Mansion Chords by Nf

_ Insidious is blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and [Gb] slept in, slept in
_ [Bbm] Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These wounds are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped [Gb] in
And it's lonely inside this [Bbm] mansion _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ Yeah, my mind is a house [Gb] with walls
Covered in lyrics, they're all over the place
As songs in a mirror, it's written [Ebm] all over the floors
[Gb] All over the chairs, and you get the uncut [Ab] version of life
When I go downstairs, [Bbm] that's where I write when I'm in a bad place
And [Gb] need to release, and let out the version of NF
You don't wanna see, [Ebm] I put holes in the walls
With both of my fists [Gb] till they bleed
And you might get a glimpse of how I cope [Ab] with all this anger in [Bbm] me
Physically abused, now that's the [Gb] room that I don't wanna be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see [Ebm] it
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I [Gb] don't wanna see them
But why not?
I'm in [Ab] here, so I might as well read them
[Bbm] I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
[Gb] Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the [Bbm] ground
Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now
I'm out of this memory, [Ab] for some reason this room for you
[Bbm] Put me in the corner, so you could see the [Gb] fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs to feed me till I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the door shut [Eb] and lock the lyrics [Bbm] inside
_ Insidious as blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and [Gb] slapped him
_ And slapped [Bbm] him
Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a hole I'm trapped [Gb] in
And it's lonely inside this [Bbm] mansion
_ _ Inside this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain
[Gb] See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint
[Ebm] Cover them up like it [Eb] never happened, say I wish I could [Gb] change
Are you confused?
Come [Ab] upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
[Bbm] This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller it seems
[Gb] Moment I walk into it, it's the same moment that I wanna [Eb] leave
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But [Gb] it's hard to look past [Ab] when this is the room where I sleep
[Bbm] I look around, one of the worst things I [Gb] wrote on these walls
Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mind
One of the [Ebm] first things I wrote was I wish I [Gb] would've called
But I should just stop now, we ain't [Ab] got enough room in this [Bbm] song
And I regret the fact that I [Gb] struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
[Bbm] Slug it off like it ain't nothing, [Gb] like it's out of my head
And get ticked off whenever [Ab] I see it affecting my brand
[Bbm] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
[Gb] And at the rate I'm going, I'll probably still be there when I [Ebm] die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my [Gb] mind
The question is, will [Ab] I ever clean the walls off in [Bbm] time?
_ Insidious as blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these questions?
[Ebm] Feels like I missed my alarm and [Gb] slept in
_ _ And slept [Bbm]
in
Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home I'm [Gb] trapped in
And it's slowly inside this [Bbm] mansion
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Inside this [Bbm] mansion
So this part of my house, no one's been in it for [Gb] years
I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there
[Ebm] Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
[Gb] And I come back and I admit [Ab] I am emotionally [Bbm] scared
To let anyone inside, so I just leave [Gb] my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not
Cause I [Ebm] don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And [Gb] I'll be the only person that I can [Ab] blame when you desert me
I'm [Bbm] barricaded inside, so [Gb] stop watching
I'm not coming to the door, so stop knocking
Stop knocking, I'm trapped here
Gotta keep saying I'm not locked, I chose this
[Ab] I am lost in my own [Bbm] conscience
I know that shutting the world out ain't solving the [Gb] problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it was solvable
[Bbm] I built it because [Ebm] I thought that it was [Gb] safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only [Ab] thing that's living in [Bbm] here
Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in
[Gb] Maybe that's a problem cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I [Ebm] thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he [Gb] never did
He must've picked a room and got [Ab] comfortable and settled in
Now I'm [Bbm] in a position to either sit here and let him win
[Gb] Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never [Ebm] can
Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors
[Gb] Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know [Bbm] anymore
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