicated [Bb] and hard.
But Lisa don't forget that you're a [C] fucking soldier [Dm] for God.
Look we go through [F] storms and they're really not [Bb] about us.
And we don't pay attention to anyone [C] that ever [Dm] doubts us.
Last [F] week I seen you struggle burst into [Bb] tears.
Then watch you persevere through all your [C] personal [Dm] affairs.
So just [F] smile you don't gotta be [Bb] alone.
I'm here to support your emotions because that's [C] just the way it [Dm] goes.
And vice [F] versa see you've always had my [Bb] back.
Even when I was hopeless and that then [C] now it had me [Dm] trapped.
Now I faded elated [F] I'm here my clairvoyance is [Bb] clear.
And Zayn hold your head up you're coming [C] up on a [Dm] year.
So if you [F] heard me everything I said is true.
We build each other up and give credit [C] where credit's [Dm] due.
It's called rock [F] bottom and we all get a [Bb] turn.
I rap and write about my life to [C] whom it may [Dm] concern.
_ [F] _ [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
_ [F] _ [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
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_ [F] The will of God will never lead you [C] to where the grace of God [F] cannot keep you.
_ [Bb] _ _ [C] It's deep.
[Dm] I put myself [F] out there only to get rejected.
I told her my story, but I [C] guess she can't accept it.
Lungs caving [F] in every second I'm [Bb] smothered.
What how you feel is based off the [C] acceptance of [Dm] others.
What do you really know [F] about being spiritually bankrupt?
But there's nothing you can do except [C] just sit there and [Dm] hang tough.
Exhale [F] despair as every breath [Bb] leaves me.
Life is so hard so now I'm [C] guessing death [Dm] is easy.
I search for [F] inspiration as I'm hearing more lies.
Let's explore realism.
[C] I'll be your tour [Dm] guide.
Intense [F] highs for the box stream [Bb] lows to the point where I don't even want to [C] put on clean [Dm] clothes.
It's called [F] depression and yeah I [Bb] qualify.
I won't apologize for feeling [C] hollow inside and I'm stranded.
[F] So the next step requires [Bb] strength and I got plans on going [C] the entire [Dm] length.
I don't care about [F] an image because all that leaves is doubt.
I'm the kind of tough that you could only [C] fucking dream about.
Continuing [F] this battle while the rest is fleeing [Bb] south.
And yeah I prayed to God but once I [C] took the saving [Dm] route.
So I'm not in [F] control.
I'm not a dictator but I've always felt fear since I [C] was a sixth grader.
With dreams of two [F] bloody wrists and a big [Bb] razor.
But James told me Chad you gotta [C] be a risk [Dm] taker.
So I push [F] motherfucker and I'm never looking [Bb] back.
Guess I'm taking all my feelings and I [C] put them in these [Dm] raps.
In fact I gotta [F] write so much.
Must [Bb] reveal my life.
Don't conceal.
I [C] stand and chant [Dm] my hand cramps.
I once thought I was [F] nothing.
Broke from prison.
Crude [Bb] assignments.
Now it's endless possibilities.
I'm [C] touching new [Dm] horizons.
So listen [F] up I got a story to tell.
[Bb] You got that same song and dance and you're [C] boring as [Dm] hell.
And this lyricist will [F] talk on an assortment of fails.
It's 1145 like it's [C] quarter to [Dm] 12.
And it's all on how you [F] view it.
Exclusive.
Produce the [Bb] truest music.
No rumors.
I got no room for [C] rude words.
[Dm] Prison truants.
I smell the [F] motivation.
Reeking of [Bb] endurance.
I talk with factions.
I don't [Cm] speak on my [Dm] performance.
A lot of times I [F] talk like I don't got [Bb] an audience.
Honestly I spit.
I'm as [C] modest as a [Dm] guest.
I'm staying low [F] key.
So I took the side [Bb] entrance.
I've never been the type that is [C] dying for [Dm] attention.
Cause I'm cooking up [F] the crack.
Then I use it in a [Bb] sentence.
Says I'm hook or lapping.
I [C] refuse an [Dm] intervention.
I still think a [F] true.
And she takes my breath [Bb] away.
It's hard to see tomorrow when you're [C] stuck in [Dm] yesterday.
I'm thinking if and [F] who she fucking got my thoughts [Bb] corrupted.
I hold it all together but sometimes there is no [Dm] structure.
We [F] remember 06 of Christmas [Bb] Eve.
When people saying listen please and [C] don't [Dm] misconceive.
You're too sick to see the [F] disease and the tricks up the [Bb] sleeve.
I literally was hit with an [C] epiphany.
[Dm] As I'm thinking to [F] myself this is a fix that [Bb] I need.
And there's so much more than that this ain't the [C] fiction I bring.
[Dm] I keep it real.
This ain't [F] dealing with addiction and [Bb] greed.
My sufficiency was lifted from the [C] gifts I [Dm] received.
And true.
You and I were [F] born kind of from a different [Bb] breed.
And we gon' make it happen so let's [C] fuck with the [Dm] statistics read.
Much [F] confusion as I'm shoved to the [Bb] brink.
I never gave a fuck what these [C] other people [Dm] think.
That night you looked me [F] in the eyes and said are you [Bb] high.
I told you no the first and last [C] lie I ever [Dm] said to you.
I swear to God there's [F] nothing that I ever get from [Bb] you.
And since that moment in time we was [C] definitely [Dm] inseparable.
Can't get [F] aggressive so I gotta speak [Bb] softly.
I don't run the streets finally [C] the heat is [Dm] off me.
I don't have [F] drugs or alcohol however to [Bb] run to.
So I'm left with feelings there's no [C] comfort in my [Dm] stomach.
As I vomit up [F] insecurities [Bb] regurgitated previous favors.
Inserted the [C] hatred my first [Dm] sensation.
Mixed with some [F] temptation left the surface [Bb] vacant.
I swear to God I give you myself [C] no [Dm] impersonation.
Sweating perspiration [F] getting worse I'm showing no elation.
I try to drive but every [C] road is [Dm] complacent.
Reality is [F] all in what you make it [Bb] overtaken by perception.
Open containers I [C] sit this open [Dm] hanging.
Lonely lone ranger blow [F] vapors please extinguish all the [Bb] sanguish.
I work the steps but I [C] still remain [Dm] dangerous.
I'm not a violent [F] person but the thoughts are [Bb] entertaining.
I reminisce and when my life was so [C] volatile and [Dm] degrading.
I walked on [F] eggshells till my legs [Bb] swelled.
Never again will I live that way [C] escape that [Dm] caged hell.
Feel freedom [F] disclosure of self no longer [Bb] smothered.
My life's an open book but you're welcome [C] to judge my [Dm] cover.
Which one of my [F] defects is considered my biggest [Bb] threat.
I contemplate this highly as I [C] ash my cigarette.
[Dm] I dash with diligence and [F] still killing every villain I [Bb] sense.
I pray for that awareness while you [C] pray for ignorance.
[Dm]
I guess it's [F] easier not to know the [Bb] truth.
But it will kill you in the long run even [C] if you got no proof.
Many mornings I wake up my heart's racing.
I start to panic thinking about my journey missed opportunities.
Jubilance [Dm] vanished dead [F] diary.
Do you hear my [Bb] pain how our fears change for grown.
Still I'm [C] so clearly [Dm] insane from every dose of gratitude.
[F] I've shown I have spiritually [Bb] gained such an insight.
The life that I can't [C] lyrically [Dm] explain.
Gossip and drama [F] are two things I never [Bb] sweat.
My sister's one of the fucking strongest [C] girls I've ever [Dm] met.
Listen I love my [F] family I'll do anything for [Bb] them.
And if you push me into the water I will [C] show you sink or [Dm] swim.
Under the yawning I would [F] vomit demonic from gin and [Bb] tonic.
Astonish reover king bondage [C] accomplish every [Dm] promise.
It's an honor to call [F] you my sister.
I'm just being [Bb] honest and look at all the discord and issues.
[C] That you have [Dm] conquered.
We break down and [F] cry it gets complicated [Bb] and hard.
But Lisa don't forget that you're a [C] fucking soldier [Dm] for God.
Look we go through [F] storms and they're really not [Bb] about us.
And we don't pay attention to anyone [C] that ever [Dm] doubts us.
Last [F] week I seen you struggle burst into [Bb] tears.
Then watch you persevere through all your [C] personal [Dm] affairs.
So just [F] smile you don't gotta be [Bb] alone.
I'm here to support your emotions because that's [C] just the way it [Dm] goes.
And vice [F] versa see you've always had my [Bb] back.
Even when I was hopeless and that then [C] now it had me [Dm] trapped.
Now I faded elated [F] I'm here my clairvoyance is [Bb] clear.
And Zayn hold your head up you're coming [C] up on a [Dm] year.
So if you [F] heard me everything I said is true.
We build each other up and give credit [C] where credit's [Dm] due.
It's called rock [F] bottom and we all get a [Bb] turn.
I rap and write about my life to [C] whom it may [Dm] concern.
_ [F] _ [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
_ [F] _ [Bb] I rap and write about my life to whom [C] it may [Dm] concern.
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