Change Chords by Nf

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[F#m] Yeah, look, I [E] don't do drugs I'm addicted to the pain [D] though
Yeah, I've been on it for a while don't know how to put it down gotta have it.
It's a habit
[C#] I'm a break though.
I just want to take a hit [E] keep saying I'm a quick keep saying [D] I'm a lead but I stay though
I just want a [Bm] little fix.
I don't want to take a risk
I don't like it when I drift from the safe [D] zone
But lately I've been thinking [E] I'm gonna have to
Letting go of things that I'm attached [D] to
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
You don't know I love to [G#] see you holding on to something that you can't lose
That's why I'm trying to get it [C] together
Sleeves up putting work in trying to be [D] better
I like to rap but I ain't gonna do it forever forget [Bm] the charts
I'm a focus in a hold in my [F#] head a moment I get up
I just want to know I'm doing my [E] best
And if I'm not Lord forgive me you can have the [D] regrets
Cause I can feel the water trying to go up over my head
Most of my life I always felt like I was holding my [F#m] breath
Holding my chest to be honest so I'm tired of [E] it
Looking for something in my life to be inspired [D] again
I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
But I [B] know what it is I just never want to [F#m] commit
_ _ _ [E] _ _ _ [D] I'm looking for
_ _ _ _ _ [F#m] I'm searching for
_ _ [E] _ _ _ [D] I'm looking for
_ _ _ _ [G#] I just want
[F#] I don't like [E] new things
Got a lot [Bm] of mood swings
Oh you want to tell me something negative
I don't want to hear what you think
[F#m] _ [E] Tossing in my sleep
Every night for like [Bm] two weeks
Thinking about how I could have done this or done that
Bet I can't help it that's just me
[F#] That's just me avoiding the [E] change
That's probably why the issues ain't going [D] away
Yeah that's probably why I always sit around and complain
Telling myself that I ain't [G#] never getting out of this [F#] place
Out of my face if you're telling me I need to be [E] different
That's the issue though I'm always insecurity [D] driven
Taking the wrong turns acting like I know where I'm headed
[Bm] Waiting for something bad to happen I can snap any minute I need
[C#] Yeah it's kinda easy to [E] say right
But difficult to do when I feel like I hate [D] life
And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake [F#m] liar
It's something that I know I should [E] do
I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth
[D] But to be honest with you lately I got nothing to lose
See I've always [B] been full of pain but now I'm making some room
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_ _ _ [E] _ _ I'm [D] looking for
_ _ _ _ _ I'm looking for
I'm searching for
_ [E] _ _ I'm [D] looking for
_ _ _ _ I just want [F#m] I just want
I need a moment of [E] silence
I don't like change but I'll [D] try it
I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
[F#] Why are they always [F#m] defiant
See all my emotions are [E] liars
All my emotions are [D] violent
They don't want freedom to find me
Mentioning naming everybody [F#m] riots
That's why I'm checking my [E] vitals
They keep on working but I know
[D] Breathing don't mean you're alive so
I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
Positive thoughts are my rivals
I'm trying to be [E] on their side though
Should I feel comfortable I [D] don't
Last year I felt suicidal this year [F#m] I might do something different like talking to God
_ I'm looking [E] for
_ [D] I'm looking for
I'm searching for
_ I'm looking for
I just want I [F#m] just want
_ I'm looking [E] for
_ I'm searching [D] for
_ I'm looking for
I [F#m] just want I just want
_ I'm looking [E] for
_ [B] I'm searching [D] for
_ I'm looking for
[G#] I just want I [F#m] just want
_ [Bm] I'm looking [E] for
_ [B] I'm searching for
_ I'm looking for
[F#m] I just want I just want Change
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