Chords for Tom MacDonald - "I Wish" (#IWishChallenge)

[D] I wish I was [Bm] happy.
I wish I wasn't afraid to tell you that I love [A] you.
I wish I existed.
I wish I didn't have anxiety.
I wish I wasn't a [G] drug addict.
I wish people knew [Em] the real me.
[G] I wish I [A] didn't have cerebral palsy.
I wish the [D] cancer had a cure.
I wish I wasn't that.
I wish I [Bm] wasn't gay.
I wish I wasn't black.
I wish that I [A] was brave.
I wish I wish I wish with every candle on the cake that I could quit doing these drugs but I can't and I'm afraid.
I wish [G] that I was smart.
I wish that I was rich.
[Em] I wish it wasn't hard for me [G] to grow up and forgive.
I [A] wish that I could help.
[B] I wish I wasn't [A] sick.
I wish I was Tom [D] McDonald.
I'd be just like him.
[Gm] _ [D] I wish I wasn't sober.
I miss it [Bm] when the party wasn't over.
[D] Happiness was right around the corner.
[A] Every single night was like the [D] best one of our [B] lives.
Now we're older.
The good [A] old days are out of reach.
I wish that they were closer.
[D] I wish I [G] wasn't anxious and I wish I could fast forward and I wish that I could rewind but they don't make that [A] controller.
I wish the nights were [D] longer and I wish the days were shorter and I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure.
I feel crazy.
I wish that I was normal.
I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal.
Take me to the oracle.
I heard that time is [F#m] borrowed.
Can you give me back my yesterdays?
I'll give you my tomorrows.
I'm gonna get [G] out of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow.
[D] Before I loved the tattoos and the cornrows.
I was different.
I was happy.
I was calmer.
I was young and full of hormones.
Now I'm wishing for a time machine.
I'd step into that [G#m] portal and be gone.
[D] I wish all shooting stars were like satellites.
Maybe they went too far.
_ _ _ _ [F#m] _
_ [G] _ A million [D] deadly hearts.
I _ _ _ _ wish I didn't care about the day [Bm] that I'd be buried.
Used to live like [D] I was ready for it.
Always in a hurry.
Now [A] I'm worried.
All my memories [D] are blurry.
I'm just barely turning [A] 30 and the voices in my head are trying to hurt me.
The [D] choices that I made make me feel [G] dirty.
I was 25 or 13.
I was smoking with the seniors, drinking beer and [A] getting flirty.
Now that Ativan [D] ain't working I need something even stronger.
Give me childhood, my mother and my father and my sister and a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missing.
While I'm touring the country for a living.
Give me a hug and a Nintendo and [F#m] a toy box in the closet.
Give me everything I wish I had.
Oh wait, I think I [G] got it.
I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would [D] accomplish.
This is awesome man.
I wish I had a friend to tell I'd call him man.
I wonder if I'd jump from [Bm] here if I'd survive [F#m] the bottom.
And would everyone [D] believe me if I told them I had fallen.
I'm a junk.
I wish all shooting stars were like satellites.
Maybe they went too far. _
_ I'm a rockstar, I'm on [Bm] a par.
A million [A] million [D] lights.
Now they don't want my heart.
I _ wish we were kids again.
Before everything was on Instagram.
[B] Things were so simple then.
[F#] Me and my tree [Bm] fought all of my friends.
Way back when on [D] Beaver Drive.
When the floor was lava I could fly.
Wished I was big like them.
Never thought I'd want to be a kid again.
I _ wish all shooting stars were like satellites.
[F#m] Maybe they went too [D] far. _ _
I'm a rockstar, I'm on a par.
A million million lights.
Now they don't want [A] my [D] heart.
I wish all shooting stars were like satellites.
Maybe [A] they went too far.
[D] _ I'm a rockstar, I'm on a par.
A million million lights.
Now they don't want my heart.
_ _ _ [G#] _ _ _ _