Chords for To Whom It May Concern, Pt. 2

_ _ _ [Cm] Chase your dreams, love [Db] your life, never lose hope.
[Eb] Our flaws serve a purpose, [Fm] our experience will benefit others.
Don't ever be ashamed of your story, [Db] it has potential to change and touch lives.
_ [Eb] _ Come on.
[Fm] When I think about four months ago I make myself cringe,
I came from [Ab] the bottom, not a binge, there's [Db] a difference.
Was on a payment plan for death that [Bbm] carried interest,
[Gm] spiritually was dead, broke, simply [Fm] explicit.
I listen to vicious, horrific symptoms in different tones,
constructive poems in and out my comfort [Db] zone.
The end of the tunnel was dark and no I'm not [Eb] concerned,
the only light [Gm] available's from the bridges [Fm] I burned.
Always stressed from the malice and the death,
but really what I'm trying to do is salvage what [Db] is left.
Rubber band bundles, aspirations [Eb] crumbled,
from bricks [Gm] granted amnesty, survivors of [Fm] the jungle.
So infectious, the malady [Cm] is cruel, it's a horrendous epidemic so the galleries [Db] are full.
Looking back, guess it was the wrong [Eb] choice,
and you [Gm] should know relationships are not my [Fm] strong point.
Ready to follow these infallible [Cm] suggestions,
and every time I fell I was taught a valuable [Db] lesson.
I read between the lines now as I'm watching the [Eb] message,
so every day above ground is a total [Fm] blessing.
Was a taker all my life so now I'm trying to give back.
I want to be remembered, a good indelible [Db] impact.
Victorious, I've triumphed on [Eb] a lot, my abrasive vernacular got my shotgun [Fm] cocked.
Never again I'll compromise my principles, not [Eb] bitter cold nor cynical.
Beginning to live in a life now [Db] invincible,
certifiably maniacal from [Eb] all the lies I've told and I've been told.
I'm kind of like Brahman, [Fm] admirable, sick as a virus, cold, I'm valuable, the [Eb] finest gold.
I'm trying to hold it together but I'm losing [Db] my control.
I break down, cause [Eb] life's hard, under any and all circumstances gotta trust in [Fm] God.
I see a friend of mine, I'm praying she don't [Eb] drift today,
and I can tell she's fighting, no key for them [Db] restricted chains.
Drifting, slaying, another victim of this [Eb] wicked maze.
Distorted minds, positive vibes, get [Fm] ricocheted.
And many goals, watch the way, slowly [Ab] dissipate.
So give [Eb] yourself a chance, you mustn't [Db] disobey.
So come with me, yes I'm showing you a [Eb] different way,
and now we're holding hands together, watching the [Fm] abyss decay.
It's kind of crazy how we get the strength to change,
and [Cm] even when it's hot we always gotta face the [Db] flame.
I learned the hard way, I can't do this by [Eb] myself.
Swallow every inch of pride, I gotta ask for [Fm] help.
Smothering comprehension from that cocaine, acknowledgement, lacking college.
My accomplishments are [Db] prominent, ominous, bombarded, disregarded, your [Eb] astonishments.
Cause honestly I honor how I dominate and [Fm] conquer this.
Some days I'm paralyzed with fear and [Eb] nothing's wrong.
Some days I'm too courageous and my confidence is [Db] strong.
Some days I wanna give up and just throw it all [Eb] away.
Some days I wanna cut my skin with the dullest [Fm] blade.
Some days I wanna isolate alone in pain.
Some days I wanna play but look I barely know the [Db] game.
Some days I wanna [Bbm] die so resilient screaming [Eb] shout.
Some days I live a life that I have only dreamed [Fm] about.
Removing rumors, producing less [Eb] conclusions.
My scrupulous maneuvers have proven I've kept it [Db] moving.
Sophisticated, intelligent, a [Eb] man of koof.
My life is deeper than these bars and this [Fm] piano loop.
They move me to get on a slope so that's what I'm [Eb] about to do.
I push myself to the limit when I'm about to [Db] lose.
Should I fold a plan, my hand, although I'm [Eb] out of those.
I always doubt myself but I'm never doubting [Fm] you.
Was barricaded so my plans got [Eb] interrupted.
I give it all like I'm so now I'm banished from reluctance.
[Db] Did this, that and everything, your standard [Eb] repercussions.
I've been through it all, I never panic from [Fm] corruption.
They view me with the scrutiny, I manage the assumptions.
And those that don't [Eb] support me will get randomly [Db] deducted.
I'm fulfilled from this amorous [Eb] production.
But I do not have the answers to her cancerous [Fm] seduction.
Lack of sex, lonely nights, wishing for some rum and coconut ice.
And [Eb] smoking white fucky, yeah, be [Db] awfully nice.
And lately I've been dealing with the loneliness [Eb] nights.
Sitting still and feeling feelings while I [Fm] overwrite.
Cause lately I've been dealing with the loneliness [Eb] nights.
Trying to see another day alive has been my [Db] only fight.
I dig this alone, I'm doing that [Eb] alone.
I do it all alone so when I fall, I fall [Fm] alone.
Giving it back, what was so freely given to me.
[Ab] Grieving, timidly, exquisite, livid imagery.
Vivid, rigid, [Db] delivery, pivot, fridgidly, fidgeting, physically [Eb] riveting.
Transparency, abolish [Fm] anonymity.
I never gave a fuck so why the fuck should I [Eb] care now?
But I care now, look I [Db] care now.
My [Bbm] reflection is demented as I [Eb] stare down.
I almost lost my life, better believe I'm fucking [Fm] scared now.
And given the world a side of me they never [Ab] seen before.
My demons and my angels play this game and it's an [Db] even score.
Fear strikes me when I try to go and [Eb] talk to her.
Stumbling over words like I'm an educated [Fm] nerd.
Talking slick, I'm just the opposite.
I wanted like a [Eb] flosstikid.
I wanted to say something in my head, I must have [Db] lost it quick.
Oh well, I'm still chasing [Eb] dopamine.
So grow with me and see that I am only awkward [Fm] socially.
Hello to the defective fellowship and any chaos will get [Ab] settled quick.
Clever way to quit, my pencil [Db] never quits.
So stubborn, trouble the rebel [Eb] type since the days of sandboxes.
Gee I chose them [Fm] pedal bikes.
In many mornings I'm alive but yes I'm [Eb] dreading life.
My body still got scars like I slept on a [Db] bed of spikes.
Dropping [Bbm] tears of joy like a wedding [Eb] night.
And plus I'm stayin' motivated cause I wanna see what [Fm] heaven's like.
So what is heaven like?
Are days [Ab] longer?
Working less and playing harder.
Never graceful, growing [Db] darker.
Then sudden departures, losses made me brave and stronger.
[Eb] Smoking weed and drinking champagne.
Starship my [Fm] space partner.
No emotions from these six overdoses.
[Eb] I didn't choose this music man, I feel that I was [Db] chosen.
And all this rap shit, look it's done with no [Eb] promotion.
I ended up getting fans, though from Pittsburgh to [Fm] Nova Scotia.
It's kinda crazy when I think about it.
[F] I mean, it's really crazy when I think about it.
[Db] For real, it's fucking crazy when I think about it.
[Eb] I'm just a donkey with a needle, picked up the pen and let the ink [Fm] about it.
My passage is created, keep em [F] fascinated.
My story's pure, uncut and never [Db] masqueraded.
Unhealthy boundaries, I tippy-toe across [Eb] the border.
But let's be honest, bottom line is I'm just [Fm] happy for
In all my worst days, life is still [Eb] gorgeous.
I'm getting past flying, I'm feeling [Db] unimportant.
Except from liberation, I just wanna feel [Eb] remorseless.
Ambivalence has risen, malignant, inflicting [Fm] torture.
Eradicate a snob, killing high [Eb] horses.
Accelerate the gas and plow through and [Db] drive forward.
Feeling freedom in these small portions.
[Eb] Cause I'm still feeling regret, though, from both of them.
[Fm]
But anyways, maybe I wasn't [Eb] ready.
Maybe it was overwhelming, trepidation was [Db] heavier.
Maybe you made me panic every single waking [Eb] morning.
Or maybe I'm a pussy, that's it, end of [Fm] story.
I'm getting older but more determined than they.
And the idea of having kids is getting further away.
[Db]
I think about it, you better believe I think [Eb] about it.
And all these negative thoughts in my head is getting [Fm] crowded.
But your breed is exalted, preparation has [Eb] begun.
And if it was to come, thinking about the day I'd have [Db] a son.
I'd show him things that my father never taught [Eb] to me.
And tell him I will be there always, you can always [Fm] talk to me.
Dress him in the nicest clothes and send him off [Eb] to school.
I'd be the coolest dad, I'm bending all the [Db] rules.
I'd tell him love your friends and you never do, I'm [Eb] grimy.
I'd buy him every single pair of Air Max [Fm] 90s.
And whether or not I'm with his mother, I would let him know and lead.
By [Eb] example, how you leave them drugs [Db] alone.
I'd tell him constantly that he's special to me.
[Eb] Protection, I would bleed and weapons squeezed for his love [Fm] affectionately.
I'd tell him about the chances that I couldn't grasp.
I'd tell him that his [Eb] father did a lot more good than [Db] bad.
I'd tell him never pay attention to the devil's [Eb] laugh.
But more importantly, I'd be the dad I never [Fm] had.
I stand back like [Eb] wow, would my mother struggle so much if I gave her a [Db] grandchild?
I think about that shit every fucking [Eb] day.
And any shame in my mind I try to tuck [Fm] away.
I've messed up, plenty wrong and made [Eb] mistakes.
My fidelity's to tell the truth, I'm never saving face.
[Db] We can further discuss my assets at a different day and [Eb] date.
I want everyone to feel me, but I pray you can't relate.
[Fm] Do you know what it's like when you suffer [F] from depression?
And you're always acting out on these discomforting obsessions.
Do you know what it's like when you're just [Bb] trying to protect?
But in my arms dying, almost took her last breath.
Do you know what it's like when you just want to break the [Eb] mirror?
In fear of your appearance, you're careless and well aware.
[Bbm] Do you know what it's like seeing a loved [Eb] one that's stressed?
But I got nothing left, watching my mother drink herself [Fm] to death.
The lie's dead, the fallacy's ignored.
[Eb] I'm not trying to be another casualty of war.
[Db] Tired of disasters, blinded by the [Eb] love.
Denial is such a motherfucking powerful [Fm] drug.
Truly empathetic, the opposite of [Eb] heartless.
I saved life, I was part of that [Db] process.
My poetry recited is a description of [Eb] purpose.
Look, cause I'm a cracked frame, but my picture is perfect.
[Fm]
My relationship with God is growing every [Eb] day.
I practice faith that I will live to see some better [Db] days.
There's things I've done that have terrorized my [Eb] stomach glands.
There's things I write I don't expect you to [Fm] understand.
I chose to show how I'm surviving on this lonely road.
But let's be honest though, survival is my [Db] only mode.
For better or worse, my life has made a major [F] turn.
I rap and write about my life to whom it may [Fm] concern.
_ _ I rap and write about [Eb] my life to whom it may [Db] concern.
I _ [Eb] rap and write about my life to whom it may [Fm] concern.
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