Last Letter Chords by Witt Lowry

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[F#] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[A#m] _ _ _ I miss _ _ [G#] you.
_ _ _ _ Fuck it, this might [C#] be the hardest song I've ever had to write.
I dreamt about you last night, I only [F#] see you when I close my eyes tight.
_ I wish I told you how I felt before you [A#m] left, but it just never felt right.
_ _ I _
[G#] _ _ _ _ _ _ wish I [C#] told you everything before you left.
I won't forget the day that they found the growth in your chest.
The cancer took a [F#] hold of your body and then it spread.
I talk to you more now than I ever did, I'm a mess.
This song will never [A#] capture the pain that I could express.
I learned from you that [A#m] nothing is perfect, but try your best.
I know you had your [G#] demons, a younger me didn't care.
And out of all our demons, our biggest might be regret.
Relate more than ever, [C#] remember back when I would only see you every other week.
And every other Wednesday, you would take us out to [F#] eat.
Mom and you had split, so we're living in between.
Looking up the word divorce to understand what it could [A#] mean.
But I don't understand, mom is with another man.
[A#m] You've been drinking heavier than me, was just another can.
[G#] Caught you for the broken homes, we were just another fam.
Could've left like other dads, you, you had another plan.
And so [C#] you stuck around, got the life that you probably would never choose.
You bottled it inside and that bottle turned into [F#] booze.
The anger took a hold and your body took the abuse.
But finally found some pride and cried when I got the [A#] news.
I know, they're hurting more than I show.
[A#m] Inspired by your story, a couple things you should know.
[G#] I met this girl at my show, teared up by what I was told.
She said, I'm sober because of you, you do way more than you know.
[C#] And I said, oh, _ please grant me the [F#] serenity to accept everything.
I cannot change. _
[A#m] _ _ You, always told me that I'd do [G#] anything to have you back.
See you one day. _
[C#] _ _ _ _ If you see me when I [F#] fall, _ _ or if you hear me now [D] at all.
_ Maybe [C#] if the world played into speakers, [G#] I'd be loud enough to reach you in your ear.
My last letter.
And I don't want [C#] to stay how you would stay, so optimistic.
_ You started chemo, fought the battle, never [F#] quit.
That really left an imprint.
_ _ And we would talk about our lives and after this, [A#m] how we would live them different.
_ _ See, mommy, you will put your differences [G#] aside.
Every day she would visit, see the love in your vision, see the hurt in your smile.
Your wisdom is what I'm [C#] missing the most.
I'll never be ready to let you go.
I never felt so helpless, it's out of both our [F#] control.
You told me how you wanted to travel, next thing you'll go.
And your body had become fragile, not once did you lose your soul, [A#m] we were told.
It was progressing and you had less than a week.
True love is every tear when we told you we had to [G#] leave.
And how we were conversant, I watched and we needed to speak.
Though a day late October, you passed away in your [C#] sleep.
I've been crying when I think, I miss your smile, I miss you laughing.
And I live without it.
I told you [F#] music was my passion and you never doubted.
And people tell me they were lame, but I truly doubted.
Remember [A#m] crying on your grave and yelling up to you, how did I lose my weight?
I won't forget that summer was some of my darkest [G#] days.
Was asking for a sign, sat in my tears and prayed.
When I saw the sign you sent me that day, we was forever [C#] changed.
I know, I know I should have been a better me.
Well, blame me when we argue.
I said things I didn't mean.
[F#] You are who I is.
You should have always been between.
So I'm sorry for the lack of communication from [A#] me.
I just wish that you were here so you could watch me with a [C#] Grammy.
But more importantly, to build a family.
I hope [G#] I make you proud and become everything I can be.
I hope they play Aladdin, send this letter where I can't reach the [C#] silly mark.
And I said, oh, _ please grant me the serenity [F#] to accept everything I cannot change. _
[A#m] You, _ you always told me that I'd do [G#] anything to have you back.
I'll miss you one day. _
[C#] _ _ _ _ If you see me when I [F#] fall.
_ _ _ If you hear me now at [A#m] _ all.
Baby, if the world played it's new speakers.
[G#] I'll be loud enough to reach you when you're here.
My last letter [C#] for you. _ _ _ _ _ _ _
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