Chords for Witt Lowry - How Should I Feel (feat. Meg & Dia) (Official Music Video)

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_ _ [Em] _ Monster, how [C] should I feel?
[Bm] Creatures lie here, [D] looking through the windows.
[Em] Monster, _ [C] there are voices in [G] the darkness and [D] they say they woke up.
Still [Em] hung enough at the abyss and it seems to start to step back at you.
Lost inside my head is a scary place I've adapted [G] to.
Friends and family call and I tell them that I'll get back to you.
Busy on my phone, doing scrawling, spent the [Em] afternoon stressed out.
Head down, can barely leave my bed now.
I hate these fucking feelings,
they tell me to try these meds [G] out.
We've only talked for like 10 minutes,
I'm sketched out.
Paranoid, can't tell if these people are foes or friends [Em] now.
You know what it feels like, feel like nobody can help.
On top of that, [A] feel like you're losing yourself.
[Em] I wouldn't even wish my [G] enemies a hand,
I was dealt.
[Em] Thought I could pay the pain to fade with some material wealth.
But tears falling in the test slide, guess it's kind of ironic.
It feels so fucking broke, it's not something I always [G] wanted.
My demons came to play, feels like my brain may be haunted.
[D] Hate myself sometimes as much as they hate on me.
To be honest, [C] I saw fentanyl take the life away from my cousin.
I watched alcohol steal the life away from my dad.
[G] I came from nothing, now I'm scared that might be one of them.
But come and look in the mirror, [D] barely recognize the one looking back.
[E] So monster, [Em] _ [C] how's _ _ [G] nature's lie here?
[D] Looking through those _ [E] _ monster [C] _ _
faces.
_ [G] _ In the darkness, [D] let me say oh.
[Em] Wrote a song when my dad passed and they said it was trash.
That made me wish that I put less of myself into every track.
[G] I know you can't just burn the orchard when apple is bad.
But [Em] the fact of the matter is that I feel I'm starting to crack.
And they say don't take it to heart, well how the fuck [C] do I not?
When I put my soul inside something and they say it's a flop.
[G] Constantly tear my heart apart when this is all [Em] that I got.
They wanna see me on a stage and me left in a grave to rot.
I've been overstressing by overstressing.
I lie in bed and think about this life I manifested.
Yeah my depression's always yelling that I'm destined [G] for regression.
Set obsession with [Bm] progression.
Still they think that I'm just desperate for [Em] attention.
Broke down about around this time just last fall.
A therapy telling my therapist I feel so small.
Pushed everyone I love away [G] and fuck it's all my fault.
Is it better [Bm] to feel like this [G] or to feel nothing at all?
[F#m] I turn the lights down [Em] lonely.
Remember back when we were cashing cans at the grocery?
Went there when I was drowning but the first to say you know me.
So sick of people saying that they care and never show me.
My grandpa once told me that inside an empty mind is where the devil likes to play.
And every day it's all the same.
I just stare at an empty [G] page.
Ruminate about all the things that have piled [Em] up on my plate.
Time I take [D] control of my brain.
No I can't [G] just pray this [Em] away.
Monster.
_ [C] House and I.
_ [G] Creatures lie here.
[D] Looking through the [E] walls.
Monster.
_ [C] _ Paranoia.
Dys-
[G] _ Agnes.
And they [D] say they [Em] won't.
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_ [G] _ [C] _ Monster.
They're [D] _
_ [Em] in my primal.
[D] And they say they [E] won't.
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