Understand Chords by Boywithuke

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_ [F#m] Girl I hope you understand [D] I wanted to hold your hand but I [A] can't wanted to be your man back [C#] then _ .
_ [D] And you knew I fell for you but you just broke my heart in two.
I [A] was sad, mad and broken on my bed [C#] hoping I could rid of all the voices in my head.
I [F#m] was opening a packet of an undeveloped med when [D] I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead.
And when [A] I woke up in an hour and a pool of mud I said [C#] I swear to god I'll never even try to sleep again.
So [F#m] instead I took my pen and started writing evidence of [D] when I started making sense.
I found that I had reached the end, oh [A] I'm upset I have no friends you wanna bet.
You just pretend you're [C#] just a peck of fire within the lines of writing your own shit.
[F#m] I thought I stopped my [D] psychopathic ways I swear I did.
I said [A] I talked to people about the [C#m] problematic life [C#] I lived.
They were [F#m] my neighbors razor blades in [D] different flavor pills I hit.
Therefore [A] I'm at your lead my last straw I'm [C#m] so [C#] gastocked in the past.
I said [F#m] that girl I hope you understand that [D] I wanted to hold your hand.
But [A] I can't want it to be your man [E] back then _ .
[C#] And [F#m] so far I never held you with my [D] arms so it's hard to be the one you [A] aren't with instead.
Filled with [C#m] anxiety, always was a part of [C#] me, guess I'm not cut out to [F#m] be somebody cause it's not me.
I'm not used to all the talking, [D] wasn't introverted, had converted feelings into writing.
[A] Used to cope with all my problems, using notes and lots of rhyming.
[C#] Used to hope for better days, whenever next you'd have me crying.
[F#m] I'm not lying when I said that I would rather die than go [D] back.
Times that I would try to be the guy that people know I [A] was.
Fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyes.
[C#] A dead-end island full of violence in my head, eyes are [F#m] pilots.
And so the sun don't [D] shine and skies turn gray.
I feel it [A] coursing through my veins.
I've said before I'm not [C#m] okay, but you [C#] don't listen [F#m] anyway.
You know I tried, you [D] turned away.
You straight up lied right to [A] my face.
You fucked my life, ruined [C#m] my day.
But you [C#] don't know so I'll [F#m] say.
Nothing can [D] fill this silence.
No one can know so [A] I'll say.
Nobody cares you [C#m] like this.
Not [C#] fair, you're still so [F#m] upset.
Nothing can fill this [G#] silence.
No one can know so [A] I'll say.
Nobody [E] cares you like this.
Not fair, [Fm] you're still so upset.
[C#m] Girl, I hope you understand.
[B] I [Bm] wanted to hold your hand.
[C#m] But I can't want it to be your man back then.
[C#] _ _ [F#m] Too bad I know I can't wake up.
[D] Because I've lost my way.
And you don't give a fuck [A] about me.
This could be a dream.
[E] I can't see the thing [C#] that you seek so please.
[F#m] So girl, I hope you understand.
I [D] wanted to hold your hand.
[A] But I can't want it to be your man [C#] back then.
_ [F#m] And you had known and played [D] along.
You were my home, I wrote your [A] songs.
Now you're dead to me, effectively.
[C#] Remove yourself outside my [F#m] dreams _ _ _ _ _ .
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