「Nightcore」→ Toxic Thoughts Chords

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_ I [F#] start this off staring at a blank page, an open office document, a blinking cursor
passing days without a single word.
Some faith absurd, like I filled a long stream of words instead, choosing not to cast my net.
But I spent [G#m] so long questioning myself, if this is a right, then does that mean I failed
when [B] my melodies ever led me to the right?
I'm not sure what I thought when I met a force more profound enough, will I ever outdo [F#] myself?
The ceiling gets higher and higher, it's harder and harder to shatter, and when [B] I fall, I
fall or stand my every bit before, evaluating [F#] the damage, no I just don't understand it,
inflicted by the very air I breathe, a love with hatred laced between.
You can see it in my _ eyes, the giant spark light up the night, [D#m] constant search for approval,
suffocated by refusal, devouring my skull, but [A#m] never feeling full. _
[C#] Oh dear, I don't wanna be a burden, could you please just let me be a burden, could you
[A#m] please be a little more concerned with the overactive mind of a believer, the toxic thoughts
of an _ overachiever.
[C#] Oh dear, if only you could feel it, [A#m] the creeping fear of being deserted, you can't flush the
[G#] heat of this fever, the toxic thoughts of an [F#] _ _ [C#] overachiever.
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[F#] _ _ _ _ I start this off a little confused, [B] writer's block doesn't exist, it's [Fm] not over and I'm
supposed to use because [G#m] it's all in my mind, a parasite I'm supposed to find, but [F#] sometimes,
well most times, [B] it's so hard to define.
So I [C#] pour a couple drinks, getting drunk on gasoline, fire [B] pulses in my veins, I'm sick
of waiting for the day that courage [A#m] overtakes my brain for someone to say it's okay, I've
lived my whole life afraid, it's time for me to be brave, [C#] to embrace a force that's so
dark and unknown, because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam, they pave as they
go, disappointed gazers, sleeping clues and breadcrumb [F#] traces, I'm not craving the fate,
let them rot in their [C#] place.
I deserve to be alright, _ _ [F#]
I deserve to sleep at night, I'm my [D#m] closest friend, I remind
myself again, better [G#] treat her well, cause she's [A#m] with me till the [C#] end.
Oh dear, I don't wanna be a [A#m] burden, but could you please be a little more concerned with
the overactive mind of a believer, the toxic thoughts of an _ overachiever.
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Oh dear, if only you could feel it, [A#m] the crippling fear of being deserted, you can't touch the
key to this fever, the toxic thoughts of [F#] an overachiever.
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_ _ _ _ _ Sometimes I forget the feeling of [E] every single nerve tingling better than any lover's touch,
I've created tears of [B] pain and burns of lust, [F#] I've created a forest a safe place for myself
that others [Fm] have found, some attempt to destroy and [C#] others feed the ground, _ fertilize my mind
with melodies and rhymes, a sorcerer of time take you back [B] to the night when you pondered
your death, when somebody left, when you lie [C#] awake broken cause your head is unkept and
let me remind you, [A#m] that everything is temporary, you and [C#] I are temporary, and this feeling
that's [B] so scary, someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy don't mean you're unsteady
but that you're only getting ready [G#] to say nice to me, you, [A#m] to somebody you never knew, _ _ _ _
you. _ _ _ _ _ _
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