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Eb I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze.
I'm
Db not sure if I should say this, fuck I'll say it anyway.
B Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase.
I
Eb don't know if it's
Bb a phase, I just wanna feel
Ebm okay.
I'm battling with depression but the question still remains.
Is
Db this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?.
And
B my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase.
Bbm Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel
Ebm okay.
Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day.
And
Db it's probably cause my demons
B.
simultaneously rage.
And if they don't like me, they shouldn't survive me.
Bb And I'm not
Ebm about to break down, that's it, fuck.
Db _ _ _ .
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B I'm a traitor, I'm a juggler, I'm
Bb a juggler, I'm a juggler,
Ebm I'm a juggler, _ _
Db _ _ _ .
B _ _ _ _ _
Bb _ I'm a
Gb juggler.
Ebm _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
Eb Think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze.
Db Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace.
I'm
B in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace.
Eb How the fuck will
Bb I escape if I never close my case?.
Ebm Oh my god, I keep on stressing every second that I waste.
Db Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take.
B But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage.
Bb Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay.
Ebm Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention.
I
Gb need to change a couple things
B cause something is missing.
At one in five, what's a lie?.
I tell you everything is fine.
Every single
G fucking day, I get closer
Ebm to the grave.
I am terrified, _ but I will
Bbm again.
Bless
Db my heart
Ebm just to feel
B again when I wake up.
It seems I've
Bb risen, I am lightning.
Cause I'm about
Ebm to break down, 10-foot
Db away _ .
B I am a traitor, I'm a
E juggler, I'm a
Bb juggler, I'm a juggler.
I'm a juggler, I'm a
Eb juggler, I'm a juggler.
Ebm I'm a
Db juggler, I'm a juggler, _
B _ _ _ _
Ebm _
Bb _ .
I'm a juggler.
I'm a
Eb juggler, I'm a juggler, I'm a juggler.
Yeah, _ _ _ here we go again, motherfucker.
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B I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a self-believer
Bbm I'm a popular,
B popular,
Ebm monster prankster.
I'm out of space.
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